Poker Face - Lady Gaga
(Mum mum mum mah)
(Mum mum mum mah)
(Mum mum mum mah)
(Mum mum mum mah)
(Mum mum mum mah)
I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me (I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if its not rough it isn't fun, fun
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
(Mum mum mum mah)
I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I'm marvelous
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She’s got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
Monday, April 27, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
accepting unpleasant truths are always the hardest of 'em all
My brother's latest blog post about my family visiting my great-grandfather (who is exactly 84 years older than me) has jolted my fears, and tears, once again. He has described everything most adequately.
I thought I could have handled that visit to the nursing home. But he's in a very bad condition now, compared to the previous times I saw him.
Yes, I don't deny I'm scared.
And I'm tired of being scared.
But still, it was good to at least see how he was doing (not so good, apparently). And we took pictures. But it's not for the whole world to see.
I remember the moments when I looked into his eyes. It felt full of emotions, yet he couldn't express them through talking. I would have liked to hear what he had to say. I would have liked to find out more about him, be his friend. I really would, but I couldn't.
I wonder how my grandparents felt, looking at their dad/dad-in-law, knowing. Knowing yet there's nothing they could do. That's the most frightening part.
I wonder how my dad and uncle felt, looking at their grandfather, helpless.
I wonder if they were scared.
I wonder if my great-grandfather, he himself, was scared.
Maybe we were all scared. Were we?
26 April 2009 @ 12:14 am
Bed 127
Today was quite a draining day. In more ways than one.
I just went to visit my great grand dad at the nursing home. And he was a bag of bones. A tube was inserted up his nose to feed him, since his whole set of teeth are gone. He's 100 this year, I believe. It's a miracle that he can still recognize and acknowledge his daughter, my grandmother; as well as his grandchildren, my dad and uncle. He is no longer able to move his lips to articulate his words in Teochew, instead he mumbles, occasionally, but I can see from my grandma's eyes that she understands him perfectly.
He is propped up in a 30 degree incline, knees bent, close to his body or what is left of it. His knee cap can clearly be seen through browned and flaky skin, the flesh on his legs nearly non-existent. His arms, frail, are bound to each side of the bed to prevent him from pulling out the tube that is in his nose. His face, sunken, displays a very prominent cheekbone. His eyes connect to each and every one of us who look him in the eye, and I wonder what he would like to say. He tries to smile as my grandma introduces each of his great grand children to him, to try and jolt a jiggle of a memory from previous visits.
It is feeding time. The nurse beckons us to leave the room, for reasons better left unsaid. We bid goodbye, and he looks like he is, too. Though there might not be an emotion surging through more strongly in him than now. He does not have much time left.
Bed 127
Name : Tan Ger Tian
Race : Chinese
Religion : Taoism
For the first time I understood why it was necessary to indicate the religion.
I just went to visit my great grand dad at the nursing home. And he was a bag of bones. A tube was inserted up his nose to feed him, since his whole set of teeth are gone. He's 100 this year, I believe. It's a miracle that he can still recognize and acknowledge his daughter, my grandmother; as well as his grandchildren, my dad and uncle. He is no longer able to move his lips to articulate his words in Teochew, instead he mumbles, occasionally, but I can see from my grandma's eyes that she understands him perfectly.
He is propped up in a 30 degree incline, knees bent, close to his body or what is left of it. His knee cap can clearly be seen through browned and flaky skin, the flesh on his legs nearly non-existent. His arms, frail, are bound to each side of the bed to prevent him from pulling out the tube that is in his nose. His face, sunken, displays a very prominent cheekbone. His eyes connect to each and every one of us who look him in the eye, and I wonder what he would like to say. He tries to smile as my grandma introduces each of his great grand children to him, to try and jolt a jiggle of a memory from previous visits.
It is feeding time. The nurse beckons us to leave the room, for reasons better left unsaid. We bid goodbye, and he looks like he is, too. Though there might not be an emotion surging through more strongly in him than now. He does not have much time left.
Bed 127
Name : Tan Ger Tian
Race : Chinese
Religion : Taoism
For the first time I understood why it was necessary to indicate the religion.
I thought I could have handled that visit to the nursing home. But he's in a very bad condition now, compared to the previous times I saw him.
Yes, I don't deny I'm scared.
And I'm tired of being scared.
But still, it was good to at least see how he was doing (not so good, apparently). And we took pictures. But it's not for the whole world to see.
I remember the moments when I looked into his eyes. It felt full of emotions, yet he couldn't express them through talking. I would have liked to hear what he had to say. I would have liked to find out more about him, be his friend. I really would, but I couldn't.
I wonder how my grandparents felt, looking at their dad/dad-in-law, knowing. Knowing yet there's nothing they could do. That's the most frightening part.
I wonder how my dad and uncle felt, looking at their grandfather, helpless.
I wonder if they were scared.
I wonder if my great-grandfather, he himself, was scared.
Maybe we were all scared. Were we?
Monday, April 20, 2009
traumatised
No wonder I always preferred romance and comedy movies only. Zzz.
I have a faint heart, baby.
I have a faint heart, baby.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
What are 'results'? Can they be eaten?
Last night I was so happy and hyper from the after effects of dancing the best for SYF that I couldn't go to sleep; not because the results were going to be out today.
At around 2 plus am, just before I fell asleep, I was thinking, how would I react if we got a Gold with Honours? And how would I react if we didn't?
