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come to think of it ,
you're such an

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ok so yesterday was a sunday.
morning woke up audi-ed
but i was thinking about the chinese baozhang i havent done.
so after awhile i stopped playing and started writing the outline of the baozhang duhougan.

went to Sarpino's again to eat lunch ,
because it was my second brother's birthday and he wanted to eat Sarpino's.

my grandmother came along
and gave my brother redpacket money, y'know
for a birthday present
my brother put it in his pocket.
and lost it within the day LOL

anyway
Sarpino's was great
then went for drums
its super easy la , the moment u know how to count beats its simple like shit .
the guy beside me keep "walao so difficult"
but the worst thing is that he doesnt wanna try ==
tsk

before piano did some of the duhougan.
since i had the outline alr it was easy.
but i didnt complete it becos half the time i was shopping.
bought another shirt LOL

piano
LOL scales , for once i didnt fall asleep playing scales.
i didnt practise it anyway.

went to grandma's house eat dinner
mom and dad went to buy cake
but dno why they take so long
8plus then come back to grandma's hse with the cake
zz buy cake need 2 hour plus ? ._.
sing birthday song , eat cake blahh blahh
9 plus reach home.

all along i kept thinking about my art.
never even start ._.
somemore i dont even know where to cut the shit thing la LOL
ask people like all give different answers ==

then i play play play with the blade then accidentally cut my finger LOL
but i couldnt find any freaking plaster
so just washed the cut
not very big anyway
but super pain dno why zz

ok so was trying to cut the stupid thing
finally anyhow cut finish
12 plus
went inside the room to read book
finished reading it yay
then went to sleep.
LOLS

this morning woke up
duno why not tired zz
went to school
completed the duhougan

art lesson
realised cut wrongly
re-did the thing
then after i redo i realise very fun to cut LOL
cos at least i KNOW what to cut -.-

recess didnt go down to eat
trying to learn moxie LOL
simin bought strawberry milk for me yay haha

chinese
moxie remembered everything heh :D
then tcher went through what ms ek said this morning
character development and stuffs.

sci went to lab
rofl ate into maths lesson for 15 mins haha

history
YAY NEVER PRESENT LOL
im grateful to gandhi xD

ok after school
ate my favourited laksa for lunch
went to the hosting briefing
did some test cos too many people lol

came home
ate biscuits
so skipped dinner LOL

ok im really hungry now D:
i shall go eat strawberry icecream
woots.
BYEBYE

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR ! :D

its my second brother's birthday today.
wishing him a happy birthday before half an hour passes and its not his birthday anymore.
will update more tomorrow.



i wonder if I want it to be more than just friends.
sometimes i hate you, i really do.

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changed blogskin .
yellow isnt really my colour , but i guess its a change .
i wna try something new hahas .
i like the image anyway

this morning
woke up and stuffs
used the comp
i was so bored i started to watch gundam seed LOL
amanda , happy now ?
but i watch until episode 2 or 3 then super bored .
zz animes cant get my attention and make it last.
thats why i dont usually watch 'em lol

went to mom's side the grandma hse to eat .
porridge LOL
abalone porridge == she cook de
but i always prefer plain porridge plus dishes instead of fish porridge , beef porridge those kind.
lols !
luckily my grandma got cook some plain porridge.
yayness .

came home
collated all my chinese stuff.
I FOUND MY 笔记 LOL
after searching for it for a week ==
found it in a stack of revision papers.
my room so messy , how to host people ?!
._.

looked through the homework
wtf dont feel like doing
so went to change the blogskin lol
then after that played audi

ate dinner at dad's side grandma's house.
both grandmothers cooked the same type of veg LOL
there was both noodles and rice ,
i took the noodles obviously .
rice sucks lols !

okay came home
played more audi
bought shirt using den .
blah

boring saturday.
tsk.
i was thinking of staying at home to complete some work
in the end nvr even do anything.
what a waste ._.

ok la BYE

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqK9onDvDeU&NR=1
its nice.
akimoto give me the link de LOL

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okay shall update about school
==
nothing much actually.

TUESDAY
chinese had moxie
then tcher go through shz.

langarts
relief teacher came in , ask us to form groups and plan an event.

after recess
cid
had lecture
was informed that might not be going perth immersion programme le
zz

science
went to lab
did some stupid stuff with starch and amylase
-.-

maths
teacher went through the alot of questions that worksheet.
zzz

cca
not many people around
the rest went to dance the feng qi yun yang

-pauses-
yay my dad just cut some kiwi for me to eat.
i like :D

anyway WEDNESDAY
pe first period
anna chan teach us tgt with ms chen
both as particular about the tucking in of pe shirt -.-
ran a few rounds , or was it 1 round , cant rmb .
then she talk about the napfa retest thing .
yay i no need retest i got gold LOL
no la , all along i getting gold , if this time i dont get gold that means something wrong .
somemore girls so easy get gold de lmao .
then took height and weight
i grew 2cm taller ! LOL
and my weight , decreased -.-

chinese , no shz test yay .
test on friday .
so tcher went through it with us ..
dont understand dont understand dont understand LOL

after recess was geog
high-tech farming ._.

