Tuesday, March 31, 2009

this is not the end- it is just a new beginning

I do not, I repeat, DO NOT regret not quitting the NZ hosting thing. I'm damn glad I actually procrastinated until a point whereby I couldn't quit.

It was a FA-FUCKING-BULOUS week!!!!! Omg this is so indescribable. Just sent them off at Changi Airport 3 hours ago.

I WILL UPDATE SOON I SERIOUSLY PROMISE. I just hope I don't forget everything before the next update.

:) I'm feeling so hyper now. Being with the NZ people kind of makes me accidentally-on purpose forget ALL my homework.

Whoops >D

Monday, March 30, 2009

year by year

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANLEY!

Will update soon, I promise =D

Saturday, March 28, 2009

trembling of the trees in snow

Phew. Finally done editing this blogskin. Haven't had a dark blogskin in awhile..
Anyway, time for updates!

On Wednesday, my fever had subsided but everything else was still there. So I wore my jacket throughout the day, except for a few times when I was under the sun for a long period of time. The sun was hot. Global warming? ):

Wesley went for Crosscountry competition. So during 8-9am Stephenie could sit at his place. And it was Chemistry time, hoho. Chemistry was a pain in the ass. I can't tell Ionic bonding from Covalent bonding, shiat.

Maths was bad. Really. I mean, what the heck is Miss Choo doing in a school? Has the economy become so bad that she has to come and teach? If she actually passes this NIE course, I'd be speechless. But I'll continue praying she won't come back to RV to teach. She screwed up my Maths! ROAR. She'll be better sticking to beauty contests. -.-

And duh, I managed to skip PE x) Of all the times I had to miss PE, I missed it when they had to do a 2.4km trial run. WHOOOO! Oh ya, because I'm from Dance, so I don't have to take Napfa and 2.4km with my class; I only have to take it after SYF. 'Cause they don't want anybody injured, heh. COOLIO.

(My mom just gave me 3 almond jellys she made. Although too much almond can give you brain cancer or whatever, I still love it. Because there was longans 8D LONGAN ROCKS)

Chinese was OK. I still don't know why Wan CI is so good to us. She's really damn friggin' understanding until it's a little freaky. Zzz.

CHAMPS was taken by her too, 'cause Ms Ling didn't come or something. Talking about vanity and stuffs, cosmetic surgery, whether outward appearances are more important, yada yada yada. It's like, English magazine also talk about this, Chinese newspaper also talk about this, kind of sick of this topic ._.

Finally at 1.20pm we could go have our lunch 'cause we were going to the Eurasian Museum.

And the Eurasian Museum was quite great, actually. It was wayyyyy better than I expected. I totally thought it was gonna be something like National Museum -.- but it wasn't! At the last part they still gave us some Sugee cake to eat. Yes, sugee, not sugar. I didn't type wrong -_- And we got to watch Ern Chuen dance with one of the dancers there. Damn funny, LOL.

Finished and reached school at about 5.15pm, Dad picked me up =D Went home, bathed, went for Tuition.

Tuition was awesome! (Stephenie is doing a good job of influencing me by using "awesome" for almost everything.) It's da best. Even if my mom wanted me to quit, I wouldn't allow her to =) Though it's expensive, but besides having other fun classmates, the teacher is very nice and teaches well, the way they teach is damn good, and the content of the lessons are always damn interesting. Not like RV's English lessons ._.

Came home, slept.

Thursday- Chem prac was rush rush rush with Stephanie, titration. I know it damn well when it's theory, 'cause I did that for Chem OP, but for Prac I'm totally clueless. That's so irritating -.-

After recess was CID, another lecture, and it's time to start on our GPP. I know, total bummer.

Lang Arts was the test thing again. It's quite fun, actually.

And then after Lang Arts I went for Lunch. I like this way of missing lessons. Especially missing Maths. It's like, Shiyi and others who went through Maths lessons with Miss Choo became more confused than ever; I didn't attend, and I'm still quite clear about what Mr Liu taught =D

OK so after lunch was the registration of IC, thumbprints are quite cool, LOL. Then couldn't find everybody else, and realised they were in LT1 having the HDB Hub briefing with the NZ students, and me and Richie walked into the LT1 just in time for "this is the end of our presentation". Pwned.

