all the time

Woah I don't know when I started liking Korean songs. But this song is seriously very nice, really. And sorry I can't provide lyrics. LOL.

Anyway CCA for yesterday as well as this morning was really great. Haha.

Last night came home and chiong-ed my Physics ASK Assessment, thank you Chong Tat for lending me yours as reference, lol.

And I received my dance schedule for March Holidays. It goes as follows:
Monday - 8.30am to 4.30pm
Tuesday - 8.30am to 4.30pm
Wednesday - 8.30am to 4.30pm
Thursday - 8.30am to 4.30pm
Friday - 8.30am to 4.30pm

Sian.

Ever since I quit Audition at the time when dinosaurs ruled the world until now, I haven't heard 7 days, lol. Just now played Audi with Zhang Yong. Seriously, can't tell that he plays Audi. I thought he plays DotA or something. Anyway it was fun, zz.

BLAH. So tired.

it's kind of difficult to even care anymore

Maybe having so much homework in Sec 3 is a good thing afterall.

Whenever I have too much time on my hands, I start to think of things that I'd prefer not to think about. Things that the passing of time screwed up.

One big entangled mess

And soon it won't even be a mess anymore. It'll just be nothing.

wondering if it’s me you’re seeing

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing - Aerosmith

I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’ll still miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you, feeling you’re heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing

Then I kissed your eyes and thank God we’re together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’ll still miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing

And I don’t wanna miss one smile
I don’t wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be right here with you, just like this

I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay in this moment, for all the rest of time

Don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’ll still miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing

I don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing

‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’ll still miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing

I don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
I don’t wanna miss a thing

nostalgia

Reminders that I never wanted.
Memories that were never meant to be forgotten.

whatever we had- it'll be gone only too soon

A few months ago, this thought never crossed my mind.
Now it's happening. Right in front of my eyes.
And it's something I definitely don't like.

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

there's nothing for me to look forward to right now

This morning had PT with International Dancers, lol. It was rather slack ._.

During Maths the NIE teacher came in, and I was wondering why she looked so familiar. And I tell you my Maths is definitely going down the drain. The NIE teacher can't seem to teach!! And she doesn't even seem like a teacher. Gosh. I'm gonna miss Mr Liu alot alot alot alot alot ..

During PDP changed seats. Sian. I don't really care who I'm sitting with, I just don't like sitting on the most left side of the classroom. My left eye degree's already much worse than my right. AND I FORGOT TO TELL TCHER. Zzz. Crap.

After school had AMC. It was so screwed. They didn't give us lunch time, so during the test I was cold, tired and hungry. Like, I could hear my stomach grumbling, LOL. And it was a waste of my time! I didn't even know how to do more than half the questions. Blah.

Tuition later.
Bye.

yeah i feel the chemistry, yo

YO PEOPLE!

Imma happy girl today :D Because the common tests are finally over!

So today we had Bio test in the third period, before that was Maths, and Mr Liu actually gave us 10 minutes of Maths period to do some last-minute chionging of Bio! Seriously, he's damn nice, and I wonder how I'd feel when he's not gonna teach us for whole ten weeks. Life would be more hellish than ever.

The test itself was.. Well, I'd say it was equally hard as the Chem and Physics test. If you'd studied hard enough, aceing it would be no problem. But obviously I don't study for the tests, so, same difference.

Last period was Elit, and we had another godly test. It was harder than the practices we did, lol. Like, I could hardly find any friggin' literary devices and we only had 40 minutes to answer 2 essay-like questions? I feel like I'm doing History all over again, just not so History-y. LOL.

Well obviously at 2pm when we were dismissed I felt damn shuang, 'cause our tests are all over! O-V-E-R! =D Then thought of the fact that we had to stay back for CCA, and surprisingly, I didn't feel so sian, lol.

CCA was.. productive. Hee. At least Benedict Soh seems to be regretting not choreographing the International Dance first, so he kind of did away with the Chinese Dance and the Year 5 Dance, and giving his full concentration to us International Dancers for the time being. Woooo. And I think the girls are getting better. The guys, too. Everyone JIAYOUS!

Wow don't tell me I'm starting to like my CCA lolx.