And the satisfactory answer I felt so strongly for (which allowed me to sleep, finally) was the fact that actually, I realised, whatever results we got, I would still be happy and contented, because we totally rocked the stage yesterday :D
Anyway this morning I woke up feeling tired and crap because of lack of sleep, and also 'cause I had a damn nice dream last night! It was about this person from my class. The whole dream was revolving around me and that person.
Every word spoken was clear as crystal, every touch felt so real.
And I woke up feeling damn sian, like HUH WHY IS IT ONLY A DREAM. But it's like one of those weird dreams I have that come true in one way or another. Omg!! (I don't think some of you can understand. I did have particular dreams that spoke situations which came true.)
When I went back to class and people started asking me how was the SYF, I kind of became damn hyper and happy talking about it again.
Same thing, during Lang Arts lesson, since there wasn't any teacher, I fell asleep. During Maths, which was the next lesson, I was feeling damn stone-ish. Then the moment Elit came and I could talk about dancing the SYF with Eugene and Jieru again, I suddenly cheered up lots. LOL.
During lunch, so many people were asking me about it too so talking about it made me even happier. When I went back to class after lunch for Physics, Wesley was like, "How come one lunch can make you from dead to be so.. alive?"
It wasn't the lunch, my dear. It was the dance.
Anyway, after school, went to Dance Studio to wait for the Dance results. I wasn't nervous, nor worried, not anxious, because to me, the results don't matter. Before we received the sms, Fang Yuan was telling us that he felt like the song Lose Yourself, when he was dancing yesterday.
I think he made a hell lot of sense. And I was wondering why didn't I link it up before. I agree with him, LOL! During the dance, everyone was giving their best, smiling truly like never before; the whole atmosphere was so thrilling and upbeat.
So when the sms came about Matsuri getting a Gold, without Honours, somehow, I didn't feel depressed or unhappy or unsatisfied. If I said I wasn't a little bit sad, I would be lying. Of course there was a tiny tinge of disappointment, but a second later, I thought about the whole process, that 6 blissful minutes on stage, I knew that whether there was Honours or not, it didn't matter, really.
If someone told me that before the actual SYF yesterday, I would be thinking BULLSHIT. But now, I am totally won over by the fact that this can be so true. During that 6 minutes on stage, everyone was in high spirits and feeling so exultant; and the whole thing was definitely intoxicating. I'm sure we all could feel it.
So I was content and satisfied, without even knowing the results.
'Cause we are just good like that.
Oh, the JC dance from RV got Gold too. But they have an entirely higher level of difficulty and standard to reach, so getting Gold is already a very good accomplishment!
Cheer up dancers (if you are sad), think of how we enjoyed the dance :D
At around 2 plus am, just before I fell asleep, I was thinking, how would I react if we got a Gold with Honours? And how would I react if we didn't?
And the satisfactory answer I felt so strongly for (which allowed me to sleep, finally) was the fact that actually, I realised, whatever results we got, I would still be happy and contented, because we totally rocked the stage yesterday :D
Anyway this morning I woke up feeling tired and crap because of lack of sleep, and also 'cause I had a damn nice dream last night! It was about this person from my class. The whole dream was revolving around me and that person.
Every word spoken was clear as crystal, every touch felt so real.
And I woke up feeling damn sian, like HUH WHY IS IT ONLY A DREAM. But it's like one of those weird dreams I have that come true in one way or another. Omg!! (I don't think some of you can understand. I did have particular dreams that spoke situations which came true.)
When I went back to class and people started asking me how was the SYF, I kind of became damn hyper and happy talking about it again.
Same thing, during Lang Arts lesson, since there wasn't any teacher, I fell asleep. During Maths, which was the next lesson, I was feeling damn stone-ish. Then the moment Elit came and I could talk about dancing the SYF with Eugene and Jieru again, I suddenly cheered up lots. LOL.
During lunch, so many people were asking me about it too so talking about it made me even happier. When I went back to class after lunch for Physics, Wesley was like, "How come one lunch can make you from dead to be so.. alive?"
It wasn't the lunch, my dear. It was the dance.
Anyway, after school, went to Dance Studio to wait for the Dance results. I wasn't nervous, nor worried, not anxious, because to me, the results don't matter. Before we received the sms, Fang Yuan was telling us that he felt like the song Lose Yourself, when he was dancing yesterday.
I think he made a hell lot of sense. And I was wondering why didn't I link it up before. I agree with him, LOL! During the dance, everyone was giving their best, smiling truly like never before; the whole atmosphere was so thrilling and upbeat.
So when the sms came about Matsuri getting a Gold, without Honours, somehow, I didn't feel depressed or unhappy or unsatisfied. If I said I wasn't a little bit sad, I would be lying. Of course there was a tiny tinge of disappointment, but a second later, I thought about the whole process, that 6 blissful minutes on stage, I knew that whether there was Honours or not, it didn't matter, really.
Results is just a bonus. What is more important, is to learn from the dancing, and to do our best and enjoy it.— Su Lao
If someone told me that before the actual SYF yesterday, I would be thinking BULLSHIT. But now, I am totally won over by the fact that this can be so true. During that 6 minutes on stage, everyone was in high spirits and feeling so exultant; and the whole thing was definitely intoxicating. I'm sure we all could feel it.
So I was content and satisfied, without even knowing the results.
'Cause we are just good like that.
Oh, the JC dance from RV got Gold too. But they have an entirely higher level of difficulty and standard to reach, so getting Gold is already a very good accomplishment!