20 mins break , class so noisy wtf

langarts
LOL langarts hahahahah langarts.
relief tcher came in ,
kp-ed everyone
ask people to present
ask people to comment
ask people to comment on their comment
kinda stupid LOL
at the end of the class , yili's and my groups havent presented.
so we were supposed to present the nx lang arts lesson.

then assembly
lmao PDP 10mins
first time hear got such thing
then go do the movement thingy
kinda nice
haha
went up gallery to watch performance
zhijie and siqi kept kicking my chair -.-
wushu was okay
the sec 4 girls singing , i no comments
francis and co. beatboxing and dancing
i like the beatbox , no like the dance >:O
LOL
then the rockband
rofl .
no comments
but i like zeming's electric violin ==

stayed back for last min bio extra lesson
half the class pon
nice.

THURS, which was yesterday
chinese first period
but form teacher's period ate into it
we talked about cip on thurs
talked about extra cip for those who cant attend the cip on thurs (includes me zz)
talked about the hosting of the china students (i cant believe i signed up LOL)
aiya , talk about alot of stuff la.
left 5-10 mins, teacher go through shz.

history
yang came :O
half the class was standing at the back cos didnt bring humanities journal.
i took mine from my locker heng arh LOL
talked about leaders and shits

recess le then is sci
microorganisms .
hate 'em.
i tell you my bio confirm fail I NEED HELP
D:

supposed to have 20mins break , but Lai ate into it LOL.

maths
more going through of the many questions worksheet.
went to wash my face , cos i was practically sleeping
and i dont really sleep during class
i'll just daydream ==
or play with elvin lmao

after that was S & D
yay odd number go CO Room got aircon
Mr. K is v nice :DD
played splat
i won LOL hahahahahaha but only becos siqi so blur ==
then read some dark dark stuff -.-

computer
flash :X
but some of the games the seniors created were quite nice :]

then had cca
yay from now onwards thurs cca wang laoshi is joining us :D
i like him luh
he's so nice
also not say ridiculously tall
he likes experimenting with his hair
but it always looks nice
he doesnt seem too muscular
but he has strength y'know.
cos that time demo he lifted me up
wah , so comfortable LOL
somemore he shows care and concern over students
he can make jokes
his dancing is superb
he holds the door for people
its like , ive never seen any other guy as good as him man .
the only problem with him that he's twenty plus years old already ==
D:
anyway benedict soh came
this week is his last week in sg
he's flying back to australia lol
actually he quite nice la , you dont defy him can le .

TODAY
assembly
they made announcement
the perth thing , for sec 2s no more le.
cos its postponed to nx year ,
then only the sec 1s still can go .
D:

pe first period again
ran 3quarters round
played some netball cum captain's ball.
zzz

maths
learnt simultaneous eqn using graphical method
==

recess, then langarts
LOL
kp-teacher came in again.
yili's group presented first
then our group
tcher say our group so far the best yay
rofl.

chinese
tcher went through v quickly the rest of shz
i didnt understand at all, so it didnt matter anyway
had test
guessed alot
confirm fail :X

geog
tcher spent like 15 mins talking about high-tech farming then she tell story.
LOL her story so long.
but kinda nice .
sweet.

malay
lmao
v funny la .
learnt about good manners and stuff

science
went lab again
the yeast mixture drop inside the calcium oxide or something
one by one
so cuteeeeeee
my god haha .

didnt have cca , so went home heh :D
but come home so bored ==

okay anyway tmr
zzz
very sian leh , stay at home .
but i need to do work .
how ?!

ahh nvm , bye people .

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guys suck.
no exceptions.

stay strong girl.

one more down , how many are left with happy endings ?

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i think my whole body will ache tomorrow.

tues dance
wed pe
thurs dance
fri pe

i dno what to say alr.

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i really am trying.

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i dont know what to say.

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mingshin it's totally your fault im addicted to this song ==

What's My Age Again? - Blink 182

I took her out
It was Friday night
I wore cologne
To get the feeling right

We started making out
And she took off my pants
But then I turned on the TV

And that's about the time that she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And are still more amused by TV shows
What the hell is ADD?
My friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?

Then later on
On the drive home
I called her mom
From a pay phone

I said I was the cops
And your husband's in jail
This state looks down on sodomy

And that's about the time that bitch hung up on me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And are still more amused by prank phone calls
What the hell is caller ID?
My friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?

And that's about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And you still act like you're in Freshman year
What the hell is wrong with me?
My friends say I should act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?

That's about the time she broke up with me
No one should take themselves so seriously
With many years ahead to fall in line
Why would you wish that on me?
I never want to act my age
What's my age again?
What's my age again?

What's my age again?

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oh, tagged by richmond to do quiz
==

List out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for:

#1 hahahaha typical answer : him.
#2 new keyboard !!!! for my audi LOL
#3 uhmm. idk.. new bag? o.O
#4 complete drum set zzz heh :D
#5 more shorts -.-

Answer the following questions:

#1 The person who tagged you is:
Richmond

#2 Your relationship with him/her is:
ex, pri sch classmate, friend

#3 Your 5 impressions of him/her:
-likes to talk to himself.
-talks alot
-have no idea how to do quizzes
-keeps changing blog url
-thinks that he's very tall

#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
dno

#5 The most memorable word he/she has said to you:
dno

#6 If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
alr happened, didnt work out LOL

#7 If he/she was your lover, a few things he/she has to improve on will be:
dno

#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
dno

#9 If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
dno

#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
dno

#11 Your overall impression of him is:
annoying HAH

#12 How do you think about how people around you will feel about you:
dno LOL dont ask me luh ._.

