yo, it's been long since we've met

20 November 2008 (Thursday)
Slacked.

21 November 2008 (Friday)
Finally, finally got around to packing my luggage for NZ.
LOLS.

22 November 2008 (Saturday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DILLON!

Mom, dad, grandmother, brother came to see me off.
O.o
Checked in and everything, ate Taro Turnover at Burger King before going into the Departure Hall.

That morning before going to the airport, when my dad woke me up at around 7 plus, I was thinking, "Saturday why need to wake up so early" until I realised about a few minutes later that I was supposed to go to NZ.
LOL.

OK so boarded the plane and everything. Sat beside Richie and Yuching on the flight to Brunei for transit.
Richie so fun to bully, LOL.

Slacked at Brunei for about 5 hours.
Watched Joshua, Zhiliang and Junweng play Chess, watched Venus they all play Uno, did some fortune telling, super sian, bought Ferrero Rocher, folded 3 roses using the wrapper of the chocolate, slacked somemore, blah blah.

Had to discuss and performance sing and dance item that we might be performing to the New Zealand students. It was ridiculously fun. So many people staring at us, and laughing.
We were like, practising Singapore Town and Singapura in the middle of the Brunei Airport area. Wtf.

Finally got on to the plane to Auckland.
Watched movies on the plane, slept, blah blah.

23 November 2008 (Sunday)
Officially arrived in Auckland!

Met our beloved Tour Guide, Christine, and our fantastic bus-

Our bus was obviously named after Richie. LOL.

So we were on our way to Tauranga.

Stopped at Karangahake Gorge. I didn't exactly know what it was, I only knew that the scenery was god-damned beautiful.
Walked over this not-so-stable bridge, listened to the tour guide talk about stuffs, look at the nice clear water, walked back on another not-so-stable bridge, then went back to the bus to continue our bus ride to Tauranga.


Bridgeeeeyyyyy.


So nice right?! Zzz.


Pretty flowers, bloom for you and me.
-_-"


Bridge we had to walk back on.

Then we had a little extra time, so we stopped by at the area where they used to do gold-mining.
It was damn windy and my hair was blowing all over my face.
Climbed this really little hill to get to this big thing.

I think that truck thing was used to dig some gold.
From left to right - Richie, Shawn, Mrs Choy, Charmaine, Xiumin. LOL.
Look how small they are compared to that truck thing.


The view from up that little hill - nice, isn't it?


This roundish thing that is a.... gate. I think. It's just this thing you walk through lah.


Gold-mining area. I think it's closed down now or something. I don't know.


Oh. The mine is named Martha. Nice nice.


Saw a fit little horse.

Finally reached Tauranga after that long bus ride.
Went to this particular beach.



Cooling waves. Cooling wind.


Apparently there's this sand dune problem. I too lazy explain liao. But of course I understand luh.

And then we climbed this mountain that is 233m tall.

I didn't even know we were supposed to climb it until I realised we reached the top.
LOL.


I thought we only walking up this thing, climbing a few flight of stairs, and that's it.
But the tour guide (didn't know she was so fit) kept climbing and we kept following and when I reached the top I felt a little cheated. LOLS.

First we were this low-


Then we got higher,


and higher,


until we reached the top.

Wowxz ._.


The city, yo'

After that we went to a supermarket to buy personal supplies. LOL.

Then arrived at Pacific Park. The girls stayed in Collings Lodge while the guys stayed in Unit 7.
The whole place was super cosy. We had to do our own housework. Like setting up the dinner tables and washing the dishes and stuffs.

{To be continued}

new zealand is da best

BACK YO!

Will update soon.

new zealand here i come!

GOODBYE PEOPLE-

See ya all in a week.

drink with me

14 November (Friday)
Had CCA.
Darn.

15 November (Saturday)
Morning was threatened to go meet someone.
-.-
Went to the library, couldn't find the books I wanted, went home.

At night went to my dad's office's Dinner & Dance.
Blah blah, ate fuckingly lot.
It was quite fun.

16 November (Sunday)
Drums, piano, as usual.
Missed out a bowling session because of my stupid musical lessons.

17 November (Monday)
Slacked.

18 November (Tuesday)
Slacked.

At night, my mom received an SMS from a person from RV, telling her that the subject combination results are out.
So I went to check.
Aw, shucks.
Bye 2E ):

Plans for today:
-Pack New Zealand luggage
-Figure out what to get for New Zealand friend
-Buy stuffs
-Slack, of course.


How I wish, wish it wasn't so.

dates & days

I should update, right?

8 November (Saturday)
Nothing much.

9 November (Sunday)
Went for drums and piano.
Richmond finally gave me back my Chem stuffs.

10 November (Monday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS TAN MY BELOVED PIANO TEACHER!!

Slacked at home.