Cheer up dancers (if you are sad), think of how we enjoyed the dance :D
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
MATSURI AND RVDS ROCKS!
Title says it all =D
Today was ze big day. Somehow I didn't feel nervous or anything. I just felt happy? 'Cause in the morning my fever was gone and my flu was not as bad! Although my throat was dying, but still.
Went to school, so happy no need attend lessons today, went straight to Dance Studio. Then I coughed until I vomited my breakfast out O: I was in the toilet lah. But after that I was OK so we started to touch up on all the fans. Was super productive, lolol. Then did warm ups and stuff, and danced once.
Then Sulao was in a very good mood so he let us go down to get the free Milo =D Hee. Went back up, celebrated his birthday (Happy birthday Sulao!) and then ate packet lunch together in one oval, changed into our costumes, tie hair put make up, then danced one more time, and off we went to UCC.
Reached there, still didn't feel nervous (I was wondering what was wrong with me -.-) and while waiting for our turn to go to the backstage, everyone was cheering each other on. So fun, LOL.
Went backstage, 培养情绪, then it was the moment. Only then I started to feel nervous, but all the nervousness was gone the moment I stepped onto the stage. 'Cause I could really feel the happiness readiating from everyone else on stage, so cool!
Made a mistake with a few other girls, but we made it look like it was on purpose, and the seniors said it was not obvious. Other than that, everyone did a damn good job, no regrets =D
We all did our very best today YAY !
Results out tomorrow O: Not like it matters a lot anyway (:
Anyway thank you to the coaches, teachers, seniors, everyone who came to support us, our juniors, all the others who wished me the best one way or another, and supported me with well wishes 'cause I was damn friggin' sick, namely (in no particular order) Stanley, MingShin, KangChyi, QingHe, Dillon, Evan, Zhijie, Richie, my piano teacher Ms Tan, Brendan, Weiling, Rachel, JieRu, Simin, Meiyu, Yuhong, Jacky, Yuching, Anna, and a lot more dancers I forgot -.- MY FATHER MY MOTHER MY BROTHERS :D
and but of course, thank you so much Matsuri (International) Dancers for making me enjoy this whole process so much =DD
Went home, ate dinner, bathed, left for tuition. Yayy my beloved tuition =D Today was so fun, as usual. Don't regret going even though I was sick and quite tired. But I was still damn hyper and happy from the dancing, and sorry for coughing like mad throughout the lesson LOLOL.
I think my tuition class the people all very bonded lah. Except for 1 or 2. All so great, especially the guys (there are only 3 girls out of 9 people anyway). Not like 3E -.-
Tomorrow it's back to school. Sian LOL.
Jiayous to Metamorphosis and QianNv!
Today was ze big day. Somehow I didn't feel nervous or anything. I just felt happy? 'Cause in the morning my fever was gone and my flu was not as bad! Although my throat was dying, but still.
Went to school, so happy no need attend lessons today, went straight to Dance Studio. Then I coughed until I vomited my breakfast out O: I was in the toilet lah. But after that I was OK so we started to touch up on all the fans. Was super productive, lolol. Then did warm ups and stuff, and danced once.
Then Sulao was in a very good mood so he let us go down to get the free Milo =D Hee. Went back up, celebrated his birthday (Happy birthday Sulao!) and then ate packet lunch together in one oval, changed into our costumes, tie hair put make up, then danced one more time, and off we went to UCC.
Reached there, still didn't feel nervous (I was wondering what was wrong with me -.-) and while waiting for our turn to go to the backstage, everyone was cheering each other on. So fun, LOL.
Went backstage, 培养情绪, then it was the moment. Only then I started to feel nervous, but all the nervousness was gone the moment I stepped onto the stage. 'Cause I could really feel the happiness readiating from everyone else on stage, so cool!
Made a mistake with a few other girls, but we made it look like it was on purpose, and the seniors said it was not obvious. Other than that, everyone did a damn good job, no regrets =D
We all did our very best today YAY !
Results out tomorrow O: Not like it matters a lot anyway (:
Anyway thank you to the coaches, teachers, seniors, everyone who came to support us, our juniors, all the others who wished me the best one way or another, and supported me with well wishes 'cause I was damn friggin' sick, namely (in no particular order) Stanley, MingShin, KangChyi, QingHe, Dillon, Evan, Zhijie, Richie, my piano teacher Ms Tan, Brendan, Weiling, Rachel, JieRu, Simin, Meiyu, Yuhong, Jacky, Yuching, Anna, and a lot more dancers I forgot -.- MY FATHER MY MOTHER MY BROTHERS :D
and but of course, thank you so much Matsuri (International) Dancers for making me enjoy this whole process so much =DD
Went home, ate dinner, bathed, left for tuition. Yayy my beloved tuition =D Today was so fun, as usual. Don't regret going even though I was sick and quite tired. But I was still damn hyper and happy from the dancing, and sorry for coughing like mad throughout the lesson LOLOL.
I think my tuition class the people all very bonded lah. Except for 1 or 2. All so great, especially the guys (there are only 3 girls out of 9 people anyway). Not like 3E -.-
Tomorrow it's back to school. Sian LOL.
Jiayous to Metamorphosis and QianNv!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
silent drops
Water at 38 Degree Celsius feels like cold water on my skin.
Sick much?
To think SYF is tomorrow. I barely feel anything.
