Wednesday, October 31, 2012

M

Long time no see, man! That short encounter with you outside the pigeon hole brightened my day more than I expected it to.

I really like that you are so fuss-free; everything is so simple with you. :)

It's what I really need right now. No drama.

Bond

Note to self: STAY AWAY STAY AWAY STAY AWAY

Argh.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Perfect drowning device

So early and I'm already feeling the fatigue kicking in. Plus I woke up so late!

Maths is so brain-draining. :(

Monday, October 29, 2012

YAY

Just one minute after I posted the previous post and you replied me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA IM ALL SMILES NOW I HAD NO IDEA HOW LIBERATED I WILL FEEL OH MY GOODNESS.

Thought you weren't gonna reply me.. But I'm so utterly glad that you did.

Thank u so much. Friends forever. :)

Atoning for sins

So.. I may have been too impulsive last night.

But at least tell me you would rather talk about it after As or something. Not replying me at all is absolute torture.

Then again, I guess I deserve it.

Without you

Fresh wounds.. Hurt the most. I just never knew it was gonna hurt so much.

I'm trying my best right now to forget about it, to not think about it, to just focus on work, but every single thing just reminds me of you.

The worst thing is when you don't even know it.

But it's empty

Finally, for once after so long, I had a dreamless sleep. Must have been really emotionally drained.

I wake up and it hurts me to realise that there is nothing left, no hope for me to hold on to. Absolutely nothing. After investing so much for so long, this is it.

I don't even know what to feel right now.

Sunday, October 28, 2012

The first step

But I just can't hate you man. If anything, I respect you even more.

Whatever.. As long as you're happier this way. :) wish you nothing but the best.

We're all fools

What the hell did you think you were doing?! Whoever said you could play with someone like that, to let her slip in so deep when you knew she was never in the picture all along?

I know you are hurting too, but that doesn't give you the bloody right to hurt somebody else.

FUCK YOU

Incomparable

but sometimes it hurts instead

Colorfire

Just wanna see you happy; to see that smile on your face.

Even if I'm not the reason for it

all you

SO BLOODY TIRED MIND KEEPS DRIFTING CAN'T CONCENTRATE ARGHHHHHHH

Saturday, October 27, 2012

BOOYA

9 days to As and I choose to come back here now?! For 2 years I didn't post a single thing and suddenly I have this urge to do so at this time.

The things I do to get away from studying..

Speaking of which, I SHOULD STOP WHINING AND JUST GET DOWN TO IT. Ugh. Disgusted at myself.