Anyway, went there, the whole place was oh-so-familiar, felt damn sian, didn't wanna follow my buddy throughout the whole Amazing race, so just walked around with Richie. Bought Bubbletea(!) after attempting to find Sweettalk for like, 45 minutes -.- Went to Popular, AND I FOUND The Gift! The one that Shiyi kept recommending to me. It looked damn nice.. But didn't buy it 'cause I'mma poor girl, kay? @_@ gotta get my Mom to get it for me soon.

Finished at around 5pm, went home =)

Friday we had 3 tests X_X

Chinese had 公函 test; Elit sucked (I'm starting to hate NIE teachers I don't know why), Lang Arts was the final test for the week.

PE was running 2 rounds under the hot sun (although I walked half of the first round and for the second round I just cut through the field midway) and doing trial Standing Broad Jumps. I can only jump 179cm ): sian so noob. If the guys weren't standing there, I would have done better I think. Pressure.

Maths had test, I think it was quite OK. But Miss Choo kept talking during the test. Like there was a mistake in a question, she told us to correct it for about 5 times. Like a recorder that has been put on repeat, unfortunately. It was so disturbing. And irritating. Like a fly that's buzzing around you. I wanted to smack it, LOL.

Chemistry was still a whole blur patch of grey..

Bio was rushed! But surprisingly, Miss Lee had this superpower to actually make me not sian. LOL.

CCA was OK. Benedict Soh kept getting mad at us. But he got mood swing siah. Anyway I still like Wang Lao Shi 'cause he said my expression very good and asked me to keep it up, and when Elton lifted me up I saw Benedict Soh smiling(!!!!) because of the 感染-ing the audience thing. LOL!

Dad picked me up again, since he went for the Meet-The-Parent session thing. Helped to bring back all the Matsuri fans.

Couldn't sleep last night, so when I woke up at 6.30am this morning I was damn tired. But still I washed up and everything ate breakfast left the house at 7.30am and went to Jessica's house to do the props, with Jaslynn, Tracy, Shimin, Amanda and Laetitia. I think this time it was better, 'cause there was more than enough glitter, and the glue was damn nice. But the 3 tubes ran out, and we realised we did all the fans' one side already, so we decided to stop. The rest camwhored after that while I ate my snacks bought from Laetita's condo, LOL.

Talked to Jaslynn on the way home. She thought that I was weird for preferring to be alone than to be with friends, LOL. I guess I take after my father in that way.

When I'm alone, I don't have to make an effort to take part in conversations, I don't have to fake a plastic smile on my face and pretend I'm happy when I'm not, I don't have to ensure that whatever I say or do doesn't revoke questions from my friends, I don't have to listen to them talking. When I'm alone, I can think clearly, I can brood over my life, I can observe people, I can live in a world of my own, I can dream, I can fly in my own private jet.

Yeah I'm sure you got my point: Being alone is a good thing. And I don't feel lonely when I'm alone, so it's OK. Although it's still good to be with my friends sometimes. =D

Came home, slacked, surf-ed net, changed blogskin.

Hmm, was supposed to go for NZ stuff for the whole of today.. But morning had to do the props. And afternoon supposed to go Sentosa with the NZ people, but since it's optional and I didn't feel like it, I didn't go. I hope Stephenie doesn't hate me for not spending time with her, oops.

Anyway I still have Physics Assignment 4, settle Physics files, Bio Assignment 3, Bio OP, Elit graded essay-thingy, Chinese 私函 that was due 3 weeks ago and Chinese compre not done.

Heck.

Home - Michael Buble

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far
From where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It will all be alright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Thursday, March 26, 2009

life is weird

PERCEPTIONS THAT BLOW YOUR MIND AND PERSPECTIVES THAT BOMB YOU AWAY-

"warped reasoning is the coolest phrase ever"

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

"she definitely needs to see the doctor" they were nodding their heads in agreement. i felt like a specimen

Well, sorry for scaring the shit out of you guys, especially Rachel and Weiling.
Yes, I had a fever.
No, I wasn't crying because Benedict Soh scolded me (-_-ll) or I was sad or anything. I don't know what happened, I don't usually allow myself to cry in school. But it was damn freaking cold and uncomfortable in the dance studio. Guess my body couldn't take it. And I had enough problems to handle, I didn't need the idea of a fever pushing me further down.
Yes, this is the first time I got home so early on a Tuesday.