I don't know how long more I can endure
How much more that my body can accept
Sick much?
To think SYF is tomorrow. I barely feel anything.
I don't know how long more I can endure
How much more that my body can accept
Monday, April 13, 2009
a pause to breathe, a second to think
Hi people I'm back! Coughing flu-ing sore throat-ing but still alive and kicking =D
So on Saturday we went to UCC for rehearsal, it was darn screwed but whatever. We can do better will do better :D
Yay I love Wang Lao Shi. He so nice!
Came home, totally regretted swimming on the morning of Good Friday. Tio fever, thought won't die, so I just ate a few panadols, slept a lot, fever still not going away D<
Sunday morning die die go see doctor, wait there for two and a half hours damn sian. High fever, sore throat, cough, flu, yada yada yada. Sleep sleep sleep (managed to pon piano! =D) eat medicine eat medicine eat medicine (eh I normally sick also not so disciplined one lah, now because SYF coming then must faster recover) blah blah.
This morning wake up, fever not as bad le, but still have, so I went to school for the sake of the SYF preview ._. Morning was feeling damn bad, cold sweat, felt like dying, then after eating my favourite Stall 2's Fishball Cu Mi Fen then I felt better :D seriously. Pon-ed 20mins of Lang Arts, slacked in Dance Studio, change into costume tie hair make up rush rush rush then so fast go hall and dance le. Damn screwed lah! But seniors say got improve ._. Went back Dance Studio, took group photos, practised a lil', had pep talks, blah blah, go home.
Formal (wasn't exactly very formal huh)
Informal -.-
OK bye.
So on Saturday we went to UCC for rehearsal, it was darn screwed but whatever. We can do better will do better :D
Yay I love Wang Lao Shi. He so nice!
Came home, totally regretted swimming on the morning of Good Friday. Tio fever, thought won't die, so I just ate a few panadols, slept a lot, fever still not going away D<
Sunday morning die die go see doctor, wait there for two and a half hours damn sian. High fever, sore throat, cough, flu, yada yada yada. Sleep sleep sleep (managed to pon piano! =D) eat medicine eat medicine eat medicine (eh I normally sick also not so disciplined one lah, now because SYF coming then must faster recover) blah blah.
This morning wake up, fever not as bad le, but still have, so I went to school for the sake of the SYF preview ._. Morning was feeling damn bad, cold sweat, felt like dying, then after eating my favourite Stall 2's Fishball Cu Mi Fen then I felt better :D seriously. Pon-ed 20mins of Lang Arts, slacked in Dance Studio, change into costume tie hair make up rush rush rush then so fast go hall and dance le. Damn screwed lah! But seniors say got improve ._. Went back Dance Studio, took group photos, practised a lil', had pep talks, blah blah, go home.
Formal (wasn't exactly very formal huh)
Informal -.-
OK bye.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
pink, black, white, gold
Fever since yesterday. Until now, it hasn't subsided.
I did my best today. I know it.
I did my best today. I know it.
Friday, April 10, 2009
my problem with me is my problem with you
The atmosphere was so tense. It was almost like there was a thin sheet of glass surrounding us and no one wanted to be the one to break it.
Badly electrifying.
So on Thursday morning had Chem Prac, I think I'm getting better at Titration now! All my 3 titration results were exactly the same and they were precisely accurate :D
CID was less time-wasting, 'cause we really discussed a lot. Lang Arts is getting better 'cause the teacher's getting better. Maths was test! I think it was damn easy =D I don't know why, these few days the tests are all so easy without me studying O: After the test, we continued with Partial Fractions, which was one big "alamak". Partial Fractions suck!
Elit was crappy, as usual. Got Elit test this coming Tuesday. Fail. Definitely, maybe.
And then from Lunch onwards I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WAS SO HYPER! I kept thinking about happy stuffs and was laughing and smiling for no reason. To be happy to see people.
Therefore I was feeling so freaking intoxicated for the rest of the day 8D Physics was bliss, for once. Me and Wesley decided to sit at Jacky's and Chingxing's place. I attended the lesson with an open mind =D Though I don't denyI'm still lost in Kinematics. LOL.
Bio presentations from other groups were.. I don't know. There was this exhilarating feeling punching in me. I think I've got a problem, by the end of Bio, I was doing sit ups at the back of the class when they were presenting. LMAO.
After class, the rest of them had to go for Napfa while me and Fiona didn't have to xD So we walked out of the school together, but still separated at the traffic light anyway. Different bus stops :X
It was only when I got home then I realised it was Good Friday the next day, LOL! Preoccupied (:
This morning, went swimming with my bro! I know how long I haven't been swimming already. So the feeling of letting go in the water was so fantastic.. Peaceful :} Went to this restaurant Naked Fish for lunch, LOL.
Eek. Gotta sleep at 9pm tonight. I'd better go and pack my stuffs now. Goodnight people 8)
Badly electrifying.
So on Thursday morning had Chem Prac, I think I'm getting better at Titration now! All my 3 titration results were exactly the same and they were precisely accurate :D
CID was less time-wasting, 'cause we really discussed a lot. Lang Arts is getting better 'cause the teacher's getting better. Maths was test! I think it was damn easy =D I don't know why, these few days the tests are all so easy without me studying O: After the test, we continued with Partial Fractions, which was one big "alamak". Partial Fractions suck!
Elit was crappy, as usual. Got Elit test this coming Tuesday. Fail. Definitely, maybe.