#13 The character you love about yourself are:
i can keep alot of things from my parents LOL

#14 On the contrary, things that you hate about yourself are:
i shine only when certain people's not around D:

#15 The most ideal person you want to be is:
me. dno la, my idol is jiahui hahaha

#16 For people that care about and like you, say something to them:
thanks ? LOL

#17 List 10 people randomly.
1) Amanda
2) Lizhen
3) Simin
4) Qinghe
5) Yewhui
6) Jiahui
7) Mingshin
8) Weiren
9) Elvin
10) Szenee

#18 Who is 6 having relationship with? [Jiahui]
LOL idk :X

#19 Is 9 a female or a male? [Elvin]
She's a male.
no la jk.
male la tsk.

#20 If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Mingshin and Szenee]
OMG LOL HAHAHAHAHAHA I SERIOUSLY CANNOT IMAGINE LOL.
but who knows what could happen eh ;D

#21 How about no.8 and 5? [Weiren and Yewhui]
LOL. they ARE pretty gay.

#22 What is no.2 studying about? [Lizhen]
how i know, she study so much de =.=

#23 When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Simin]
in school today LOL

#24 What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Weiren]
idk lol. should be eng bands bah.

#25 Does no.1 has any siblings? [Amanda]
yeah, her sis.

#26 Will you woo no.3? [Simin]
no, i think she's taken. LOL

#27 How about no.7? [Mingshin]
omg wtf why everytime this kind of qn come out de.

#28 Is no.4 single? [Qinghe]
i think so.

#29 What's the surname of no.5? [Yewhui]
Cheeeeeee. LOL

#30 What's the hobby of no.4? [Qinghe]
dota. =.=

#31 Do no.5 and 9 get along well? [Yewhui and Elvin]
i think so ? should be.

#32 Where is no.2 studying at? [Lizhen]
where else. tsk.

#33 Talk something casually about no.1 [Amanda]
she has the exact opposite personality from me ;D

#34 Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Weiren]
...
ZZZ stupid quiz.

#35 Where does no.9 live at? [Elvin]
queenstown area i think. i got go his hse before hahaha

#36 What color does no.4 like? [Qinghe]
LOL, good question, i havent asked him yet hahaha

#37 Are no.5 and 1 best friends? [Yewhui and Amanda]
not exactly o.O

#38 Does no.7 likes no.2? [Mingshin and Lizhen]
eh, idk ?
but the combination still quite OK LOL

#39 How do you get to know no.2? [Lizhen]
sec 1 classmate lo.

#40 Does no.1 have any pets? [Amanda]
idk LOLS

#41 Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Mingshin]
hahahahaahhaahahahahaa LOL

OK BYE

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ok so basically on friday had bbq
but i keep coming up to play audi LOLS

saturday moped around at home

sunday morning go out
afternoon come back
then go out again
to this gathering lols
my parents and their friends
plus all the children
LOL
so we went east coast there
chalet thingy
went cycling
then ate bbq stuff
then went bowling
cos the nx day gotta go sch so didnt stay overnight zz
went home
blah

today
first period art.
LOLS
i think i most probably wont be taking art nx yr zz
recess didnt go eat, was trying to chiong sihan.
chinese period
LOL no moxie
postponed to tmr hahahaha
blah blah
then tcher go through abt 2 and a half chapters of shz lols.

science
talk about micro organism blah blah
and elvin was like asking me, "i thot we gonna do life sciences?"
LOL

maths
handed in brochure
meien's grp got same idea as us =="
sian.
then marked the duno how many qns wksht.
i only got 5 wrong hahahaha
._.

history
yang didnt come !
:DD
we chiong the write up and ppt
they come and tell us only need to hand in draft of write up and the hardcopy of ppt
nx week then present ZZZ

OK nehmind
after school ate with amanda and lizhen in canteen LOL
i missed the school's laksa :X

walked home
blah
second bro this week no need go school
lols
cos his last week of june hols was his prelims
zz
so now then he having his last week of june hols.
-.-

byebye

btw school start liao, i wont be using as much comp lols.
:X

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gosh, are you confusing.

i really want you to eat up your bullshit so i can know what's real and what isnt.

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if only you would... ahhhh nevermind.
forget it, you wouldn't anyway

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What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

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i swore to myself that i would never get caught in this kind of situation
goddamnit now look what has happened

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good morning .
hahas

woke up at abt 9 plus
ate breakfast
turn on the comp
audi-ed
but seriously, i dont mind having a new keyboard for my birthday.
zz

after awhile
dad came in to change the lights
cos light spoil
flicker flicker flicker
LOL
new light so bright.
!

later dad buying lunch back
bbq 6oclock start i think
zz
._.

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my vision is blur now
i didnt cry
i just rubbed my eyes too hard

i thought that probably it would work out
im still thinking it.

probably isnt knowing;
probably is still hoping.

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.atrivas- says:
hi
-weirEN/ dang! says:
harlow (:
haha i ended it with her yeah
quite pointless continuing ._.