So, when I went to school in the morning, it was just flu. By the end of the day, the flu bug evolved into something bigger and scarier so I was having a fever by the last period. I debated if I should go for CCA, but I still went, 'cause I knew SYF was important enough. Somehow I felt that maybe halfway something would trigger inside me and I would faint or something, LOL.

But when I was tying my hair, Benedict Soh wanted me to tie the Sound-of-Bliss's hairstyle. Weird, I totally wasn't expecting that comment to be the one lighting the match inside me. In my mind, I was totally fine with it, but I guess my body wasn't (?). My body was thinking something like, "I AM HAVING A FEVER AND I'M NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE HERE SO WHY ARE YOU EVEN TELLING ME TO TIE THE SOUND-OF-BLISS HAIRSTYLE?!" Probably it wasn't the hairstyle part, I guess it was just having to take an order from a teacher. Well, he said it nicely, it wasn't his fault, Dance just makes almost everything seem like an order.

But first I fought against my body. I didn't want to skip this practice. But my insides were shivering uncontrollably from the cold, and I knew my body wouldn't be strong enough to endure this dance practice. So I gave up fighting, and let the heat flow to my forehead. The feeling of letting loose was so great, but I don't know what happened. Suddenly, my vision blurred and I totally broke down.

I was physically unfit at that point, but my emotions and mind were following the "all for one and one for all" rule, and they weren't able to handle it already, either. The past week filled with dance practices, all the holiday homework, all the worry about the NZ students coming. All the efforts took to ensure everything was alright. All the time spent yesterday doing to the National Museum and Fort Canning with them. All the lessons I missed yesterday and all the homework given on just the first day of Term 2. Not being able to follow through lessons, or even catch up on the missed ones. And then, realising I had a fever. Like I didn't have enough to deal with already. I guess the thin thread left from wearing myself out had finally broken.

So I went to Long Lao Shi. She confirmed that I had a fever and told the other teachers. So after I changed out of my dance clothes, I left the school to see the doctor, as insisted by Carmen Ling and Benedict Soh.

I think the dance teachers are damn nice. Carmen Ling is the any-problem-come-and-find-me-and-I-will-try-my-best-to-solve-it kind of teacher. She even wanted to lend me money to cab home after realising nobody was picking me up. But I didn't, lol.

Benedict Soh understood and told me to see the doctor, he even gave me his phone number and insisted I call/text him after I'd seen the doctor and when I reached home, to ensure I was alright, I guess.

Long Lao Shi was the one who was most aware of my fever. I guess.

Wang Lao Shi arrived later, and when I was talking to Benedict Soh, Wang Lao Shi kind of saw my face, and he was totally like, peering in my face, asking, "Tang? 发生了什么事?" But my mind was so blanked out that I was unable to answer him properly, lol. And he's so nice that when I was saying 谢谢 to the teachers before leaving the Dance Studio (it's a dance rule to do that), he was doing this mini-hand wave "byebye" thing. So nice right? No wonder so many students like him, LOL.

And now, I'm not dead yet.. So yeah. That's what happened.

Anyway, thanks for the concern from the dancers, mainly Jieru, Rachel, Weiling, Rebecca, Abigail, the dance teachers and coaches, Weiren, Richie, and whoever else I forgot. I will attempt to get well soon, I promise.

I'm going to sleep. I don't care already. This thing, well, life, is killing me. What an irony.

Monday, March 23, 2009

i wanna stop and breathe but i can't

I shall just blog. I don't care. I don't wanna see my homework. Argh.