And then from Lunch onwards I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WAS SO HYPER! I kept thinking about happy stuffs and was laughing and smiling for no reason. To be happy to see people.
Therefore I was feeling so freaking intoxicated for the rest of the day 8D Physics was bliss, for once. Me and Wesley decided to sit at Jacky's and Chingxing's place. I attended the lesson with an open mind =D Though I don't deny
Bio presentations from other groups were.. I don't know. There was this exhilarating feeling punching in me. I think I've got a problem, by the end of Bio, I was doing sit ups at the back of the class when they were presenting. LMAO.
After class, the rest of them had to go for Napfa while me and Fiona didn't have to xD So we walked out of the school together, but still separated at the traffic light anyway. Different bus stops :X
It was only when I got home then I realised it was Good Friday the next day, LOL! Preoccupied (:
This morning, went swimming with my bro! I know how long I haven't been swimming already. So the feeling of letting go in the water was so fantastic.. Peaceful :} Went to this restaurant Naked Fish for lunch, LOL.
Eek. Gotta sleep at 9pm tonight. I'd better go and pack my stuffs now. Goodnight people 8)
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
MY HEART IS NUMB, HAS NO FEELING
Wow, haven't updated properly for about 1 week already. Time, I need more time.
Last Friday was nothing much- school was horrendously boring yet keeping me on my toes all the time, it's weird. Had Bio test, I didn't study, but what's new, right? I still found it very easy though. But easy doesn't mean I will score well OK.
Saturday morning went for Dance, I think. It was a slack session, had PT, did props, then danced once only. So screwed.
Though there was a lot of homework given over the weekend, I didn't do anything except for the Bio OP. LOL. Drums and Piano on Sunday was.. normal. Oh ya, my drum class left 1 other Indian guy, he was late because the security officer at his MRT station thought he was a terrorist and asked to check his bag! Just because he was carrying his haversack on his hand and not on his shoulders. But at least this goes to show that Singapore security is not slacking ._.
Monday's Bio OP came and went, lessons were boring, yada yada yada.
Tuesday- blah, school, blah, lessons, blah, CCA, blah, went home.
Wednesday, which was today, was our YOG launch and Healthy Lifestyle Day! -.- Went to school in house tees, early in the morning went to hall for dance practice, after that went to assemble on the field according to houses.
Couldn't find Shiyi and Mengying, in the end I found Yong Chang, Yong Lun, Kang Chyi, William, Meiyu and WeiLing. All except Shiyi and Meng Ying. Zzz. The whole thing was damn stupid, walked around with Meiyu and Wei Ling, we kept finding places with fresh air to breathe, LOL. Everyone was crowding around and about, it was damn fucking suffocating.
I think the NCC Dance thing was quite cool. I didn't exactly hear anything about the speech by what's-his-name. Speeches? What are those? Can they be eaten? I'm so influenced by Eugene, heh.
At least Chem test wouldn't be on the first period, that's a good thing. The whole thing ended at about 8.30am, we were given until 9am for break (or mugging Chem for those super goodies in my class). Maths was crap, nevermind, 5 more weeks, I have to bear with her. Sheesh.
PE was so boring, since I can't play anything in case I injure myself before SYF and wouldn't be able to dance. So I spent my time sleeping, like, really lying down at the Grandstand. Recess, ate Sushi. I think it's not bad, lol. Chinese was slack, I was doing so much of the Dance's chaoxie. After that had Chem test. I didn't study for it again, obviously. I don't study for tests -.- But I think it was quite OK. Although I might flunk it. Yada.
CHAMPS was chaoxie time again, hee.
CCA was stressful. 'Cause we knew the Band's results, so everyone was feeling so super stressed out. So scared. But I think today's session was fruitful.
Tuition was great, as usual. But my heart was beating damn fast non-stop for no reason. I think the effects of Dance today still haven't worn out. I was feeling damn jittery the whole time. Zzz.
OK I GO SLEEP LIAO NIGHTS.
Note to self: Reach school at 6.30am for Dance on Saturday.
Last Friday was nothing much- school was horrendously boring yet keeping me on my toes all the time, it's weird. Had Bio test, I didn't study, but what's new, right? I still found it very easy though. But easy doesn't mean I will score well OK.
Saturday morning went for Dance, I think. It was a slack session, had PT, did props, then danced once only. So screwed.
Though there was a lot of homework given over the weekend, I didn't do anything except for the Bio OP. LOL. Drums and Piano on Sunday was.. normal. Oh ya, my drum class left 1 other Indian guy, he was late because the security officer at his MRT station thought he was a terrorist and asked to check his bag! Just because he was carrying his haversack on his hand and not on his shoulders. But at least this goes to show that Singapore security is not slacking ._.
Monday's Bio OP came and went, lessons were boring, yada yada yada.
Tuesday- blah, school, blah, lessons, blah, CCA, blah, went home.
Wednesday, which was today, was our YOG launch and Healthy Lifestyle Day! -.- Went to school in house tees, early in the morning went to hall for dance practice, after that went to assemble on the field according to houses.
Couldn't find Shiyi and Mengying, in the end I found Yong Chang, Yong Lun, Kang Chyi, William, Meiyu and WeiLing. All except Shiyi and Meng Ying. Zzz. The whole thing was damn stupid, walked around with Meiyu and Wei Ling, we kept finding places with fresh air to breathe, LOL. Everyone was crowding around and about, it was damn fucking suffocating.