11 November (Tuesday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN!
Retarded, had to go to school for Dance, practise Acceleration.
In the end 5 bloody bastards and bitches didn't turn up so we had to have another practice session again this Friday.
AND the teacher still made us stay for the full session on this day.
Stupid.

12 November (Wednesday)
Went to school for some workshop thing conducted by Rachel Ong.
It was fun, surprisingly.

I thought it would be boring, sit around and talk blah blah.
But in the end there were many games!
Although somehow stupid, but still fun games.
Like the rope game thing - I felt really cheated. LOL.

And the sweets!
Rachel Ong prepared hell lot of sweets.
Man, that was good.

OK it was fun, but it was super super cold.
The stupid air-con system so lousy, it's a central aircon so cannot adjust.
Stupid lah! Forget to bring jacket, then I was freezing in there.

During lunch time went to Queensway with Yuching, ate LASKA (yum!), and came back to school all in the span of 40 minutes.
LOL.
The rest had pizza, ordered by Rachel Ong.

Blah blah, at the last part I was really shivering already, my teeth were chattering.
No kidding.
And it was raining bloody heavily outside.
Which made it worse.

But I made a new friend.
:) so funny lah.

Came home, slacked.

Chose my subject combi, like, finally.
1st choice: Triple Science + Elit
2nd choice: Triple Science + History

LOL I didn't want to take triple science for 2nd choice de lor, but Zeming started using his bloody influencing powers.
Zeming, I'm gonna hate you for this.

Plans for today:
Slack.

OK nothing much, byee.

my face spells FUCK OFF

I TOTALLY HATE ACCELERATION NOW-

i don't know what i'm feeling

Last day of school.

Got back result slips, then cleaned up the classroom, and took class photos.

It was only when we went back to class after taking photos that people started crying.
The first person I spotted was YEWHUI.
OK lah, nothing wrong with crying, just abit the.. uhh shocking.
LOL.

OK, so everyone was emo-ing.

Only me, Jiarui and Szenee were not.
-.-
Not I unfeeling lor, it's just that my feelings very lag de.
But last night I got emo lor.
Maybe tonight before I sleep also will emo.
But just not this morning or this afternoon.

LOL.
But actually also quite sad lah.
After 2 years of being together, then must split class.
It's inevitable.

But I'm sure we'll never forget each other, since RV is so freakingly small.
Anywhere you go confirm can meet each other de.

Perhaps another post on dedications(?) to everybody later.

It was good, it was great,
it's something that'll never fade.

time passes.. real quick

OK, finally decided to update.

3 Nov (Monday)
Boringly usual and as usual, boring.

4 Nov (Tuesday)
Watched CSI during CID :D
Damn nice.

Crap, stayed back after school for Acceleration self practice.
Which isn't exactly a self practice 'cause both coaches were there.

Wanted to bring back all my books from locker since my dad was fetching me home, but the stupid gate thingy was closed after my CCA.

Witnessed a minor accident among 2 taxis, and the accident occurred just a few metres away from me.

5 Nov (Yesterday)
Watched Step Up 2 during Lang Arts, then continued during CHAMPS.
LOL.
Lugged a fucking thick stack of books and files home, my arms pain.
Cabbed home from Bishan MRT.

Today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELVIN!!

Learning Symposium, tired.
Loved our game stall, although it didn't win anything.

Brought home another thick stack of books and files home, my arms more pain.
Cabbed home again from Bishan MRT.

OK so tomorrow we'll get back our result slips, then we say byebye.
So fast. Wow.
Make new friends but keep the old.
Heh.

Sometimes I just wonder if it was all for nothing.

Or is there more?

Spent the weekend boring myself out.
I'm either reading or using the computer.
Even if I go out, it's for necessary stuff like shopping or eating or attending drums lesson.

I don't know what to do tomorrow.
Ahhhh, sian.

Is this it?

nope, no eyelids are twitching

Today's a weird day.

My eldest brother got ill (but apparently not ill enough to stop gaming) - he was playing CS when I woke up, as usual.

Conversation during lunchtime between my 2 brothers:
Eldest brother: "I don't want to die. Not at 17."
(I was thinking, lame.
He could still game this morning, so what he said sounded fake.
Exaggerated.)
Second brother: "Y'know.. The only reason that is stopping me from dying is 'cause I haven't done anything in my life yet."
Eldest brother: "So what do you want to do?"
Second brother: "Dunno."

And then they didn't bother to talk.

But after that my eldest brother didn't game anymore, he went to rest, so maybe he's getting really ill.
-.-

My 3rd earhole just started bleeding.
Hmm, I wonder what caused the blood vessels to burst.
I don't care much, of course. The blood will clot, what remains will be dried blood which can be easily washed away.

I cannot believe I'm actually downloading Maple (!!) back into my computer.
Jeez.
But I still have to figure out my user and pw if I want to play decent, though.

Re-reading Breaking Dawn while waiting though.