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Schizophrenic Assassin I walk this empty street, on the boulevard of broken dreams says:
-_-
then you won't know that I broke up liao
didn't work out
lol.
.atrivas- says:
OMG SO FAST
YOU BADASS
Schizophrenic Assassin I walk this empty street, on the boulevard of broken dreams says:
..
it was..
close to 2 weeks.
just tryin' that's all.
its like.
trying on a suit, y'know?
then at first, you feel it fits and suits.
but after a while, you see the flaws in it, and decide it is not suitable.
so you go to the shop for a refund.
in this case.
i'm looking for an exchange.
lol.
if you understand

is it me, or is everyone not having happy endings anymore?
zz

okay anyway
morning wake up
remembered no dance
rejoiced
read book
read finish alr.

uncle came over with cousin and grandma
plus me and my dad
we walked to my house behind there
Sarpino's :D

ate lunch there
v full
walk home
they left

audi-ed
went grandma's hse eat dinner
saw the scenery from her house outside there



quite nice, can be compared to this one :



this one was at vivocity the top lvl there lols.

anw
came home
used comp
bro found out my blog url
thats why i changed it
lol

tmr evening having bbq
LOL
z

oh,
i was looking through the pictures in my phone
and i found this:



this lizard is from our sch de lo !
the dance studio outside
the steps there
LOL
saw it on wednesday
i think its second half of the body was flattened or something
bcos it wasnt moving
it was right in the middle of the step.
zz
i was looking at it then suddenly it started moving its head
gave me a shock
==

OK BYE :D

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i dont know what ive done.
dang, i think i said something i shouldnt have.
okay amanda, i trust you.
:]

and shit now my right leg is numb OMFG ahhhh

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What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful

Slide - Goo Goo Dolls

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'd give you anythin'
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are?
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Yeah, I'm gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed?
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't supposed I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
It's somethin' I can't change
I'll live around it

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Ooh, slide

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh, May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh, May
Do you wanna get married
Or run away?

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
Oh, May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh, May
Do you wanna get married
Or run away?

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
(Yeah, slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
(yeah slide)
And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
(Yeah slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall
(Oh, oh slide)
Yeah, slide between the sheets of all them beds you never knew
(Yeah slide)
Why don't you slide into my room
Just slide into my room
Oh, we'll run away, run away, run away

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hello :D

went for dance
didnt do barwork again
xD
did floor warm ups
then did 80 sit ups in dance studio

went pt again
had a lot of relay races
boys VS girls
seniors VS juniors
blah blah
i tell you that abigail and meiyu kept bugging me to tell them who i like.
zz
weiling knew, cos i told her before
but she also asked a few qns
._.
in the end i gave up
told them alot
i super lucky sia, they still cant guess
narrowed down to 2 ppl
but they claim that they know is who, cos the other one is impossible de.
zz
then i threatened them not to tell anyone if not they die ._.
wth
amanda and qinghe dont follow their footsteps okay.
LOL
oh btw, abigail, thanks alot for giving me the class list with the other class list on the opposite side.
i spent alot of time staring at the opposite page today.
ROFL

the sec 4s started on their SYF dance alr i think.
for the IP group de
super nice la
zz

dismissed at 11am
dad fetched me
then fetched mom
then went to eat at ghim moh that area.
the place i used to go for 3rd lang last time until i quit.
lols

ate then went home
bathed
read 80 plus pages of story book
in the meantime my dad was reading the discovery channel magazine.
and you know what?
beijing is going to kena asteroids in 2036.
LOL beijing so unlucky de, kena everything.
._.
i'll be around 42 years old then.
they say singapore wont suffer from the immediate effects,
but all the dust and stuff will fill up the air and no sunlight can come in
so we'll freeze.
yay
zz

audi-ed
then went for tuition.

tuition today was super fun :D
we had 2 sessions,
4.45 - 6.45pm and 7.30 - 9.30pm
in between 45 mins dinner break
went to eat dinner with ruiying
after eating
bought bubbletea !
tuition tcher recommended it
and yeh it was nice
heh

for second session
supposed to be 2 hours de
we only did 1 hour 15 min
then we slack liao.
LOL
read book
listen music
marcus was using two rubber bands to show us magic trick
it was damn cool lo.
but in the end he told us how it worked
and i realised it was only a change of fingers
==
but he must have practised alot.
lol

then nathan started fiddling with the bookshelf at the back of the class
and one of the shelf dropped off LOL

the boys started shooting rubberbands and stuff
v funny
and v slack
the tcher so cool let us play around haha

after that came home
saw abit of the La Femme show
lmao
i switched the tv on just in time to see the teen boy lying on top of the girl who is from our school de.
LOL apparently they were drunk.
whooops.

okay v bored now
-_-
byebye

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hi.
morning went dance again.
tcher checked fingernails and toenails
hair and appearance blah blah

didnt do barwork !
LOL so happy.
we only did some floor warm ups
then got one part benedict soh made us lie down
put legs 45 degree
sing 20 little indians .
LOL !

then after singing
rest 5 secs
then put leg back up
sing from 20 to 1 little indians
zz

rest 5 secs again
then sing from 1 to 20, 20 to 1.
what the hell.
LOL

pt-ed again
since the ppl performing speech day have to practise
about 11am dismissed
went grandma hse eat again
she cook the noodle super nice (i dont like rice :D)

called my eldest bro
he was at j8 eating with his friends
they coming over today again
so met him and his friends at bishan mrt
walked back
its been long since we walked home tgt
LOL
:x

blah blah
audi-ed away the whole afternoon

so boring.
._.