I think the NCC Dance thing was quite cool. I didn't exactly hear anything about the speech by what's-his-name. Speeches? What are those? Can they be eaten? I'm so influenced by Eugene, heh.
At least Chem test wouldn't be on the first period, that's a good thing. The whole thing ended at about 8.30am, we were given until 9am for break (or mugging Chem for those super goodies in my class). Maths was crap, nevermind, 5 more weeks, I have to bear with her. Sheesh.
PE was so boring, since I can't play anything in case I injure myself before SYF and wouldn't be able to dance. So I spent my time sleeping, like, really lying down at the Grandstand. Recess, ate Sushi. I think it's not bad, lol. Chinese was slack, I was doing so much of the Dance's chaoxie. After that had Chem test. I didn't study for it again, obviously. I don't study for tests -.- But I think it was quite OK. Although I might flunk it. Yada.
CHAMPS was chaoxie time again, hee.
CCA was stressful. 'Cause we knew the Band's results, so everyone was feeling so super stressed out. So scared. But I think today's session was fruitful.
Tuition was great, as usual. But my heart was beating damn fast non-stop for no reason. I think the effects of Dance today still haven't worn out. I was feeling damn jittery the whole time. Zzz.
OK I GO SLEEP LIAO NIGHTS.
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend
Note to self: Reach school at 6.30am for Dance on Saturday.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
his face was as bright as ever. "hello!" i waved. he smiled and waved back
Damn eventful dream last night. I dreamt of so many people.. wow.
Patience - Take That
Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions
'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend
I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me
'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience, yeah
Have a little patience, yeah
'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Just have a little patience
Have a little patience
'Cause I
Have just need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience
Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience
Patience - Take That
Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions
'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend
I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me
'Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience, yeah
Have a little patience, yeah
'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
Just have a little patience
Have a little patience
'Cause I
Have just need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience
Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience
Thursday, April 2, 2009
childhood memories- where's ours?
Haven't worn my specs out for a long time already, today I wore it and wasn't feeling so used to it. Shiyi feels it too.
Anyway, time for updates!
Last Sunday, when the NZ people were still around, Richie sms-ed me to ask if I wanna go with them to YMCA to find the NZ people. But I was kind of lazy so I didn't go. In the end the NZ people weren't even there, LOL.
Went for Drums and Piano, for drums, sad, it was the last day for that cute Japanese boy. He had to study for his O Levels already I think. Aww ): Piano was crap, 'cause I don't know how long never practise my piano at home already. So busy siah. Zzz.
On Monday, met the NZ people at the school gate at around 7.25pm again, as usual. Brought Steph to Aesthetic class, which was basically Art and Music. It was SIAN. I didn't really know what the teacher wanted. Wtf, LOL. I think she was also quite bored during that lesson.
At 9am brought her back to the canteen, then I continued having Aesthetics. Me and Shiyi came up with my existing wishlist, with the help of Meng Ying, LOL. At least now I have a clear idea on what I want to buy, what is more important and what is not. Blah.
Lang Arts was OK. Chinese had that 成语听写 thing. I copied a lot from Wesley, LOL. Thanks Wesley XD
I forgot what happened during Bio. Ms Lee went through Bio Assignment I think. And I was glad 'cause I completed the whole assignment without copying anyone else. I'm so proud of myself, HAH.
Maths was screwed. Physics was screwed too. But Maths is screwed more than Physics.
After school had CCA, so chiong-ed to Dance Studio. When I stepped into the Dance Studio, they just danced finish Acceleration. Sian! I wanted to dance that too. Haven't danced it in a very long time, missing it badly. ): Anyway Jaslynn and me did the rest of the fans while the other girls practised.
After about 1 and a half hour of bending over to glue crap on the fans, we finally finished everything! So I walked to the other girls, only to hear Laetitia say, "You are dismissed." Like, what the heck, I didn't even have the chance to change into my Dance Tee! -.-
Waited awhile for the fans to dry, kept them, went home. Forgot what I did at home.
Tuesday- It was the farewell day for the NZ buddies! I missed all my classes except the last 1 and a half periods. First we all went to LT4 for reflections. Then we went to the Hall to play some games, where me and Yuching ended up sitting at one side talking, and then playing the piano.
After that went to the canteen where everyone hanged out. Exchanged gifts with Steph, I loved her gift and I think she liked mine a lot too :D Then back to LT4 where Mr Choy showed us his super-cheat-method presentation of the pictures we took over the whole week. Then the NZ students presented their skits, we presented our Singapore Town song, and we proceeded to outside the library for our lunch.
The buffet was fantastic OK! The food was damn nice. And although Yuching kept dumping stuff in my platelike a dumping ground, I still managed to eat up everything without feeling like exploding. Wow! =D
Then the sad time came, it was time for them to go back to YMCA to pack up their stuffs. So we took a damn long time to send them off to the school bus stop (although the RV-ians could only stop at the gate) because we kept waving and waving and waving non-stop. Then Joshua, Yuching, me, Richie, Bella and Yi Fei ran towards the tennis court or something because we knew their bus would go towards that direction. And we saw them on the bus! And started waving frantically at them again.
Then it was back to class. Sian.
I didn't really pay attention in Chinese 'cause I kept asking Wesley what they did for the previous lessons I missed. Elit was sian, but I was happy 'cause I completed my Elit assignment due that day :D
After school was CCA, after CCA I chiong-ed all the way to Changi Airport by public transport. On the MRT there, I was smsing Yuching, Richie and my dad at the same time. The MRT had no freaking reception and my handphone battery was running out. So the whole MRT ride was so stressful, LOL.