After CCA, while walking out of the school gates, I saw my dad's car. SHIOK MAN! No need take bus, MRT, and transfer to another MRT during peak period for today. No need to get squeezed like some shit in the sewege. 'Cause my dad drove me home! LALALA.

But sadly, this is more of a once-in-a-blue-moon-thing, because my dad attended some outside conference today and could fetch me. Woot.

Came home and realisation hit me: Although our tests for this term is over, I still have many things to do. Like Chem Oral Presentation and Art&Music Project as well as clearing up all my homework that has been piling up since school started. LOL.

Time to start writing my script for the presentation tomorrow.
Still have to stay back after school for American Maths Competition, sian. Now, who was the crapper who said that 3E people are very smart. I'm in 3E and I'm not smart. There's a reason why I usually don't sign up for the AMC right. 'Cause I'll totally flunk it anyway. AND THEY FUCKING MADE THE WHOLE CLASS SIGN UP.

ZZZ. OK nevermind.
Byee.

I have no idea how to describe it.
This feeling- it's too good.
Perfect.

those were the days

I sense my eyelids drooping while reading my Bio notes. And I'm totally not absorbing anything, so there's practically no use in reading it. I'd rather read my One Day In The Life Of Ivan Denisovich, it's a tad more interesting. Heh.

Anyway I keep puking after meals these few days. Like yesterday's lunch and this morning's breakfast. I'm not bulimic- I swear!! It's not my fault that my stomach doesn't want to digest anything. Gosh.

Yesterday was spent rather fruitfully, LOL. In the morning I was doing Maths, I think. But at a super slow rate 'cause I kept clicking on iTunes and changing the song. Then afternoon went for drums and piano. I LOVE DRUMS WOOOH. 'Cause it's so damn bloody easy, there's no need for practising, even if you forget what you did the previous week, it's still OK 'cause like I said, it's damn easy. As for piano.. Oh well. It's damn screwed. I don't practise AT ALL throughout the week. GG.

Came home after piano and tried to pia Maths again. In the end I gave up at around 10.15pm and decided to go to sleep. But from 10.15 to 11pm I was surfing the net and stuffs LAWLS.

This morning reached school at 6.15am, was planning to do some work, but while walking to class I was already half asleep, like some friggin' zombie. The moment I sat down on my chair in the empty classroom, I placed my arms on the table and put my head on top.. And there goes my homework. It was a dreamless nap, and in between I think Jiekai came to my class- and tried to disturb me by banging the doors very loudly- and shouted something but I have no idea what it was 'cause I was damn tired and more than half asleep. LOL.

My point is: I slept from 6.15am to 7.20am in class, LAWLS. After that I was wondering why didn't I just sleep later at home instead and reach school much later. After all, my bed would be so much more comfortable. But nevemind.

First period was a waste-time-period, as usual. Art. No music today, 'cause Paul Hung didn't come. HEH.

After recess was Lang Arts, a new teacher came and sat in to listen, I think she has the potential to be a good teacher, just that maybe she won't be strict enough and students will start stepping over her head or something.

Chinese was.. Freaking hell the teacher keep giving homework, homework after homework, after homework..

After lunch I felt lethargic again. Couldn't concentrate during Bio, lol.

Maths was OK, except for the fact that Mr Liu won't be teaching us for 10 weeks already!! ARGHHHH!! Crap the NIE teacher leh. Sian they say 'cause 3E is a good class hence they will let the NIE teacher try out the good class.

Point 1: BULLSHIT. 3E is not a good class. To me anyway.
Point 2: BULLSHIT. Why let NIE teachers take good class? Take already then the standard will drop like crap.

Physics was utter and total bollocks, don't understand don't understand don't understand. Yada yada yada BLAH.

Maths test was.. OK? I finally know how to solve one of the sub-questions then in the end teacher say time's up, lol. But nevermind, I'm still damn happy, managed to finish the whole paper + bonus question, heh.

Anyway you guys wanna read the satire that Pekkhoon, me, Kai Ling and Shao Xun wrote for Elit? We did it in parts and Shao Xun collated everything and I think he made it very cool. Seriously. Read it, don't be put off by the length.