The whole house seems so quiet.
My eldest brother sleeping, my second brother playing his handphone game in his room instead of studying, my mom doing work on her laptop in her room, my dad working.

Something doesn't seem right. But it doesn't seem bad, too.
Weird.

how it ends, how it dies

I feel so washed out now.

I don't know, today was Sports Day.
Being an audience was absolutely... crap.
I mean, the heat was OK, it wasn't really that hot, but watching people run is quite boring after awhile.
At first it was fun. And then it got very repetitive. So I got restless.

Anyway after Sports Day had this stupid thing in LT2 for student leaders.
Waste of time.

Supposed to go Queensway to eat Laksa with Yuching, but after that crap briefing thing it ruined my whole appetite (I'm exaggerating) but I didn't want to eat laksa anymore.
Sorry Yuching! ):
So I went my grandmother's house to eat my all-time favourite home-cooked noodles :)

Went home, bathed, slept the whole afternoon, woke up, bathed again, ate dinner, and now here I am.

I'm still tired.
Accumulated lack of sleep, I guess.

don't say anything if you've nothing nice to say

School was slack.
I wasn't even paying any attention to Ms Wong lahh.

After school was supposed to go for the History Museum thingy, but in the end I decided to go for Acceleration self-practice.
It was.. tiring?
Definitely not as tiring as last time.
But still tiring.
LOL.

Still don't even know where we'll be performing at.
-.-

Mr. Pattison's quotes:

"My favorite teacher was probably my English teacher because she got me into writing instead of just answering the question. I used to hand in homework with 20 pages of nonsense and she'd still mark it. She was a really amazing teacher."

"We didn't have packed lunches at my school. I was a lunch monitor as well - I used to take everyone's chips!"

"[Drama school] was a social thing. I literally went there 100 per cent to meet these girls sitting at the next table."

"I haven't really decided to be an actor yet! I started doing plays when I was about 15 or 16. I only did it because my dad saw a bunch of pretty girls in a restaurant and he asked them where they came from and they said drama group. He said "Son, that is where you need to go."

"[I picked out] the most ridiculous, extravagant clothes - they looked really good in the shop. And then I put them on and I thought: you look such an idiot."

"Up until I was 12 my sisters used to dress me up as a girl and introduce me as 'Claudia'! Twelve was a turning point as I moved to a mixed school and then I became cool and discovered hair gel."

"In England if you want to look rough, you go out and get really drunk and come in looking really hungover, but if you do that in America, it's like, have you got a drinking problem?"

"American’s fine, but I’ve never really been a big one for accents. Whenever I try to do any accents it ends up being a sort of Jamaican-Russian hybrid."

"I did a tiny amount of work on Vanity Fair which doesn't quite match the standard of Harry Potter... oops... don't put that, sorry, what was the question?"

"I've changed so much. I'm not nearly as cocky as I was, I was a real prat for the first month. I didn't talk to anyone. I just drank coffee and told everyone I was 24 and this famous theatre actor just back from South Africa."

"The day before I was just sitting in Leicester Square, happily being ignored by everyone. Then suddenly strangers are screaming your name. Amazing."

"I was actually having nightmares about [the premiere] for months in advance."

"As Dan was doing school at the time I was just sitting by myself for ages and at the time I wanted to be taken really serious as an actor so I used to just sit around just drinking coffee all day and trying to look really intense"

"There were a couple of times where you think you're swimming towards a guy with a breathing apparatus and then you find it's just something in the water and you're like [imitates freaking out] and then you just know what to do and they film your stupid face just screaming underwater and then everyone starts laughing and it's just like, 'Ah, great!'"

"I was quite intimidated by Ralph Finnes. I didn’t really talk to him while I was going Harry Potter and the only thing I did with him was when he stepped on my head. Then I went to this play and he was there. And this girl said, ‘you’ve worked with Ralph Finnes haven’t you, Robert?’ and I was like, ‘well, no…’ and Ralph said, ‘yes, I stepped on your head.’ And that was the extent of our conversation."

"[The cemetery scene] was the bit I was most looking forward to doing. You don't really get to die that often, you know?"

"I think Dan could steal anybody’s girlfriend. If I was a girl I’d go with Dan."

"I think the yule ball is more attractive to the girls who read it, I never really thought "Oh I get to go to the ball!"

"I went to one of these signing conventions. It was one of the most interesting experiences I’ve had. It was so strange that people would pay for autographs. You keep thinking you should do a little dance for them as well or something."

"It's strange, somebody asked for my autograph the other day. Because I finished school and I'm not really doing anything at the moment, I was just kind of aimlessly wandering around London and these two guys who were about 30 came up and asked for my autograph. I was really quite proud at the time, and they wanted to take photos and stuff. And then they were sort of wandering around and I was kind of wandering around and I bumped into them about three times, and every single time their respect for me kept growing and growing and growing."

act of defiance? *sniggers*

This morning PE was damn slack.
The lightning risk thing was flashing away, so we were about to go back to class from grandstand, when the light was suddenly switched off.
So Anna Chan made us run 2 rounds around the track.
I was having bad stitch even before the running, so it obviously became worse when I started.

