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wakao.
i reached home at about 7.45pm
watched tv, ate dinner
chiong-ed my chaoxie
and then!
i took a hot, long bath.
shiok.

after this stupid day
i feel i deserved that bath!
ahha.
had personal recount test during lang arts period
during recess ate banana! xD
then went for swimming
although i didnt swim.
lol, ran 6 rounds (or was it 5?) with meien and amanda
zzz
the tcher so toot de la.
after the other ppl were released and everything
chiong-ed back to school for dance.
i just clipped up all my hair and everything
then the coach come and say she will let us off first,
after test then go back.
zz
so i took out ALL my pins
and clipped them onto my shirt.
nice!
took the bloody history test
not fun de.
then went back dance.
tiring sia.
come home, raining,
so my korkor! came and fetch me again
<3 color="#ff0000" size="4">BLOODY HOT in his ______?"
not telling what that blank is.
if not the whole world will know who is he.
zz

btw, yesterday go buy fruits with amanda, szenee, yew hui and yuhong.
LOL.
funny siols.

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hello.
just did my history hw.
today history, so dumb.
zz

during cid today.
got yellow-ed.
and pink-ed.
and colour-ed.
painted eugene's name on his arm.
so nice de, but he go rub off ._.

anyway.
got back geog test paper today.
hahaha.
my marks sucked, as usual.
and yuhong wanted to know my geog marks,
so we made a bet.
and he lost!
xD
we didnt use money though.
we used something else.

during cca
tiring as usual.
dance studio want to no space liao.
zz

on the way home.
mrt. i was like, sitting on the seat.
then in came this guy
random teenage guy in uniform group uniform
he keep staring and staring at me -.-
but before that
he was walking like, past my seat there
i looked up, he looked down
and our eyes locked.
zz
whoa.
he quite shuai de luh.
i looked up once or twice
and our eyes always locked.
and i always feel his eyes staring at me
but duno what his prob.
stare stare stare.
zzzzzzz.
-.-"

came home, bathed, ate dinner
blah

boring day.
hope i have something to look forward to tomoro.

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hellohs ppppppppppppl!!!
xD

ahahaha!
last night played audition and o2jam with yewhui!
seriously fun xD
cos, its nice to own/ get owned by ur classmate in games.
muahahaha.

anyway.
this morning, yuhong was supposed to give his chinese speech.
hahahaha
when he was giving his speech
i was laughing like mad.
no offence, boy.

then he came down from the stage and his WHOLE face was red.
i laughed even harder.
HAHAHAH.
(:

today had a surprise chinese test.
we were given 20 mins.
i did the test for 5 mins,
slept the rest of the 15 mins.
LOLS.

this afternoon went szenee hse do music project.
boy, did we do our work.
we almost finish le luh.
only need yuching (WHO CAME BACK TO SCH TODAY! YAY!!! xD) to help us edit the music and shit.
and practise some stuff.
then can liaos.

on the way back home,
simin and i nothing to do.
so she asked me, "who u like in class arhs?"
then i told her, "my imaginary friend. sitting on my right, in between lizhen and me luh. his name is jason."
just for the record, jason is a name i made up.
dont think u got any clues there.
so i continued telling simin about this jason guy.
actually all his characteristics is my dream guy luh.
so she started asking qns and i starting answering them.

yeah,
just to let u all know.
its hard to tell u how my dream guy/ perfect guy is like,
since i havent met him yet.

actually theres one that i consider perfect, but he not in singapore.
thats they only imperfect thing about him.
zz

CHEESY CHEESY CHEESY.

okay.
when i reached bishan mrt, i still had to walk home.
i called home, and asked my eldest bro to come walk with me back home.
he did.
sweet right.
hello, i totally love my bro de luh.
so sad, he my bro.
(shhh, dont tell him that.)
:D
haha.

so, ta-da. here i am.
except that there are alot of msn chats and im trying to ignore all of them just to blog.
lol.

and just did this stupid quiz .
chain mail, duh.
but since i have nothing else to do, i did it.
and it says i'm:
-carefree
-crazy, fun
-simple
-shy, hardworking
-graceful
-fun
-lovesick
-greedy
-naughty
-dark, emotional

aiyoh. omg la.
so dumb.