So last Thursday I ended up slacking for the whole day? At around 2pm, I woke my eldest brother up (who fell asleep on the sofa) and got my second brother too, and three of us went out to J8 to eat =)

After eating, bought my all-time favourite Bubbletea and went home to slack further. Surf-ed the net and everything, by the end of the day I still hadn't started on any homework I was planning to start for Thursday. I realised that Chinese was due on the next day, so at around 11 plus at night, I dug out my last year notes and everything and got down to work on my bed.

I finished it, felt damn proud of myself (LOL) and went to sleep.

Friday had to go to school for Dance again. But it was rather slack, we only practised in the morning, and since the Dance Studio was for Chinese Dance that day, the International Dancers had to go to the hall. With no amplifier. Which meant that the song was damn bloody soft, resulting in a lack of atmosphere, energy, and almost everyone went off-beat.

End result: Benedict Soh was damn pissed with us.

But I think he was sick or something so he went home early and Wang Lao Shi took over =D Wang Lao Shi FTW! He rocks man, seriously. Soon, someone managed to get the music on the hall's speakers by the PA system, and everything went quite OK from there.

Around lunch time we went back to Dance Studio, had lunch at Queensway (laksa!) with Abigail and Weiling, came back and decided that I shouldn't had ate the laska 'cause I was sick. And so I was feeling nauseated for like, an hour?

They brought the international dancers to the Tutorial rooms, split the girls and guys, and taught us how to put the make up for the SYF. 12 things on our face, I think. Then there was some experimenting with new make up and I'm not sure already.

Went home, and I forgot what I did. Slack around, obviously.

Saturday morning was spent trying to research for my Bio OP, but I couldn't understand anything. Shit.

Saturday afternoon, went to NaughtyByNature to take our once-a-year family photos. LOL. Apparently the economy is so bad that there is only 1 photographer, 2 designers and 2 make-up artists left. 2 years ago when I went there it was buzzing with people. On Saturday it was rather quiet, with the exception of another family. Afterall, the business they are making is more of a want, not an essential thing. So obviously economy bad = people don't wanna spend money on extra things = retrenchment of a lot of the workers there. LOL. Sad.

Saturday night went to Vivo to eat with my family and my aunt and my grandmother, except for my eldest brother. He went to attend his girlfriend's birthday party. Their birthdays are like, 6 days apart. Coolio.

Before that we went to pick my aunt and grandmother up from their house, and so I 顺便 went to collect the NZ stuff from Richie. He was stunned, LOL. HAHA noob.

Anyway we wanted to eat at Swensens, but my aunt and grandmother were vegetarians, so we went to eat at this place next to Swensens, called Fig & Olive. I think it was great! Their soup was great, their olive rice was rather nice and interesting, their Dory fish was big, their tea was OK, and their icecream was the best, LOL. People go eat kay =)

And before I started eating I saw PAGEONE selling Twilight DVD and my mom bought it for me, heh. Then walked around Vivo after dinner, slacked slacked slacked. Came home, bathed, slacked further, then sleep.

Sunday morning was spent attempting to do my Chemistry R&W Assignment, LOL. I spent the whole morning doing the summary part only (well, while surfing the net and stuffs also LOL). Went for Drums and Piano, blah blah, came home, chiong-ed finish my Chem and finished at around 10.45pm.

My dad was totally doing what Dad does, saying stuffs like, "Told you not to do last minute work, why can't you learn from your past lessons?" while Mom went to sleep already, LOL. After my Chem, I was contemplating whether I should do Math or Lang Arts. I looked at the Math Holiday Assignment and I immediately thought, forget it. So I started on my Lang Arts 45 minutes later, and the 45 minutes were spent surfing the net. I finshed my Lang Arts at around 12.21am, LOL.

Went to sleep.

This morning I woke up at around 5.30am. Realised the NZ students were coming :] Went to school, didn't even bother to start on my Math (so currently it is STILL not done), then at 7am, went to Foyer to assemble to welcome the arrival of the NZ students!

My buddy is Stephanie, and she's totally great. Though she's 1 year younger (all the NZ students are 14), she has two older brothers which are exactly the same age as MY two older brothers. Cool or what? Heh. Her family is damn cool, I'm lazy to explain all.

And then Yuching's buddy is Jennifer, I think. She's cool too, they're all damn nice lah!