In the defence of Singaporeans

"A first-world nation with a third-world culture". Many times has it been said that Singaporeans are an ungracious lot. Too many, I say. To us, the staunch supporters of our own nation, this is deeply offensive. Although, to a casual observer, it may seem that the actions of a Singaporean are only made in self-interest with complete disregard for others, this is actually an unintentional façade which masks our true, noble motives. Admittedly, our intentions require some complex, challenging lateral thinking to be inferred from our actions and consequently understood, and so this would naturally be a mentally daunting task to some. Thus, your humble author does not blame you if you have been swindled by devious sources into thinking that Singaporeans are a rotten lot. Instead, in my next few arguments, which I hope will prove to be persuasive, I will attempt to enlighten you and to reveal to you how kind-hearted and charitable the nation of Singapore is.

Firstly, I shall explain our allegedly inconsiderate behaviour at the cornerstones of our culture, the exact place where all life originated -- our hawker centres. The very fact that we regard this sacred paradise with utmost respect already ensures that we would rather give up our precious mobiles phones then desecrate it.

Many have the awful misconception that Singaporeans are being selfish by reserving (or, in our native tongue, "choping") tables via the means of packets of tissue paper. These claims are often made on shaky ground, by detractors desperate to tarnish our pristine, pearlescent reputation. In actual fact, this is an act of farsighted prevention.

By marking one's table with a packet of tissue paper, Singaporeans are able to avoid messy territorial brawls due to confusion as to who should get the seat. What if two people who just bought their food reach the table at the same time? Who does the seat belong to? A lone packet of tissue paper is able to eradicate all possibility of squabbles, cursing, swearing and viciously hurling vulgar expletives at the person threatening to usurp your throne, your birthright, your honour. (Of course, the above scenario is strictly hypothetical as Singaporeans are known to be peaceful and forgiving.) Also, with the diverse variety of tissue paper packet designs, the hawker centre is beautified with a vibrant riot of colours. This makes eating a more pleasant affair, especially when empty tissue packets start flying around in the wind, like golden-brown leaves in the cool autumn breeze. One will also be able to see cleaners stunned, staring wide-eyed at the scene, probably awestruck by the magnificence of what we Singaporeans have created.

Furthermore, by buying these packets of tissue paper, we are supporting the old folks that are often the main suppliers for the public. These old people would otherwise be unable to support themselves and would therefore degrade from a respected distributor of crucial goods to a burden and liability to the nation. The practice of leaving a poor soul behind to watch the table can also be abolished. So you see, dear reader, by utilising the otherwise unappreciated packets of tissue paper, us thoughtful Singaporeans are simply trying to be helpful so that people in our society can live amicably together.

Another complaint often heard at hawker centres are that regarding the mess we leave behind after dining. Ah, yes. This is a very good example of the subtle intelligence displayed by us Singaporeans. Just imagine, what will happen if all Singaporeans cleared up their own mess? Would there be a need for janitors? The poor and pathetic foreign workers will have no rubbish to pick up, no mess to clean up, and no job to keep. Their very survival depends on clearing our leftovers. Clean tables would only spell disaster for the poor janitors who will spiral down towards redundancy and obsoleteness. In no time, retrenchment would be on the rise. Thus, by not clearing our own mess, we are giving them a chance to live and continue breeding so their next generation can continue with this honourable business. In fact, we are taking care and showing concern to these pathetic souls who are helpless without our help. Notice the smiles on their faces when they come and clear the tables for us, while we obliviously sit there, blissful and content with the knowledge that we have once again saved them from starvation and extinction.

Insensitivity is also another crime we are charged with, even though it is obvious that this sort of heinousness is far beneath us. Others are simply mistaking our famed practicality that has brought us countless financial and economic success for it. Although we religiously scour through the obituaries for death dates to buy TOTO or 4D with, we are merely acting on logic. The dead would be a lot more useful as suppliers of luck then simply being, well, dead. Never mind if the death date belongs to a young girl who was kidnapped and subsequently cruelly mutilated, killed and raped by a crazed serial paedophile. As long as it brings in good money, everything is easily justified.