-i am carefree cos light blue was my favourite colour?
hellohs, there wasnt any black or white in the 4 choices there.

-i am crazy, fun cos the shopping mall is my favourite hang-out place with my friend?
get this: the other 2 choices was home and dinner at a restaurant. what would u choose?

-i am simple cos my usual dress code is pants and shirt.
then what? just underwear?

-i am shy, hardworking cos if i had free time i would read a book?
i mean, who would even bother having a picnic when they have free time? not me, that is.

-i am graceful cos i like dancing?
i like dancing, sure, but doesnt mean im graceful.

-i am lovesick cos he is the most important person in my life?
eh, isnt everyone?

-i am greedy cos when im given $50 by my mom, i demand for more?
hello, the other two choices was i either donate it, or give it to the bully becos he/she says so, none of which i would do, so i confirm choose demand for more right?

-i am naughty cos if a guy of my dreams asks me out the day before the exams, i agree?
hello again, like the qn said, hes a guy of my dreams.

-i am dark, emotional cos night is my favourite time of the day?
hello again and again, night is the only time i can ensure i wont be in school.

haha. im just having a grudge with this quiz.

this is a long post.
have a good day everybody!
x)

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woke up
washed up
ate breakfast
switched on the comp
started playing audi
felt worse.

frigging keys on the keyboard sucks.
im SO gonna buy a new one.
just a matter of time.

anyway.
i decided to go shopping in audi.
i wrote down whatever i wanted to buy
and they came up to 93000++ acash needed.
which means i have to spend $100++ .
but im not gonna buy all at one time.
slowly la.

halfway when i was playing
my dad called (he was out)
and asked me to study my history.
why the hell did i tell my parents i had a history test this coming thurs?
nx time remind me, dont tell them anything.

now,
i dont feel like playing audi
dont feel like going out.
maybe this afternoon i will
for now i'll just surf around and read some blogs or smthin.

sigh.

PS the guy in the pic with the tennis ball i mentioned a few posts before?
if u are reading this, i guess we need to talk.
><
LOL

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this morning
woke up at friggin 6.30.
i mean, hell, living at bishan area is nice
but sometimes its really, really, makes u feel like some tired, dead shit.

sorry.
im just kinda exhausted.
even after my bath, which is well known for making me awake.

went to school
for dance.
gawd, the tcher arrived at what, 8.30?
and some smart-ass girl said we had to come by 7.45
but she came at 7.52.

OMG.
im so sorry.
shall stop ranting.

okay.
yesterday's tests were kinda okay
although i did wish we had more time.
not that i didnt finish the questions..
but still.

now its a saturday
i havent studied for history test nx week
i havent done my history homework
i havent done my chaoxie

okay, hell lot of things i havent done.
nevermind.
i'm good at making time
:l

okay. since no one i want to talk to is online
zz
maybe i don't really want to talk to anyone right now
like last night i went for my chinese tuition
and they had this compo.

basically its just talking about
for good people who want to make others and yourself happy
you should:
-把自己当成别人
-把别人当成自己
-把别人当成别人
-把自己当成自己

yeah. im more of talking about the "把自己当成自己" part.
sometimes i need time of my own
have some piece and quiet.
lols.

zz
okay, i realised i digressed alot.
anyway. since i nid to just be with myself for the moment
i shall go audi.
okay, i know there are people online there
but at least i dont know them.

eeyer.
this post is super random.

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yeah okay.
finally changed blogskin.

but gotta go soon
tmrw nidda go sch by 7.45am
cannot slp in T.T
stupid dance
zz
so early
dance what la.
LOLs.

kk, anyway cya.
:D

PS hope yuching gets well soon !