So in the morning we had some lame icebreakers, then the talk given by Zeming in the Music room, then school tour, then I went back to class for my Lang Arts test (Mr Choy insisted that we shouldn't miss it, zzz). Went to outside library after the test for the buffet lunch thing with the NZ students :D Didn't eat much, I just drank alot of punch.

Then I took my bag from class, came down, went to Music Room for briefing for the National Museum and Fort Canning thing that was in the afternoon. Boarded the school bus, and off we went to the National Museum.

National Museum: boring. Although Steph said it was damn interesting. Well, she likes museums, apparently.

Then we walked to Fort Canning. My shoulders were about to break from the weight of my school bag. Wanted to die, LOL. Had to climb like, 1 thousand and 1 steps.
Fort Canning was worse, I kept wanting to sleep everytime they gathered everyone into the room to watch a video or something. My mind was totally off somewhere in clouds. Couldn't take it, LOL.

Thank goodness we had to go home from Fort Canning, which meant going home from Dhoby Ghaut MRT station. Said goodbyes to the NZ students, then I reached home 15minutes later. Bathed, ate, and I fell asleep on the sofa.

OK time for me to look at my homework. It's inevitable, I think.

nonchalance

I am left with Maths homework, totally not touched, and not planning to do it before I sleep.

Goodnight! Will update sometime.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

sick, definitely

When you sneeze once, someone is cursing you.
When you sneeze twice, someone is missing you.

When you sneeze 4 times, someone is missing you doubly hard.

When you sneeze 8 times, you caught a cold.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

missed

Oops I just realised there was a NZ briefing this morning, which apparently alot of people didn't attend, including me.

Ah well. I don't think my body is good enough for me to leave the house. Wouldn't want to spread my germs to anyone, would I?

aching

Haven't updated in awhile.. X_x

So last Saturday I had Dance, but it wasn't really much of dancing. Spent alot of time doing the props. And by 4pm when we had to pack up and go home, alot of the fans weren't even decorated properly.

The 6 girls- Jaslynn, me, Cheryl, Jessica, Shimin, Tracy- who stayed back to help to do the props ate Macs in the canteen, in front of all the UG people having their UG camp. We were so merciless :D

At night went to Uncle's house to celebrate my Grandmother's birthday. There was so much food :O And I loved the cake, heh.

Sunday only had drums, no piano. I couldn't concentrate, I don't know why.

Monday had Dance at St Marg. It was a combined practice with the St Marg girls, us, and NJC people. I miss Eunice, LOL. I remember the times.

Anyway I LOVE THE ST MARG DANCE, especially the song. Why couldn't we have such a cool song like theirs? ): And the NJ dance was damn pro siah, especially the last part. It made my hair stand.

Tuesday had another combined dance practice, still the same 3 schools, but it was held at our school. Oh and there was an additional school, I forgot which.

At night went to Yuching's house for 2E gathering, sort of. I think it was rather pointless. A few groups here and there, we didn't even come together as a class. Well, I guess the only place that everyone's comfortable with is our classroom. Which we will never have a chance to step in as a class again. Hmm.

Wednesday- same thing without that additional school, but held at NJC instead. Blah blah. Went to the big Macs at KAP to eat lunch with the dance girls. I kind of regretted doing that, lol. Dad fetched me home from there, 'cause he was on leave. Just the right time, I love you =D

Went home at around 4pm, bathed and everything, and suddenly I wasn't feeling well and the world seemed to be crumbling down. But everyone else was so busy preparing for my brother's BBQ (he wanted it 'cause it was his birthday, LOL) so I decided not to disturb anyone else. I felt a fever coming on, so I tried to sleep. But I couldn't. My brother's friends kept arriving, plus my direct relatives too, and they were making such a din (no offence) and I couldn't friggin' sleep. In the end I just decided to eat Panadol.

So I just prepared myself for tuition, and I went. It funny how things are turning out. I LOVE MY TUITION =)

Came home, and my mother knew best to save me a big piece of cake although I was having bad sore throat, cough and flu. Cake was yummy. I suddenly like cakes, I don't know why.