Me and Simin slacked around and lagged. Haha.
Then come back, Anna Chan say form group play stupid game.
She ask me what group I want to be in, I anyhow say, "Dunno leh. Feel like vomiting."
Then she said, "OK, go sit down."

LMAO.
I crap around, she still believe.
-.-

Then she asked Simin, "You leh? What group you want to join?"
Simin replied, "Huh. I also feel like vomiting." (Or something like that)
So she told Simin, "OK, you go sit down also."

What the hell?! ROFL!
So me and Simin slacked at grandstand with Yuching and Szenee for the rest of PE period.
Heh.

Watched The Gods Must Be Crazy 2 during Lang Arts.
Hilarious.

Got back Geography results, did better than expected.

Blah blah, after Principal's talk, went to SC Investiture.

After school went to watch High School Musical 3!
Not bad.
But I'm wondering why Troy keeps wearing his Converse shoes (I think) like, everywhere.

Came home.

Messy. Just like everything else.

hot n cold

Today started stupidly when I woke up and realised there was CCA.
Crap.

Talked to Richmond on the phone last night, talk until 11pm, 'cause my phone kept running out of battery, so when I switch it on and charged it, he called again.
So I unpluged the charger, and answered his call (using that measly amount of battery) because call me humji if you want to, I'm afraid to answer call when the phone is charging.

Anyway I tossed and turned all night, finally slept at I don't know what time, dreaming of Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt in a theme park with me.
LOL, I'm not kidding.

When to school, slacked, again.
Until the stupid Maths lesson whereby Ms Wong still continue to teach, and at that time I was having bad gastric and my eyelids kept dropping. It seemed like the world was spinning.

So FINALLY, class was dismissed so I chiong-ed to the canteen to get some snacks after I changed, so that I'd feel better.
Yeah, I did feel better after that.

Stupid dance, got SYF selection for girls, so had to assemble 15 minutes earlier.
But there wasn't any barwork :DD

Crap lah, got punished to write the dance pledge 50 times (like so many other people) because they were doing attire check and I forgot to cut my fingernails. Oops.

I deserved it, I guess. Just because there was a holiday last week for piano didn't give me any excuse to forget to cut my fingernails. LOL.

Wang Lao Shi wanted to see Acceleration. So he did.
And then he got all pissed.
LOL.
'Cause apparently we never practise for so long then everything sucked.
But in the end we Accelerated for about 4 to 5 times?
I seriously think my last pose with the guys and Rachel improved alot!
Heh :D
Performing on 11 Nov lorh, luckily not performing in school, if not can die.

Then Wang Lao Shi gave us routine to do, so he can choose people for SYF.
Basically everyone from Sec 2 and Sec 3 lah.
-.-
But he said those who keep missing practices will get kicked out.
LOL, I during holiday going overseas twice, missing 5 practices, confirm kicked out de lah !

Aiya, so tired now.
Tomorrow confirm muscle aches.

GOOD NEWS: There's no dance on Thursday for me yayye! (I think, I hope they don't change their mind or something.)

i don't know what to say

Left the house around lunch time to go to some restaurant to eat lunch.
Many other relatives were there, because we were supposed to celebrate my great-grandfather's birthday.
He's 99 years old.
Wow.

Ate alot, almost every dish except for crab and the yam dessert.
But when I came home, I took my weight and I realised I lost 0.2kg instead of gaining weight.
LOL -.-

Earned another $5 in 15 minutes.
Which means $10 in half an hour.
XD

Changed blogskin, as you can see.
Don't ask me why I keep changing.
I think I have obsessive-compulsive behaviour.

Spent a stupid long time coming up with my profile.

Anyway there's Dance tomorrow (shit) and I should go sleep now, even though I know I can't.
Goodnights.

I know I'm wearing off your patience.
If the day comes where you can't be bothered anymore, there's no one to blame but me.
I'm sorry.

stagnant

Hello!

Woke up at around 9+ this morning, ate breakfast, practised piano, watched TV.

Then did something to earn $5 in 15 minutes.
(Nuh-uh, there wasn't any sex involved, please. No household chores too.)

Used the comp, debating with myself if I should start playing Maple or Audition again.

Reasons to start playing Maple / Audition:
# Another form of relaxation.
# Put my mind off things I shouldn't think about - I won't feel emo. LOL.
# Give me something to do - I won't feel so bored.
# Make more online friends (HAH).

Reasons NOT to start playing Maple / Audition:
# Waste of time when I can be doing something more fruitful (not like there's fruitful things for me to do).
# My eyesight won't deprove so much.
# I won't get addicted - I won't spend so much money on the games.
# \Maple - I forgot my User and PW, so if I want to start I have to start from scratch, which I'm lazy to do.
\Audition - I don't have a good keyboard, and I haven't been playing for so long, my fingers suck now.