Another instance when we display our supposed insensitivity is when a tragic accident occurs and we simply stand aside, furiously jotting down the site, date, time and other details of the accident while taking photographs and videos. Woefully misguided people say that this is prime evidence which supports their stand, but first, I would like to draw up a scenario: A man is jay-walking and talking on his handphone. A victim of mobile addiction, he is overly engrossed in his phone conversation and does not realise a car speeding towards him. The driver of the car tries to brake, but nonetheless, the car does not stop in time and rams into the man. The man is flung in a long arc like a rag doll, and lands headfirst on the ground, skids a few more metres, and lays there, a bleeding mess. The driver of the car attempts to drive off, only to run his car over the man's body on the road. When the car has been driven off, it can be seen that blood is flowing out profusely from a ripped wound where the arm, now an unidentifiable heap of lacerations and crushed bones, used to be. The man's abdomen has a gaping hole, and ribs are pierced through his lungs and protruding. When Singaporeans witness this accident, they would immediately whip out their handphones take pictures of the gruesome scene, but none of them would call the police or the ambulance. At this point, the slow-witted may think that Singaporeans are extremely cold and unsympathetic to the blight of others. They also accuse us of having a morbid interest in death, which is absolutely untrue. What motivates Singaporeans to take photos or videos is essentially human nature. It is innocent curiosity, the very same thing that spurred Einstein to research atomic relativity and Newton to wonder about the forces of gravity, which is why we are interested in these incidents. There is no sadistic pleasure and there definitely isn't any necrophilia. I, for one, am sure that the hearts of the onlookers are filled only with grief and sympathy for the victims and his family. The allegations of cruelty are inaccurate.

Occasionally, a grossly misinformed lowlife would grumble about the etiquette of Singaporeans aboard public transport. We are not being rude or impolite when we do not give up our seats to others; we are simply being mindful of the person's feelings. Wouldn't you be furious when you, a perfectly healthy and fit middle-aged man, is insulted by the insolent teen who regards you as someone frail and weak and therefore in need of a seat? Wouldn't you be fuming mad when people give up their seat for you and assume you are pregnant when in reality you are simply…a little bit on the plump side? This not only shows that Singaporeans are a caring and thoughtful bunch, it also reflects our ability to think ahead, to consider possible consequences and make correct decisions. Plus, when one gives up the seat to a person, that person will feel indebted to you and feel guilty and not be able to sit comfortably on the seat without his or her conscience weighing on his or her heart. Thus, by not giving up the seat, we are actually trying not to disturb the conscience of others.

I believe that the above explanations effectively debunk the false accusations and allegations that us long-suffering Singaporeans have had to live with for such a long time. I also hope that this has converted some drastically misinformed, sad, over-accusatory individuals into enlightened, logical and sensible people. We are a nation of good people, and not the bunch of inconsiderate, ungracious, selfish, insensitive jerks that we are so often perceived to be. Now, what was the licence plate number of that car?

too old to dream, too young to see

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIREN!!

Oh well, squeezing my brain juice and blending it with numbers is maths.

Everyday is passing by like no time- we have no distinct memories to mark each day. What we go through are monotonous happenings, no more life. Something that happened a day before can seem like a month before; another that happened two weeks ago can seem like yesterday. Because of the stream of homework, projects, assignments and tests that has ruled over our sec 3 life, we seem to have lost all track of time.

Yesterday I have started to concentrate during E-lit lesson, and I realise how fun that can actually be. As for PE, sorry I suck at frisbee (; The rest of the lessons are just words going in my left ear and out of the right.

And the Chinese test was weird.

CCA was a tad more interesting every session, and we're about one-third into the dance now. Slow, but still, there's progress. And Wang Lao Shi has the best ideas but it was torture to our necks. Well, I woke up with a stiff neck and now I can't rotate it without feeling pain. Ouch.

So I got home. And my second brother came home with 3 pairs of new socks- yellow, orange and red. Like, wow? He doesn't seem the type. Nevermind I promised myself a revamping of my closet at the end of this year. 2 years once. 'Cause I'm currently freaking busy now.

Soon I felt the exhaustion coming in. So I gave up at 10pm and decided to give my body the rest it needed. Actually I kinda planned to do some work, but oh well.

Waking up at 6.30am on a Saturday morning was actually more tiring than I thought, despite sleeping at 10pm the previous night. Somehow I reached Harbourfront at 7.36am, so I waited for Shiyi to come. Mengying went straight to Harbourfront McDonalds first at 8am, and after that I went there with Shiyi. Xinzhe came after awhile. Later on Ern Chuen arrived all hot (as in, sweaty, not hot hot) and panting, after walking here from school (like wth, couldn't he had taken the bus?) and getting attacked by huge crows on the way.