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gosh.
whats wrong with my parents nowadays.
they are turning into people i dont know anymore.
zz

anyway
today went dance
benedict soh came back !
LOL
not that im happy or whatever
doesnt really affect me

he talked about our discipline
attendance
appearance
blah blah .
==

talked for half an hour
1 hour warm up
then water break
after water break those ppl dancing speech day de have to practise
the rest do pt
lolz

after pt go back dance studio
got dismissed
LOL

stopped by grandma's hse eat lunch
went home
bathe
simin came
we were supposed to do maths project.
she bought cck bubbletea for me !
YAY <3

my eldest bro also had his friend over
but they went downstairs study i think.
then after awhile he went out.

so me and simin do the maths proj
halfway we go practise piano
LOL
although i nvr take grade 6 but i have the bk
so she use that bk practise while i use the grade 7 one
=.=
then i practised my drums
went back doing proj.
._.

finish alr,
she went home
2nd brother came home with his friend.
i dont know if today is bring-your-friend-over day or what.
lols.

they ate dinner then went down to study too.
and eldest bro still out.
so basically im home with my parents.

ate dinner
watched So You Think You Can Dance
i cant believe some of them sia
anyhow jump around with a mask
then get into the second round of the audition liao
zzzzzz

sian diao so went to play audi

and i tell u i think my parents nothing to do then scream at me go watch that darn channel 8 chinese programme which is good for your chinese blah blah.
then i screamed back at them isnt this holiday and its not like i nvr do work i hardly played these few days so leave me alone.
so they screamed back at me say you quit ur chinese tuition then you nvr touch chinese at all so you should watch this programme somemore ur school inside the competition
and i screamed back at them saying that my school inside so what no big deal and who says i nvr touch chinese i have been trying to read the stupid shz book

then my mom turned off the switch to the wireless thing.
which made me dc from audi
==
then i turned the switch back on,
and v lazy go back audi so now im here blogging.
LOL
all the screaming for nothing -.-

wish my brothers come back soon.
if not my parents like keep finding things to scream at me
lucky i not only child zz

bye !

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !!

heh.
bought my dad a card.



nice right.
LOL


"I'm no good until my first cup of coffee"

:D

anyway
morning woke up
v sian
went play maple private server
i play 5 min come out liao
i still think that maple sucks.
LOL

then went out to eat lunch with family and grandmother and aunt.
my grandma and aunt just became vegetarians so we went to a vegetarian place to eat.
when we went there i was amused cos they sold Enzymes.



u see it?
it costs $3.
i dont even know it could be drank.
or something like that.
anyway sorry for the blur image,
it was taken using my bro's phone ==

anyway
we ate and we left
and my second brother created this mess



cos he wasnt happy with the place.
LOL

apparently he didnt like the lady who served us.
i thought that she wasnt good too
since when we were ordering she wasnt really listening
so she screwed up 2 orders
forgot about 2 orders
and the milo was 50cents more than the price stated on the menu.
LOL

ok nvm.
i saw my dad's plaster
cos he accidentally cut himself or something
its so cool


"I ♥ SMS"

okay after lunch went for drums
the tcher was trying to keep us in tempo cos we keep rushing.
LOL

piano
tcher was trying to make me rush
cos i was too slow
zzz

in between i shopped around plaza sing
bought a skirt from Fox
nothing much

after that went grandma's hse eat dinner
come home
now using comp lol.

OK bye

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heh.
saw a moth on the living room curtain.



its so pretty.
:D

dinner was great.
with sushi and stuffs.

anyway i wanna go get my pair of 3rd earholes
cos i feel so lag.
-.-
anyone wanna come with me ?
LOL

goodbye.


you gave me some hope, then gave me some pain
i really dont wanna play your guessing game
are you for real?
'cause im waiting still.

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Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, early summer
It's playing on repeat
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born
To tell you I love you
And I am torn
To do what I have to
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes
What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born
To tell you I love you
And I am torn
To do what I have to
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I'm tired of being all alone
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

And I'm tired of being all alone
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born
To tell you I love you
And I am torn
To do what I have to

Cause I was born
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
To tell you I love you
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

And I am torn
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
To do what I have to
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

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i now prefer firefox cause ie has some stupid problem.
you create new tab, then the whole thing doesnt respond.
-.-

anyway
last night read book
read until dno what time
this morning wake up so tired
-.-

morning went je lib with amanda
did maths project.
had some tough time calculating the volume of the darn product.
thanks mingshin eh.
at least we completed some already.

then i borrowed 8 books
amanda borrowed 3
and we left.

went jec eat lunch
she ate mcwings
but i wasnt hungry cos i ate 3 packets of chips from the library LOL
so i just bought ice cream
:D

nothing much,
later going uncle's house eat
celebrate father's day
lol.

this friday having bbq
sian, v lazy go invite ppl
if u all want come then come la
just inform me first can liao LOL

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today is friday the thirteen.

and oohlala they announced that sec 1s and 2s dont have to perform for speech day anymore !
:D

the sec 3s and 4s have to take over our dance.
LOL

heh , so happy.

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BLOODY HELL SUPER TIRED IM GONNA SLEEP AT 9 TONIGHT I DONT CARE I NEED MY REST.