OK so I was desperately trying to find something to add on to the "Reasons to start playing Maple / Audition" list.
So how?
Zzz.

Ahhh.
I WANT MACBOOK PRO.
):

wow.. good remixes

Came across Norwegian Recycling songs.
They were fabulous.

But I'm lazy to collate the lyrics.
Heh.

{edit}
But I shall post the songs used for each remix, for convenience.

#01 Just Like A Ghost
Songs used:
-Ghost - Billie The Vision And The Dancers
-Just Like Heaven - Katie Melua

#02 Hey Oh Tonight
Songs used:
-Save Tonight - Mindi Abair
-Snow Hey Oh - Red Hot Chili Peppers
-Cannonball (Radio Edit) - Damien Rice

#03 I Wish I Was A Teenage Dirtbag
Songs used:
-Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus
-I Wish - Skee-Lo

#04 Be Like A Dosed Black Eyed Gary
Songs used:
-Where Is The Love - Black Eyed Peas
-Falling Awake - Gary Jules
-Be Like That (Acoustic) - 3 Doors Down
-Dosed - Red Hot Chili Peppers

#05 How Six Songs Collide
Songs used:
-I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
-Collide - Howie Day
-Superman - Five For Fighting
-Always Getting Over You - Angela Ammons
-All That I Need - Boyzone
-Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

#06 Turn Off Bubba
Songs used:
-Deliverance - Bubba Sparxxx
-Turn Off The Light - Nelly Furtado

#07 8 Become 1
Songs used:
-Where Is The Love - Black Eyed Peas
-Crash And Burn - Savage Garden
-She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
-You're Beautiful - James Blunt
-It's Ok! - Atomic Kitten
-With Or Without You - U2
-Summercat - Billie The Vision & The Dancers
-Fair - Remy Zero

#8 All Bad Touches (Come To An End)
Songs used:
-All Good Things (Come To An End) - Nelly Furtado
-The Bad Touch - Bloodhound Gang
-Mad World - Alex Parks

#9 Sweet Mama O' Mine
Songs used:
-Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N' Roses
-Take Your Mama - Scissor Sisters

#10 Enough To Fly With You
Songs used:
-Enough To Get Away - Joseph Arthur
-L'Amour Toujours - Gigi D'Agostino

#11 Paris Is Lonely
Songs used:
-Stars Are Blind - Paris Hilton
-Lonely - Akon

#12 Sorry For I Mashed You
Songs used:
-Sorry, Blame It On Me - Akon
-I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
-Happy Ending - Mika
-High - Lighthouse Family

#13 Technology Is Right
Songs used:
-Say It Right - Nelly Furtado
-AYO Technology - 50 Cent feat. Timbaland & Justin Timberlake

#14 Ben Is Chasing Beautiful Girls
Songs used:
-Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston
-Stand By Me - Ben E. King
-Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
-Back In My Life - Alice Deejay
-Opening Theme - Beverly Hills 90210
-I'll Be Missing You - Puff Daddy feat. Faith Evans &112
{/edit}

This morning slept around 1.30am.

Cannot fall sick, if not no need to go New Zealand liao ):

Movies I want to watch:
-Nights in Rodanthe
-High School Musical 3: Senior Year
-The Rocker
-City of Ember
-Quantum of Solace
-Sing to the Dawn
-Twilight

Saw V is coming out soon, but as usual, it's R21.
Nevermind, I'll always have my means and ways to watch it. Haha.

I don't know what's going on now.
I've had enough of your mixed messages.
But I guess, just not enough to give up.

I don't know.

dance can suck sometimes

Slept at 1am and woke up at 6am this morning.

The first half of Ding Lao Shi's lesson was quite OK.
But the second half of really torturous. Because it was too relaxing!
So many people kept yawning, including me.
-.-

Anyway that's the last Ding Lao Shi's lesson for this year!
LOL.

Came home, continued doing Flash, went out eat dinner, came home and Flash-ed.

And I finally finished it!
Well, except for the song part.
But I'm done! LOL.

Heh I'm so proud of myself.
Although it might get a very low grade or whatever.
I'm contented.
:D

I'll be lying to myself if I said I'm not tired.
So bye.

weird but i'll soon get used to it

Hah! I'm currently using a MacBook Pro to do my Flash.
Mac version isn't that hard. Very easy to use.
:D

Anyway slacked around in school today again.
Watched finish the Chronicles of Narnia during Lang Arts.
Classic.
Stayed back after school to be timekeeper for the Heats.
It was quite fun, just a lil' boring.

Reached home around 7.30pm.
Gonna do Flash now, so I'm sorry for the short post.

Anyway anyone wants to go out on Monday? Lol.