Had an uncomfortable sleep last night. Kept coughing and the phlegm were all stuck in my throat and somehow I had a hard time breathing. So I woke up, ate some medicine, drank lots of water and went back to sleep.

I dreamt of Dance and Maths. Like, x is the distance we have to jump to reach our next formation, and the teacher refuses to tell me what x is, only giving me lots of other values to get the x value. I didn't bother to calculate.

Woke up at 12.05pm today :O Thank goodness there wasn't Dance today due to many people not being able to turn up 'cause of valid reasons, LOL. I seriously need my rest.

Because of Dance, my neck is dying.
My shoulders are dying.
My ankles are dying.

But I can't forget my homework too.

Things to do today (or at least start on it):
  • Chinese 公函
  • Bio OP
  • Chem Reading and Writing Assignment
  • Lang Arts
I'm definitely sure I don't wanna do Maths.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

18

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR!

Monday, March 16, 2009

if i could just see you tonight

A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton

Making my way downtown
Walking fast, faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way, making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me

'Cause every thing's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your precious memory

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know, I, I
Drown in your memory, I, I
Don't want to let this go, I, I
Don't

Making my way downtown
Walking fast, faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way, making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you

If I could just hold you
Tonight

i have 'irresponsible' written all over my face

Forgot to do Physics Assignment ASK.
Also didn't complete PE Quiz.
Oops.

Ah well, I should really start keeping track of dates myself.

Friday, March 13, 2009

sleep like you've got no homework

I FINISHED ALL THE HOMEWORK DUE TODAY :D
I'm so happy and proud of myself, hah.
Well, except for 私函, LOL. That one, I kind of gave up already. Chinese sucks! ZZ.

Surprisingly my parents didn't nag or scold me for my lousy progress report, heh. My mother just said, "Nevermind, this time term 1, you still not used to Sec 3 yet, next time work harder can already." I was damn stunned siol.

Last night I slept around 2 to 3 hours. Or rather, this morning. I thought Ms Ling said the Physics notes ASK's hardcopy was due today, so I stayed up all night to do it. Since I reached home at 9pm, by the time I bathed, ate my dinner and everything, it was around 10pm le.

Well, what could I say, Physics sucked, like it always does.

Since it was already 1am by the time I finished, I was thinking, might as well just do all my other homework. So I tried doing Physics assignment, E-lit, and I attempted to do my 私函. Really, I attempted.

But failed terribly. So obviously, it's still not started.

School sucked today, I was friggin' tired.

CCA.. I thought it was better than Tuesday's. Although it was quite bad, too. Everybody jiayous OK.

March holidays next week, I everyday got Dance from 8.30am to 4.30pm -.-

Homework for holidays:
  1. Physics Assignment ASK
  2. Bio OP
  3. Bio Reading & Writing Assignment
  4. Chem Reading & Writing Assignment
  5. Chinese 公函
  6. Maths holiday assignment
  7. Read Kite Runner for E-lit
  8. Do Fact Sheet for Lang Arts

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

wesley thinks I shouldn't be happy

Squeezing in some time here to blog before I'm off to my English tuition. Zz.

Last Sunday was as usual, drums and then piano. In between I walked around Plaza Singapura, saw some new nice clothes but decided not to buy 'cause it was more of a WANT and not a NEED. Moreover, Singapore's economy so bad now, but save money for rainy days. (Did I actually say that? LOL.)

Saturday wake up early, damn bullshit siah, can't sleep in, had to go CCA. Well I think it was a waste of time..? Except for the parts where we cheer for ourselves. LOL.

Maths worksheet was due on Monday, but obviously I didn't do. Came home, watched Red Cliff and Red Cliff II, found it damn nice (especially Zhu Ge Liang!! He's so good-looking and his voice is so pleasant, LOL. Plus the fact that he's so smart siol). Well, thank you my uncles for introducing them to me, heh. Then I finally got down and tried to start on the Maths worksheet. But I got stuck at so many questions. Zhang Yong explained some and I thought I got it, so at 10.47pm and I decided to go to sleep without completing it. Bad mistake. But can't blame me, I was damn friggin' tired, and I couldn't think.