UGH.

okay last night regret sleeping so late.
was reading book
had to read it finish.
and yay the babies belong to the guy, not the bastard.

whatever
woke up 6am today
reached sch abt 7.45am
rachel and eugene they all came abt 8.05am
they opened dance studio
went inside
stretched and stuff

9am coach came
9-10am did warm up
the bloody air con wasnt on we were all suffocating like mad but no one dared to say anything about it
lucky they realised and they switched on the air con and yay.

after water break coach chose people for speech day dance
rachel, me, tracy, meiyu, weiling and others were chosen.
yayness.
BUT WTH SO TIRING.

you see,
other than the normal actions that almost everyone did,
i had to get lifted thrice (yes, 3 times, 1 time by 1 guy and the other 2 times by another guy) and do a little solo.
and i think we are only half the song.
WTFWTFWTF.

i feel like killing someone but nahh im so tired my eyes are closing my muscles are aching and im listening to Our Song by Taylor Swift yayness.

and my right foot the sole seems like its splitting everytime i step but i dont seem to see any cuts or wounds.

and then today lunch break i was hungry but didnt feel like eating cos i scared i eat too much then vomit when i kena lifted.
-.-

we werent supposed to go back tomoro
but coach made us
and tmr still have to perform in front of seniors (wtf i hope not)
cos

I WILL DIE.
!!

and i still havent practised neither my piano nor drums
i tell you im a busy person but i cant do anything about it
UGHHHHH

!
dno what to say le
okay now i have to go think about the dance steps (thats what coach says, no choice)
tmr gna go sch 7.30am
practise practise practise.

I CANT BELIEVE IT, THIS IS MY FIRST PERFOMANCE IN SEC SCH AND I HAVE TO GET LIFTED AND DO A LIL SOLO ALREADY.
AT LEAST GIVE ME SOMETHING MORE SLACKISH LA.
I THOUGHT THIS KIND OF THIS IS FOR PRO PEOPLE

WTF.

i tell you people u better not go to the speech day if not i will kill you i dont care if i have to go prison

.

hellohs.
today was slackish.
heh .

morning woke up 9.30
read book until 10.30
its about this girl who had sex with her boyfriend (yes they described the making of love) only after going out for 6 weeks.
then the guy's parents had to go Japan to work so he had to leave too.
the girl was so sad after he left that she went to a pub to drink.
had a one-night stand with this bastard (yes they described this too LOL)
and then after a few weeks she found out she was pregnant and wasnt sure whose baby was it.
babies, actually. they were twins.
LOL
tsk.

ate my breakfast,
played brother's hp game
used the comp
dl-ed alot of songs -.-
transferred songs arnd also
blah

i was so bored zz
no one at home
-.-

around 5 plus
second brother came home and asked if i wanted to go swimming.
since i was so bored, i did.

went into the pool
so freaking cold
normally i'd go hug my brother or something
but i dont hug my second brother de
only eldest brother

dno why i alot closer to eldest bro
he very nice
i might have said this before,
if my brother wasnt my brother i would have loved him like a boyfriend.
LOL

okay so since i didnt hug my second bro i was freezing
so i decided to do laps.
zz
swim abt 10 laps then very sian diao.
then realised my second brother lost the rubber thingy in his goggles
so we searched around underwater
in the end it was on the floor beside the chair where u lie down to sun tan
=.=

after awhile
eldest brother came home
joined us for swimming
then we 3 started playing around
my eldest bro piggyback me
then my second bro piggyback my eldest bro
or they carry me and throw me up
-.-

went to the jacuzzi area
my second brother was using the blow-out-water-hole (?) to inflate his dick area.
=.=
so it was totally big siol
too big for good
yucks

played around somemore
saw the angmoh boy swimming too (yes yuching its that boy who was swimming with his super-fit dad)
but at first i wasnt sure if it was him cos i wasnt wearing my specs
so i asked my eldest bro
"that guy is asian or what arh"
i think my brother was jealous or something o.O
he replied,
"damn if he is, damn if he isnt"
-.-

then came home
bathed
ate dinner
then now using comp lol

okay my blog song is the song from The Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian.
its super nice luh

The Call - Regina Spektor

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

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its only when ure not around me
that i realise i want you so badly

im dying to know if you like me too
but im scared to know the truth

& what if you thought he felt the same,
but when you asked him who he loved
what if he didn't say your name?

yet if nothing was said,
doesnt mutual wait equals to eternal wait?

i dont know anything that might happen between you and me
'cos isnt life full of possibilities?

its really hard for me
hell yeah, its hard

can you just give me a sign?
cause i'll be waiting

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.. amanda just tagged me to do quizzes.
and since i have no fuggin thing to do i shall just do the quiz.
LOL.

(10) FIRSTS

First best friend:
forgot.
LOL

First pet:
millipedes ! :D

First piercing:
pri 5, a pair of earholes.

First crush:
forgot.

First CD:
forgot.

First car:
my toy car. yay.

First stuffed animal:
forgot.

First love:
... CHAPALAT LA WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS.
LOL

First place called home:
erm. my first home ?

(9) LASTS

Last beverage:
Healthy water. yay.

Last car ride:
Just about a couple of hours ago.