Finally reached there at 7.24pm. And when Steph saw me she was so happy, 'cause before that she totally forgot I had CCA and thought that I didn't want to meet her at the airport. Then she told me they only had to go in the Departure Hall at around 8pm. Like, wtf? Richie and Yuching's information all so inaccurate -_- made me rush like some mad dog. Zzz.
Then my dad came, he took my bag for me and went somewhere while me and Steph and Xiu Min and some other people went to Macs to buy dinner. Ate around, hanged about, took loads of pictures, and time passed so quickly, suddenly they had to leave already. We were all damn sad lah.
Did that waving-non-stop thing for damn long again, LOL. Can train arm muscles, zzz.
Finally went home with my dad. He fetched me home lah, of course. Went home, immediately sent an email to Steph, although I knew she was still on the plane. She replied yesterday I think. And just now I just sent her back another email again. =D
From Wednesday onwards it was damn boring already. 'Cause the NZ people were gone. Chemistry was still a mess, but it was OK. Maths was ouch. PE was refreshing, I ran 2.4km without stopping! And after that I didn't feel very unwell and I didn't have a stitch or anything. I felt tired only, that's all =D
Chinese was intriguing. Huang Lao Shi is so good lah. She recommended us to 小小. Now I can't get the tune out of my head. Hah.
Assembly was fun, witnessing the Class Leaders' Investiture at the gallery was so nice. 'Cause we had so much freedom up there. Heh x)
After school went to 3H to take my Physics R&W make-up. Since I missed it while hosting the NZ people. Relatively, I think it was quite easy. But because Ms Ling was teaching them, so I couldn't really concentrate on the passage. I had to keep re-reading the thing, LOL.
After that went around the whole school trying to find the Matsuri girls. Finally found them in the hall. Joined them, regretted it, but it wasn't like I had a choice. I think that Dance practice was pointless. I hardly learnt anything. And because so many people weren't around, we couldn't even practise properly. Yada yada. Pointless.
Went home, bathed, ate dinner, then chiong-ed to tuition. Damn funny, I swear. A few guys who reached there first were trying to play an April's Fool trick on the rest of the people who haven't arrived. They switched off all the lights so it looked like the classroom was not occupied. Lucky I smart (LOL), tried the door knob, opened it, found them.
Nathan was not so lucky, he got tricked again and again by Marcus, resulting in him running up and down, up and down (long story). LOL.
In the end, everyone got pwned. 'CAUSE THERE WASN'T EVEN CLASS LAST NIGHT! LOL. When the teacher wasn't around, at first we thought she was late. But actually there wasn't even class. Apparently it was stated in the schedule, but who would even bother to check? Except Rui Ying, maybe. So we all went home at 8pm, when I realised something was wrong and went to check with the office. Hee I so good right ^^
Today was a long day. But more relaxed, I think.
Chem prac is fun, when I got the hang of Titration. It's rather easy already =D
CID was good, I think. 'Cause Mr Chng wasn't around so Ms Chia took over. And she taught us so much! =D Lang Arts was really cool. Cindy Ong has really become very very nice and good, I don't know why, LOL.
Maths was still screwed, but later on after school, with Yuching, it suddenly became OK. =D
Elit was as boring as ever.
Physics test was really really bad. Whatever that has gotta do with Velocity against time graphs, I didn't know how to do. And unfortunately, they kept appearing everywhere! >_<
Phew, finally done updating.
Gonna sleep now, nights! 8)
Anyway, time for updates!
Last Sunday, when the NZ people were still around, Richie sms-ed me to ask if I wanna go with them to YMCA to find the NZ people. But I was kind of lazy so I didn't go. In the end the NZ people weren't even there, LOL.
Went for Drums and Piano, for drums, sad, it was the last day for that cute Japanese boy. He had to study for his O Levels already I think. Aww ): Piano was crap, 'cause I don't know how long never practise my piano at home already. So busy siah. Zzz.
On Monday, met the NZ people at the school gate at around 7.25pm again, as usual. Brought Steph to Aesthetic class, which was basically Art and Music. It was SIAN. I didn't really know what the teacher wanted. Wtf, LOL. I think she was also quite bored during that lesson.
At 9am brought her back to the canteen, then I continued having Aesthetics. Me and Shiyi came up with my existing wishlist, with the help of Meng Ying, LOL. At least now I have a clear idea on what I want to buy, what is more important and what is not. Blah.
Lang Arts was OK. Chinese had that 成语听写 thing. I copied a lot from Wesley, LOL. Thanks Wesley XD
I forgot what happened during Bio. Ms Lee went through Bio Assignment I think. And I was glad 'cause I completed the whole assignment without copying anyone else. I'm so proud of myself, HAH.
Maths was screwed. Physics was screwed too. But Maths is screwed more than Physics.
After school had CCA, so chiong-ed to Dance Studio. When I stepped into the Dance Studio, they just danced finish Acceleration. Sian! I wanted to dance that too. Haven't danced it in a very long time, missing it badly. ): Anyway Jaslynn and me did the rest of the fans while the other girls practised.
After about 1 and a half hour of bending over to glue crap on the fans, we finally finished everything! So I walked to the other girls, only to hear Laetitia say, "You are dismissed." Like, what the heck, I didn't even have the chance to change into my Dance Tee! -.-
Waited awhile for the fans to dry, kept them, went home. Forgot what I did at home.