X_X

Tuesday was relatively frustrating. My Maths worksheet was still not completed, I went to school early to do, but got stuck at some stupid question. I spent the whole morning time, plus Maths period itself to work out a sub-question. 1 hour on a sub-question (!!!). And everyone else was starting on Maths worksheet 10 already, so no one actually bothered to teach me or something. So sian.

I asked Xin Zhe.
I asked Wesley.
I asked Amanda.
I asked Shiyi.
I asked Mengying.

By the end of the Math period, I still couldn't solve that freaking sub-question.
I GOT OWNED BY MATHS.

Well, what's new, right?

Then I asked Yuyan and Baolong.

I UNDERSTOOD. LIKE, FINALLY. Should have asked them first .__.
But the whole worksheet still wasn't completed. I was thinking of using recess time to complete it, but I realised it was a Tuesday and Tuesdays I HAVE to eat recess 'cause I'll be skipping lunch, for CCA.

And Bio Prac was just before recess, and Ms Lee released us 10 mins late. By the time I finished recess and went back to class, there was only 4 minutes left. 4 minutes to save the world?

The choice of doing it after school was definitely out, since I had CCA.

Well the good times keep coming on, don't they.

Alas, Lang Arts and Chinese was relatively slack so I completed everything and managed to finish it up before school ended. 3 CHEERS! LOL.

Anyway during Lang Arts, since I didn't finish my Lang Arts homework, I told Ms Ong I didn't do. The conversation went like this:

Me: Miss Ong, I didn't bring my Lang Arts worksheet."
Miss Ong: Ah. Why didn't you try to forget yourself, for a change?"
Me: Yeah, I'm trying.


Then she put on the what-the-heck face, LOL.

CCA was bad. The whole atmosphere wasn't there. Rotating between 3 dances is tiring. By the end of the day almost everyone was yawning. There wasn't any energy left. Benedict Soh was angry. One Migoshi dropped flat down. A few girls screamed. Benedict Soh screamed also, but not because the Migoshi dropped. He screamed at us for not dancing well, I think.

Ah well.

Going home with Jun Weng was fun, LOL. We can talk about everything under the sun. -.-
It was a cold day.

The moon that night was intriguing.
And somehow my whole internet at home was down. Couldn't access internet, couldn't sign in MSN. I felt so disabled ):

Today was tiring..? Morning ran 5 rounds interval, plus sit-ups. Then PE had to run again. But I didn't care, I just cut through the field instead of running the whole round, LOL. Mr Teo also didn't seem to care (or he didn't see).

Lessons were dry, originally after school had to go Dance Studio to do the crops stuff, but in the end had Chem make-up practical (which was actually standing for 1 hour plus watching the teacher demonstrate, like, wtf?). Popped my head in the Dance Studio, only saw the Year 5s, so I went home.

Oh ya, got back Chem paper. I failed, hah! Then later on got back Progress Report. I'm so disappointed in myself, LOL.

OK I think I didn't leave anything out. Time to go prepare for tuition. Xzxzxzxzxzxz.

Note to self:
  • Complete Maths Worksheet 10 by tomorrow.
  • Complete Physics Assignment by Friday.
  • Complete Bio Reading and Writing Assignment by Friday.
  • Complete Physics ASK by Friday.
  • Get parents to sign Progress Report (which will definitely be packaged with their 'words of wisdom')
  • Complete 私函 which was due last Friday.
Kill me, please. It's not like I'm not gonna die tomorrow or something anyway.

Monday, March 9, 2009

maths is frustrating and mingshin doesn't agree

ALPHA and BETA, you guys are the worse ever. Sucks.

Anyway thank you Zhang Yong for actually making me understand them. For once, I actually got it, LOL.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

laugh like nobody's around

Going out with my whole family tonight saved the day (:

Friday, March 6, 2009

it's one of those days

Yay today Benedict Soh finally finished with the choreographing!!!

I am happy. It is so fun. I am tired.

I love Fridays.

But I suck at frisbee.
Be an asset, not a liability.
I'm such a liability. I'm so useless at frisbee. ARGH.