Last movie seen:
Made Of Honour
o.O

Last phone call:
Today, with my mum
-__-

Last song you listened to:
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

Last bubble bath:
forgot.
its been looong.

Last time you cried:
Few nights ago.

Last thing you ate:
Swensens ice cream ! :D

Last bad thing you did:
errr. koped alot of my brother's chips.

(8) HAVE YOU EVER

Have you ever dated one of your best friend:
Nope.

Have you ever been arrested:
Nope.

Have you been skinny dipped:
Nope.

Have you ever been on a limo:
Nope.

Have you ever cheated:
In what?
exams, yes
relationships, yes
what else?
LOL

Have you ever been in love:
I dont know.
Dont they always say we are too young to know what's love?

Have you ever been in a car accident:
Half an accident.
LOL

Have you ever broken a bone:
Nope.

(7) THINGS YOU ARE WEARING

1: Spectacles
2: Undergarments
3: Korea shirt
4: Shorts
5: Earsticks
6: Hairclips
7: Watch

(6) THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY

1: Woke up
2: Played ELOPE
3: Played Captain's Ball
4: Slacked
5: Ate lunch
6: Comp-ed

(5) FAVOURITE THINGS

1: Drums
2: Handphone
3: Earphones
4: Msn
5: Music

(4) PEOPLE YOU TELL ALMOST EVERYTHING TO

1: Amanda
2: Mingshin
3: Jiahui
4: Yewhui

(3) CHOICES

Black or white:
black ! duh.

Hot or cold:
Cold .

Chocolate or vanilla:
vanilla :D

(2) THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE DYING

1: confess to crush. heh .
2: then i'll pray that I dont die.

(1) THING YOU REGRET

1: Giving up

NEXT QUIZ

1. What is the most important thing in my life?
Friends, computer, handphone, love.
LOL

2. When was the last time you bought something with your own money?
This morning's Greentea packet.

3. Where do you wish to get married?
The place where me and my partner first met.
I dont care if its the school.
LOL

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
When I allow him to.

5. Are you in love?
I DONT KNOW.

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Jack's Place.

7. Name the latest book you bought.
P.S. I Love You by Cecelia Ahern

8. What is your full name?
Oh, I dont know.

9. Do you prefer your mother or your father?
Without one, the other one wouldnt be as good.
Because I wont be able to compare.

10. Name a person who you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
Kelvin.
LOL

11. Christina or Britney?
I dont know.
I dont really give a shit about celebrities.

12. Do you even do your own laundry?
Nope.

13. What is the most exciting place you want to go to?
United States.
Probably get shot there or something.

14. Hugs or Kisses?
Depends on who LOL

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.

Chan Yu Ling.
1: She's a girl
2: She's a girl in River Valley High School
3: She's a girl in River Valley Chorale
4: She's a girl in class 2E
5: She's a girl who lives near Boon Lay

16. 8 things I am passionate about.

1: Music
2: Friends
3: Shopping
4: Travelling
5: Sleep
6: Love
7: Smsing
8: Drumming

17. 8 things I say too often.

1: Go.
2: And.
3: Die.
4: You.
5: Loser.
6: Haha.
7: Shit.
8: Face.

18. 8 books I read.

1: Thief!
2: Sweet 16
3:《水浒传》
4: Boy Meets Girl
5: All-American Girl
6: All-American Girl 2
7: Love, fifteen
8: Panic

19. 8 songs I could listen over and over again.

1: My Paper Heart - All-American Rejects
2: Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
3: Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
4: Ohio Is For Lovers - Hawthorne Heights
5: Happy Birthday - The Click Five
6: Dead On Arrival - Fall Out Boy
7: Hurry Up And Wait - Making April
8: The Call - Regina Spektor

20. 8 things I learnt last year.

1: I need more time than i have.
2: Last minute work wont kill.
3: English songs are muchhhhhhhhhh better than chinese songs.
4: If something is hopeless, dont bother saving it.
5: Dont hang on to the past.
6: McWings rocks.
7: Dont have unprotective sex.
8: Life seriously sucks.

NEXT QUIZ

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 friends.
NO CHEATING!!!

1) Weiling
2) Jiahui
3) Amanda
4) Mingshin
5) Yewhui

1) How did u meet no 1?
Weiling's my primary school classmate,
+ primary school dance friend
+ sec school dance friend
YAY :D
LOL.

2) On a scale of 1~10, how would u rate ur friendship with no 1?
8 or 9? o.O

3) How long have u known no 4?
Few months.

4) How do you knw no 3?
Sec school classmate and friend.

5) Where's no 5?
At home I think.

6) A fact abt no 1?
She rocks :D

7) Who's going out with no 4?
I dont know o.O

8) What does no 1 do for a living?
Being a student -_-

9) Would u like to live with no 3?
I dont know, she's nice but our characters are totally different.
Proven by the DISC test.
LOL

10) What do you like abt no 2?
She has nice poker cards !

11) Do you miss no 5?
-____________-
zz
kinda, last time the whole grp of us used to go out and watch movies together.
now no more.
haha.

12) Would you make out with no 4?
.........
i dont know.

13) What's ur opinion on no 2?
She's a nicely crazy person.
LOL.