Tuesday- It was the farewell day for the NZ buddies! I missed all my classes except the last 1 and a half periods. First we all went to LT4 for reflections. Then we went to the Hall to play some games, where me and Yuching ended up sitting at one side talking, and then playing the piano.
After that went to the canteen where everyone hanged out. Exchanged gifts with Steph, I loved her gift and I think she liked mine a lot too :D Then back to LT4 where Mr Choy showed us his super-cheat-method presentation of the pictures we took over the whole week. Then the NZ students presented their skits, we presented our Singapore Town song, and we proceeded to outside the library for our lunch.
The buffet was fantastic OK! The food was damn nice. And although Yuching kept dumping stuff in my plate
Then the sad time came, it was time for them to go back to YMCA to pack up their stuffs. So we took a damn long time to send them off to the school bus stop (although the RV-ians could only stop at the gate) because we kept waving and waving and waving non-stop. Then Joshua, Yuching, me, Richie, Bella and Yi Fei ran towards the tennis court or something because we knew their bus would go towards that direction. And we saw them on the bus! And started waving frantically at them again.
Then it was back to class. Sian.
I didn't really pay attention in Chinese 'cause I kept asking Wesley what they did for the previous lessons I missed. Elit was sian, but I was happy 'cause I completed my Elit assignment due that day :D
After school was CCA, after CCA I chiong-ed all the way to Changi Airport by public transport. On the MRT there, I was smsing Yuching, Richie and my dad at the same time. The MRT had no freaking reception and my handphone battery was running out. So the whole MRT ride was so stressful, LOL.
Finally reached there at 7.24pm. And when Steph saw me she was so happy, 'cause before that she totally forgot I had CCA and thought that I didn't want to meet her at the airport. Then she told me they only had to go in the Departure Hall at around 8pm. Like, wtf? Richie and Yuching's information all so inaccurate -_- made me rush like some mad dog. Zzz.
Then my dad came, he took my bag for me and went somewhere while me and Steph and Xiu Min and some other people went to Macs to buy dinner. Ate around, hanged about, took loads of pictures, and time passed so quickly, suddenly they had to leave already. We were all damn sad lah.
Did that waving-non-stop thing for damn long again, LOL. Can train arm muscles, zzz.
Finally went home with my dad. He fetched me home lah, of course. Went home, immediately sent an email to Steph, although I knew she was still on the plane. She replied yesterday I think. And just now I just sent her back another email again. =D
From Wednesday onwards it was damn boring already. 'Cause the NZ people were gone. Chemistry was still a mess, but it was OK. Maths was ouch. PE was refreshing, I ran 2.4km without stopping! And after that I didn't feel very unwell and I didn't have a stitch or anything. I felt tired only, that's all =D
Chinese was intriguing. Huang Lao Shi is so good lah. She recommended us to 小小. Now I can't get the tune out of my head. Hah.
Assembly was fun, witnessing the Class Leaders' Investiture at the gallery was so nice. 'Cause we had so much freedom up there. Heh x)
After school went to 3H to take my Physics R&W make-up. Since I missed it while hosting the NZ people. Relatively, I think it was quite easy. But because Ms Ling was teaching them, so I couldn't really concentrate on the passage. I had to keep re-reading the thing, LOL.
After that went around the whole school trying to find the Matsuri girls. Finally found them in the hall. Joined them, regretted it, but it wasn't like I had a choice. I think that Dance practice was pointless. I hardly learnt anything. And because so many people weren't around, we couldn't even practise properly. Yada yada. Pointless.
Went home, bathed, ate dinner, then chiong-ed to tuition. Damn funny, I swear. A few guys who reached there first were trying to play an April's Fool trick on the rest of the people who haven't arrived. They switched off all the lights so it looked like the classroom was not occupied. Lucky I smart (LOL), tried the door knob, opened it, found them.
Nathan was not so lucky, he got tricked again and again by Marcus, resulting in him running up and down, up and down (long story). LOL.
In the end, everyone got pwned. 'CAUSE THERE WASN'T EVEN CLASS LAST NIGHT! LOL. When the teacher wasn't around, at first we thought she was late. But actually there wasn't even class. Apparently it was stated in the schedule, but who would even bother to check? Except Rui Ying, maybe. So we all went home at 8pm, when I realised something was wrong and went to check with the office. Hee I so good right ^^
Today was a long day. But more relaxed, I think.
Chem prac is fun, when I got the hang of Titration. It's rather easy already =D
CID was good, I think. 'Cause Mr Chng wasn't around so Ms Chia took over. And she taught us so much! =D Lang Arts was really cool. Cindy Ong has really become very very nice and good, I don't know why, LOL.
Maths was still screwed, but later on after school, with Yuching, it suddenly became OK. =D
Elit was as boring as ever.
Physics test was really really bad. Whatever that has gotta do with Velocity against time graphs, I didn't know how to do. And unfortunately, they kept appearing everywhere! >_<
Phew, finally done updating.
Gonna sleep now, nights! 8)
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
it's the kind where you say "aww" but still smile after that
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL!
JOKE SIAH. LOL. I still love my tuition =D
Will update more after my Bio test on Friday, should be. Heh.
JOKE SIAH. LOL. I still love my tuition =D
Will update more after my Bio test on Friday, should be. Heh.
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