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okay, yesterday was a long and stupid day,
today was a long and stupid day as well

yesterday was wednesday right?
i stayed back after school to do some work
and then at night i had tuition

today.
had swimming
then had to go back sch for dance
walaos eh.
dead tired.
zz

tomoro still got maths and chi test
die le loh

oh ya. singapore won the thingy
so can host the youth olympics.
congrats, singapore.
lol

happy birthday weiren.
(since you like pink so much)

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i don't see what's happening to me.
it's like, i stare into those big, bold eyes of his
and i just want to pour myself into him.
but, i'm not supposed to like him,
or can i?

but i remember the picture
the one with the guy and the tennis ball,
and i forget all about him
im confused, duh.
you stupid heart.


ay, happy birthday yew hui.

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still havent changed blogskin.
i know, i know.
anyway.
went to watch PS I Love You today with amanda, yewhui, weiren and yuhong.
quite nice arh the movie
very sweet
lol
me and amanda paid for yewhui's and weiren's movie tickets.
cos their birthdays coming soon
lols

stupid day
had a stupid stomachache
pain sia
zz

so tired
-.-

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ohokay.
i know i havent updated my blog for quite a long time.
and, as u can see,
i havent changed my blogskin yet.
although ive been looking for one still.

anyway.
in between was the chinese new year, right?
so i went visiting BLAH
got some money BLAH
ate some goodies BLAH
.

went back to school after that
nothing much
on valentines day
went to watch movie with amanda, yuhong and yewhui.
hope you ppl dont misunderstand that as double dates
we're just friends.

so when we bought the drink from the cinema, i took 4 straws.
and yuhong was like, "eh! i never share drink with girls before de!"
and we were like, laughing like mad.
then when we went into the cinema,
yuhong mentioned again, "eh! i never sit beside girl in cinema before de!"
and we laughed like mad again.
ahah.

after that, we walked around, amanda bought her earphones
me and amanda got yuhong his super duper early birthday present
yewhui said he didnt want anything from that shop
or something like that
so we went home

oh ya. we watched jumper.
so nice la.
i wanna jump jump jump around
so shiok.
haix.

er.
on the day before yesterday
which was fri
the sec1 came into their CCAs.
and they all sit there,
so innocent and (no offence!) noob-looking.
well.
and the boys from sec 1 were like,
short short,
no muscle de.
but nevermind.
few years in dance,
and pow!
u get the tall tall muscular guy.
LOL

-.-
yesterday,
went for somemore cny visiting
at night we went to my dad's fren's hse to eat dinner
and visit also
then there was this danish family there
so cool la
apparently the father of the family were my dad's fren's wife's boss.
lol.
yeah.

this morning went to lizhen's hse to do music project.
zz
lols.
ate mcwings for lunch :D
haha

lols.
thats all for now
buhbyes.
x)

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okay, i was promising myself to get another blogskin.
but i never came around to do it.
so just live with that.

anyway,
today went to sch for the class ldr workshop
after that was supposed to go to simin's hse for the cid humanities project thingy
but i went home.
lol.

my dad decided we should go do some visiting
to my grandma's sis (cos she's recovering from a stroke and we're supposed to see how she's doin, quite well, in fact).

and when i was young i had this babysitter
and now ive grown im still keeping in touch with her
so we went to visit her too
yeah.
but it was raining
and we didnt really go into her hse
she had this daughter
same birthday as me
she came down to talk to us
while my dad and i were in the car
so she was like, standing in the rain.
i made the side window down, so we could talk to her, y'know.

she's 21 alr, so fast.
when i was young we were pretty close
but now i could feel this big fat gap between us
cos we are all getting along in our lives.

and when we were down talking
i noticed the inside of the car was wet
you know, from all the raindrops
so i used a tissue to wipe it
and it felt like i was wiping the memories we had away.
it was sad, really.

like my bro said,
the only thing that's permanent is change.
and we couldnt change the permanent.