14) Ever had a long conversation with no 5?
Used to.
But the conversations were mostly crap.
-.-

15) Who have you known the longest?
Weiling YAY.
LOL

finally done.
-.-

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I'm back from Dance Camp yo.

overall, it was kinda slackish.
but fun eh.

shall start with yesterday morning.

went into the dance studio,

got into our groups which the sec 3s allocated us to.

introduced ourselves,

thought of group name blah blah.

then had dance workshop

learnt 2 hiphop dances.

played some games,

like whacko and double whacko.

at first i was super slack cos no one knew my name.

or rather, when they ask us to introduce ourselves i didnt bother to say my name loudly.

but after a few rounds

someone requested for everyone to say their name again.

then no choice lor

say my name

more people caught it

then suddenly so many ppl call my name

-.-

then played uhhh, 国王的游戏.

something like that.

they gave each person poker cards

the person who got King is basically, the king la.

can sabo people do thing de.

first we played in groups.

then after awhile the whole DS played together.

this whole row of "Kings" were sabo-ing people.

aiyo.

these two were called out

(from the poker cards they had)

they asked the guy to piggyback the girl.

(sorry, no names are gna be mentioned now)

wasted like about 10 to 20 mins to convince the girl.

LOL

tadah !

but this position only lasted for a few secs.

-_________-

then the second round.

the same guy got called out again.

different girls though.

i tell you this guy damn sway sia.

its not like the Kings knew who they were calling out.

it was totally random.

once again, he had to piggyback.

LOL

third round,

these two seniors were called out.

alot of catcalls.

LOL.

they had to hold hands.

so they did.

then played Station Games.

our group versus group 6,

won them in everything.

LOL

:x

i liked the game with the soap and sponges as dodgeballs.

it was super fun.

lols.

somewhere in between the 国王的游戏 and the station games,

we had our lunch.

this was when we ate finish and was super bored.

yes, its JieRu in there.

we were allowed to bathe after the Station Games

but me and weiling and Jiahui they all decided not to follow the crowd since it would be very crowded

so we decided to bathe after dinner lol.

then for dinner we had steamboat !

first time go camp got steamboat dinner de.

o.O

but it was really nice.

alot of people enjoyed it lol.

went to bathe

hair wet, never tie up

when my friends saw my hair they were like:

"hey ! your hair is so long ! omg why is it so long ? how come i dont know?" -weiling

"eh ! your hair so long, its longer than mine lor !" -abigail

"you layer alot. but ur hair so long. why arh ? when u tie up i cannot tell its so long leh." -meiyu

Jiahui was the best i tell you.

she was like,

"eh ur hair so long lemme play lemme play"

then she started playing with it.

i was like,

-_____________-

Jiahui they all ordered KFC

cos they were kinda hungry i guess.

they thought there wasnt enough from the steamboat.

so they called me and weiling to join them to eat in the canteen.

weiling and the KFC.

LOL

me and weiling didnt really eat much

we walked around the track

its quite nice actually

when its dark and quiet

its so peaceful.
LOL.

went back to dance studio

got Haunted Mansion

but is 4 people go in at 1 time.

so we waited for quite long.

and its like,

they switched off all the lights to create the atmosphere

but its like, kinda lame

cos u cant see anything except the lights from ur handphones.

-_-

so Jiahui they all and me and weiling

lay down around in dance mats

played truth-or-truth -.-

couldnt play dare cos it was so freaking dark

i kena so many times sia,

so sway.

i gave a fake answer for 1 question.

heh.

when they asked me who i liked,

it was easier to tell them its someone they didnt know.

so they wouldnt bug me or tease me.

-.-

then the seniors who graduated already came back

and switched on some lights.

LOL.

so we could finally play cards.

Jiahui shuffling the cards.

o.O

i love her cards.

colourful paperclips.

see, we were so bored.

then finally we could go in the stupid Haunted Mansion.

but by that time,

the people who were supposed to scare us were very lazy alr

so they sat around eating potato chips

while Simin gave us the tour on how they made it scary.

kinda "Behind the Scenes"

overall, it was dumb.

LOL

after it was over

went to hall with our bags and stuff

no, we dont sleep in the dance studio.

you think so good arh.

but before we could sleep,

the teachers made us sit around in a few circles

do reflection.

LOL

=.=

after half an hour

we were allowed to go wash up and sleep

i didnt sleep so early

talked to weiling,

listened music,

smsed few people,

talked to Jiahui,

ate her 旺旺 biscuits,

so on.

lol

then we slept.

morning wake up 7.30

washed up and stuff

went canteen eat breakfast

bread with nutella

and hot milo

went back dance studio.

played ELOPE !

through this game you can really see couples forming sia.

the guys were trying to compete so they can stand beside the girls they like.

cos everyone must hold hands mah.

LOL

then went to play Captain's Ball

sec 2 VS sec 4

siao.

lol this match i didnt play..

cos i was still kinda tired

the score was 9-0

sec 2 kena thrashed, obviously.

then played another round

sec 2 girls VS sec 1 girls

still quite ok la

i played

lol

2-2

the sec 1s are hiong de.

LOL

went back dance studio

the sec 3s gave out some tokens to the sec 4s and those seniors who graduated.

then they gave out prizes for the games

my group got first for the games YAY

LOL

then nothing much, got dismissed.

went to grandma's house eat lunch.

taxi-ed home

bathed

and now using the comp LOL.

okay finally update finish liao.

phew.