Byee.

aww nah i didnt expect this

Haha, I'm not gonna sit around and brood over what's happened.. Because seriously, she's not worth my time.

Anyway Wang Lao Shi actually forgot about Acceleration. Like, wow.
He seriously left his memory in New York or something. Forgetting alot of stuffs.

Hmm, overall I'm happy today, I'm not gonna let some piece of crap spoil my day.
Got back Physics, Maths and History.
Pleased with myself, even though my History results sucked. LOL.

All I have to say: SIMIN IS THE BEST.
Haha, it's only times like this when you can see who's actually your true friend.
Cheesy, but who are you to comment on me? Even if you do, you think I care?

shoulders back, chin up, LET'S GO !

Woke up to a happy day.

Went to school and slacked.

Went to LT2 to watch Chronicles of Narnia during Lang Arts.
After that stayed on to watch Step Up 2 (which was brought by yours truly) :D
Anyway, thanks to Yong Lun, Zhijie and Irene for getting the DVD Player and setting it up and stuffs.

Went home with Yuching.

Slacked at home.
Changed blogskin, and URL.
Not running away from anyone this time, I was just getting bored of my URL already.

Bye.

Everything, no doubt, will be OK afterall.
Great, even.

life is a mess of bollocks

School was retarded, boring.

After school had CCA. Hadn't had CCA for a month already, my legs are currently dying now.
Wang Lao Shi came back from New York.
He got us the World's Largest Chocolate Bar, branded Hersheys'.
And he demanded (kind of) to see Acceleration on Thursday.
Let's die, man, I forgot all the steps already ):

After CCA went to Orchard to get Stanley his Twilight book.
The weather was happy with me today, when I walk on the street no rain, when board the bus / MRT then the rain come.

Came home dead tired.

i have a dream

Morning watched Mamma Mia! at Lido.
The movie wasn't bad, quite a feel-good show.

Went Borders to get Twilight for my piano teacher's birthday present.
Also bought the Twilight Calender for myself.

Went grandma's house to eat my favourite home-cooked noodles :D

Came home, yeah.
Nothing much, bye.

Be My Escape - Relient K

I’ve given up on giving up slowly
I’m blending in so you won’t even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate

This one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Because I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and
That might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing
Where to go, promise I’m going because

Oooh oooh
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
Oooh oooh
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there

And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

'Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and
That might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing
Where to go, promise I’m going because

Oooh oooh
I gotta get outta here
'Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
Oooh oooh
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can’t ask you to give what you already gave

And I’ve been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and
That might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing
Where to go, promise I’m going because

Oooh oooh
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
Oooh oooh
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape

I fought you for so long
I should have let you in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were you

So were you

no i do not give up, instead i lead my own life

It's hard to keep up.
I'll never get there.

Can't take it.
Kick me all you want, kick me when I'm down.

I don't care anymore.
Not anymore, I swear.

I will continue trying, for myself.
Never for you again.

can you taste the blood in my mouth

They make promises but they break them.
They don't keep their word.

Almost every single one of them.
A whole bunch of liars.
Fuck 'em.

love story

Saw this short story among my brother's stacks of worksheets.
Read it, don't be put off by the length, it's quite nice.

CLICK TO ENLARGE (So that you can actually read it -.-)
6 pages altogether for you to click on.

Tell me if you enjoy it :D


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someone please tell me why do all good things only happen on those who don't appreciate them

Cried myself to sleep last night.
...


So be it.

hahaha im so not a gamer

What stereotype do you belong to? Your Result: No stereotype not preppy yet not a complete loser. has good friends and doesn't revolve life around their looks or social status. All around good person. usually liked by everyone
Emo
Punk
geek/nerd
Loner
Jock
Preppy
Gamer
What stereotype do you belong to? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

OK well, don't go away

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Disappointment
Looked down on
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

LOL. I actually didn't know.

liberation, here i come

EOY EXAMS ARE O-V-E-R.
With a big fat O.

I kept writing wrong words on the Chinese paper 'cos my whole fucking right hand was so screwed.
What I have learnt: Never EVER play Tony Hawk a day before Chinese exam.
Sucks.

Anyway after the exam, I was so glad.
OK well, who wasn't?

Went to Plaza Singapura with Simin, Yuching, Jiarui, Szenee :D
Lizhen went out with freaking Comp Club -________-"
OK so Yuching and I bought tickets for House Bunny but the rest didn't know what to watch 'cause there wasn't any Connected there.
Then we went to Kopitiam to eat (sick of fast foods) and we ate heartily. Ha.
After eating went to Comics Connection, and I found a pink shoe to match my blue shoe ! :DD
LOL.

Yuching and I went to watch House Bunny while the rest were still at Comics Connection.
The movie was hilarious! Might seem a bit.. bitchy, but actually got teach moral values de. Haha.