Chariot - Gavin DeGraw

Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I said to myself we all lost touch

Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
And seedless watermelon, oh
Nothing from the ground is good enough

Body rise look what's over me

Oh chariot your golden waves
Are walking down upon this face
Oh chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me, give me your strength

Remember seeking moon's rebirth
Rains made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy

There is a living promised land
Even over fields of sand
Seasons fill my mind and cover me

Bringing back more than a memory

Oh chariot your golden waves
Are walking down upon this face
Oh chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me, give me your strength

You'll be my vacation away from this place
You know what I want
Holding that cup it's pouring over the sides
Make me wanna spread my arms and fly

Oh chariot your golden waves
Are walking down upon this face
Oh chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me give me your strength

Give me your strength
Chariot
Give me your strength
Chariot
Give me your strength
Chariot
Give me your strength
Chariot

Give me your strength
(Give it to me)
Chariot
Give me your strength
(Give it to me)
Chariot
Give me your strength
(Give it to me)
Chariot

Give me your strength
Oh chariot

Thursday, March 5, 2009

frustrating

Now it's a matter of "we" and "you all" already.

I don't like this. Definitely don't like this.

and then i was like, NO

Today was a weird day.

I thought I could slack during CID, but the teacher was really smart. Really.
And plus the fact that 3E had recess before CID, and lunch immediately after that. Crazy siah.

Well I spent the whole Math lesson laughing my ass off at Ern Chuen being horny, LOL.

Wesley's damn funny too.

But nevertheless, it doesn't seem to fit quite right, they way it did with 2E'O8.
2E was still the best.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

on the path to self-destruction

If guys read Princess Diaries 10, life would be so much easier.
LOL.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Isabella

Eeyer my mother nagging at me to go practise my piano now but nevermind, shall blog first ._.

So yesterday was a Monday, no? School was boring, yada yada, and after school I came home, bathed, then left the house again. To watch the sneak preview of the Japanese movie Departure. Gosh it was damn nice! Displayed raw emotions, it was rather sad, and it has a original storyline. PEOPLE GO WATCH!! =D

Sidetrack- Movies I wanna watch but either I never got to or the movie hasn't come out yet:
  • Valkyrie
  • Pink Panther 2
  • New in Town
  • Marley & Me
  • He's Just Not That Into You
  • Hotel for Dogs
  • 17 Again
No time!!!

OK so last night I reached home at 10pm and I went immediately to sleep. Didn't bother to go online 'cause I was that tired, lol.

It was a dreamless sleep.

This morning I woke up and thought it was a Sunday. Then I realised it was barely halfway through the week, argh. Zombie-d around, reached school at 6.15am, wanted to sleep, I seriously seriously seriously wanted to, but I COULDN'T 'cause I had to finish up the Chinese homework due yesterday, LOL.

And my Maths test, I got an additional 2 marks! 'Cause teacher count wrongly, HAHA. And our new Maths teacher is like, acting cute. BUT I STILL THINK SHE RESEMBLES SIMIN ALOT!!

For Elit we had a NIE teacher also (I think she's better than the normal teacher, oops).

So after that was the godly CCA that kills us all. Dance, argh. It was relatively OK, but not as productive as the past few previous sessions. Don't know why but today the teachers were more fed up with us, lol. And I think Ms Ek is very pressurizing! She visited us at the Dance Studio twice, everytime she come in and watch, the lifting part between me and Elton would be damn screwed. When she's gone, it was at least half decent. LOL.

1 more minute guys! WE'VE GOT 1 MINUTE TO SAVE THE WORLD-

I'm tired I'm lost and I don't know where to go

Sunday, March 1, 2009

hello goodbye

I had a dream within a dream on Saturday night. It was rather weird. Freaky weird, as Zhang Yong would say. A few nights ago I even dreamt that I was floating in the sky, with alot of other stuff happening. Wow?

Anyway this morning I woke up with a sore left arm. The whole shoulder part was damn pain. Sian. Don't know if it's shoulder problem or muscle ache, lol. Crap dance.

K bye.

why

If I could use one word to describe life-

it's jaded.