And the movie ended so I went home, and you know what?
YUCHING WAS SO GREAT! SHE TOOK ALL THE VOUCHERS FROM MY BAG TO GIVE HER FRIENDS :D

Yay, no need to carry around a stupid stack of vouchers anymore :D

OK so I went home, and when I was walking home I was so happy that I had freedom now I was practically skipping. LOL.

Yeh so now I'm home and I can do anything I want :DD

My second brother.. his O's are starting this Monday (I think) and he is still gaming. Zzz.

Anyway I am really really happy and overwhelmed by the fact that there are no more exams!
I mean, well, Sec 3 would come, but still.
I'm totally gonna enjoy this.

New Zealand, I'm cominggggggg !~
:D

I'd hate to say this, but I'm moving on.
I'm not gonna hang around and wait for you.
I have been, but I won't anymore.
I'm strong enough, I can do it.
I'm gonna make full use of my time, make my life the best.
All without you, and for this, you can have my word.
But, you'd definitely still have a place in my heart.
For the whole of my lifetime.

PS ANYONE WANTS TO GO YUCHING'S HOUSE TO HANG OUT / GO OUT WATCH MOVIE ON MONDAY? SINCE IT'S MARKING DAY! =D

And what's a crush to do?

And Yuching recommended a really fantastic song.

Risqué - Cute Is What We Aim For

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do?
And what's a crush to do when he can't get through?

Grammatically speaking you're adorable
And from what I hear you're quite affordable
But I like them pricey
So exaggerate and t-t-t-t-t-t-trick me
Pretty please, just trick me
Pretty please

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do?
And what's a crush to do?

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do?
And what's a crush to do when you can't get through?

I'm obsessed and stressed with this mess
I can't think of things
To write down, to type down
And these fingertips are moving faster than these lips
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do?
What's a crush to do?

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And what's a crush
And what's a crush to do?

Yeah..

I turn on a dime, spin me around
So you can shine, shine right now
We'll even have a crowd
We'll make this purchase count

Grammatically speaking you're adorable
And from what I hear you're quite affordable
But I like them pricey
So exaggerate and t-t-t-t-t-t-trick me

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And what's a crush to do?
And what's a crush to do?

I got birds in my ears (I got birds in my ears)
And a devil on my shoulder (And a devil on my shoulder)
And what's a crush to do when you can't get through?
When you can't get hold of her

And what's a crush to do?
What's a crush to do?

blogthings

Just one for today :D

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

O.o

tony hawk screwed my finger ):

First thing first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUGENE FROM 2J !

The content of the English Comprehension today was making me so guilty ._.
But not guilty enough to make me stop. I'm the one harming myself anyway, so don't you dare care about me.

After that went to Yuching's house with Jiarui, Szenee, and Lizhen.
Lizhen only went there to borrow 3 other books of the Twilight Saga from Yuching, then she ran off -.-
Played Tony Hawk with Jiarui and Szenee, and after awhile they wanted to play Tennis (not the real Tennis lah) and so I slacked on the sofa watching them, and also watching Yuching putting people in god-damned Sunflowers or billboards. LOL.

They (Jiarui and Szenee) left at around 12 plus.

So I played Tony Hawk with Yuching :D
She is a very good competitor. LOL.

Play until I have 2 sore thumbs (from all the retarded Tricks games which I hate the most) and 1 swollen Ring finger on my right hand.
-.-
Pain leh!

And then I was bored, so I wanted to play DDR, but in the end I didn't feel like playing so I kept it.
So played Tarot cards with Yuching!
LOL.
So retarded, the meaning of the cards always got normal meaning and reversed meaning, most of the cards have totally contradicting good and bad sides, which does not reveal whether my future would be good or anything which totally defeats the purpose of the Tarot cards.
ROFL.

But we played still, for quite awhile, laughed alot, shushed her parrots alot, and yeah.

Tired, so decided to watch TV while eating instant noodles :D
And then the 6.30pm TV show ended so Yuching let me watch Malcolm In The Middle!

No wonder she likes it so much, it's damn nice, super funny!
So cute.

And my dad came to pick me at around 7pm, so came home and bathed and stuffs.

Oh have I mentioned about Yuching's parrots?
They are so cute lah!
One is yellow, one is green, both beautiful.
And they are lovebirds!
LOVEBIRDS! LOL.
When we first arrived at her house they were so... goodish lah, never make noise, then they stand side by side on the swing-thing, joined at the hips, SO CUTE ._.

But after awhile they started fighting (like husbands and wives do) and they started biting each other and they started making alot of nice so they weren't as cute as before but they were still very cute all the same. :D

But their feathers were clipped and albeit according to Yuching the birds won't feel pain, I still think it's cruel to clip their feathers. ):

OK anyway I had a great long day today and I want more days like these.
Chinese exam tomorrow, and I didn't study (well that wasn't much to study anyway) and Chinese is my worst subject (A RETARDED C5 FOR TERM 3) so I don't know what I'm gonna do if I fail Chinese and won't get to promote.
Bwah.

PS STILL GOT ZINC / WALLET SHOP / 77th STREET VOUCHERS! COME AND TAKE, QUICK! -.-

PPS ANYONE WANTS TO WATCH HOUSE BUNNY TOMORROW? 12.15PM AT PLAZA SINGAPURA.

twilight

Actually in Singapore it's releasing on Dec 18.
-.- so late.
But I won't be in Singapore on that day ):
LOL.

rain, rain, come again

I like walking in the rain,
'Cos no one knows I'm crying

Maths was bollocks.
Went to JP after school with Lizhen!
Bought pencilcase from Wallet Shop, but I might not be using it. Might be giving away to someone. Don't know.
Then went Zinc, and got my haversack.
It's congruent to Amanda's, but I didn't mean to copy, it was just the nicest that I saw.
Came home and it rained and I was soaked and I...

Well bye.

PS ANYONE WHO WANTS ZINC / 77th STREET / WALLET SHOP VOUCHERS THAT EXPIRES ON 31 OCTOBER 2008 COME AND FIND ME !

SUCH A SLACKER !

I just saw my brother's timetable.
His poly timetable for the new semester.

I went "WTH" when I saw it.
Proved to me how much I'm suffering in RV.
-.-
LOL.


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OK if you can't understand it, I'll explain it for you.

Monday: 1pm to 5pm
Tuesday: NO SCHOOL AT ALL -_-
Wednesday: 9am - 12pm, 2pm - 5pm
Thursday: 9am - 2pm
Friday: 8am - 1pm, 2pm - 5pm

Is that slack, or slack?

we call this a battle, but what are we fighting for?

Language Arts Paper 1
Higher Chinese Paper 1
Geography
History
Biomedical Science
Physics
Maths Paper 1
Maths Paper 2
Language Arts Paper 2
Higher Chinese Paper 2

Last night I dreamt of my Caucasian neighbour and his friend, RV Dance Studio, people who actually aren't in Dance suddenly doing splits, playing cards in Dance Studio with the Caucasian neighbour, me suddenly losing the ability to do splits.. And so on.
But she was there again, ruining everything for me, like what she always does, even in my dreams.

My dreams are weird. But they say dreams are what you think too much of in your life, isn't it?

And I tried a split just now (although I haven't stretched in centuries), but I was still able to do it easily. Phew.

Science was being a bastard (as usual), french fries for breakfast at 11.05am.

Came home and changed blogskin.
Had fun editing alot of stuffs :D

Stop And Stare - One Republic

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal
For the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see

the power of time

Oh ya,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGSHIN

today is my lucky day

Saturday and Sunday were spent trying to memorize 8 fucking world leaders but I only managed to do 6, to hell with Napoleon Bonaparte and Genghis Khan.
Didn't realise revolutions had so many bloody facts so I gave up on them last night and slept at 10pm.

Drifted in and out of sleep, I have absolutely no idea why these few friggin' nights I keep dreaming of friends from RV.
Ugh.

Went to school and tried to help myself but it was too late so the exam came and went and hoho, I think I'm gonna flunk my History, for the first time.

Came home and bought Hotcakes with Sausage and Hashbrown from Macs to cheer myself up and was walking home when it suddenly rained again so was soaked.

Soggy mass of Hashbrown, I still ate it, Macs cheated me of my Sausage.

Tried to study Science but realised I couldn't find my Biology notes anywhere and Richmond smsed me to imply that he lost my Chemistry notes.

Well today is my lucky day.

you disobeyed

EAGLE EYE WAS FANTASTIC.

This morning I was sleepy, as usual.
But worried too, 'cause I didn't memorize any Geog stuff.

Went to school and tried to chiong, but couldn't focus much anyway.

Geog paper came and went, and after it I was relatively pleased with myself, considering I didn't memorize anything and was still able to write out stuffs. Not much crap, really.

Well, I think I'll still score badly 'cause I always suck at Geog.

After exam, went to Plaza Singapura to watch EAGLE EYE with Amanda, Zhijie and Yuhong.
I asked like, so many other people, but they all don't want ):

Too bad for them, it was a really really nice movie.
It rocked! So many unbelievable details.

Met Yuching at Bishan MRT after that :D
Walked back to my house, and we tried to study downstairs.
Yuching started on some history, while I only wrote 3 words: Mohandas Gandhi, India.
And then I got totally distracted, so we doodled, did fortune telling with cards and stuffs.
Wasted my whole afternoon. LOL.

Dad bought dinner for me, so I chionged it then he and me fetched Yuching home.

Came home, slacked.
Vomitted out my dinner.
Surfed the net, was surprised that my parents didn't ask me what I was doing, shouldn't I be studying, blah blah.
I think it's 'cause they thought I was studying the whole afternoon.
LOLOL.

Nothing much, byee.