His hair looks like a birdnest, just maybe.

Oh ya while waiting for Shiyi to come, I saw the new MRT map. It was stated that only the Bartley, Serangoon, Lorong Chuan, Bishan and Marymount part of the Circle line would be commencing revenue service in mid-2009. The rest, well, let's wait for the next phrase. BUT WHY WASN'T BUONA VISTA INSIDE OH NOOOOOOOO. I'll have to wake up damn friggin' early next time when our school shifts to Boon Lay 'cause my dad has warned me beforehand that by that time he wasn't gonna fetch me to school anymore. Basically the later the Circle line for Buona Vista comes out, the more the number of days I have to take a very long time to go to school myself. Shiat.

So at Macs, we discussed and did the powerpoint and finished at the godly time of 10am!
2 hours! Shiyi and Mengying were fantastic.

Blah blah blah I went home and slept the early afternoon away, waking up only at around 3.40pm to get my dad to teach me Maths and Physics. He taught, and he went out after that, so I slacked around, surf-ed the internet and stuffs, didn't do my homework. Oops.

Went out for dinner and came home, currently attempting to finish all my Maths revision worksheets before I sleep.

The time now is 10.15pm and I'm not even one-third through. Coolio.

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
And maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

i try to stay awake and remember my name

Everybody's Changing - Keane

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

riding shotgun

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEWHUI!

let me rest in pieces

Everything is different.
If I can't feel it, something must be wrong with me.

Nope, I was never one to like these kind of changes.
But nevertheless, adaptation much?

hey baby look at me go

Geek in the Pink - Jason Mraz

Yo, brother A to Z
Yo, whassup B?
Yo, what time is it?
Haha, it's laundry day

Well, let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
I may be skinny at times but I'm fat fulla rhymes
Pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it

Well, isn't it delicious, crazy way that I'm kissin'
'Cause baby listen to this, don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
But don't ever quit cause soon I'm gonna let you in but see

I don't care what she might think about me
You can vibe without me if you want

I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know

I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge me by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Like the geek in the pink, pink, pink
The geek in the pink, yeah

Well this relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
At least I talk about it keep a pattern of flattery and

She was starin' through the doorframe
Eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
Well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
Cause I ain't comin' home I don't need that attention, see

I don't care what she might think about me
You'll get by without me if she wants

I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be the let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know

I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Hey baby look at me go
From zero to hero
You better take it from a geek like me
Well I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you complete him or not

So what I've got a short attention span
A coke in my hand
Because I'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip-flops it don't stop with the light rock
A shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot

The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha so
I'm developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener

I don't care what she might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want

I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be the let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know

I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Well, I'm the geek in the pink, yo pink pink
Geek is the color for fall, I'm the geek in the pink yeah
So I'm the geek yo, in the pink yo.
Hahah, y'all geek is the new color for fall
I'm the geek in the pink

riding a roller coaster that swoops all the way down and never back up

The words were innocent.
But as I read them, I felt myself emptying inside.

I knew this would happen sooner or later.
Damn, how the heck would I know it would happen so soon?

I should have seen it coming.
Should have, but didn't.

there's no handbook for life

So Friday was a great day.
Didn't have Physics, plus Benedict Soh finally started to treat the International Dance seriously.

As for the school front, well-
Lang Arts - OK
CID - OK
E-lit - Dying
Chinese - Dying
Maths - Dead
Chemistry - Dead
Biology - Dead
Physics - In Hell

Ah.

Yesterday was a great day too.
Morning 8am reported at JE library to get the tin cans and stickers for Flag day.
Went to Redhill MRT, since I was alone (which was actually quite good) and also figured that not many people doing Flag day would go there.

At around 8 plus, there was this group of GESSS (I think) boys on the way to school?
They were noisy and loud and rowdy and stuffs, but at least they were kind.
Out of 7 to 8 of them, around 5 to 6 donated. Alot of coins. LOL.

Then at 12 plus in the afternoon when I was left with 5 stickers only, they came back from school.
They saw me and was like, "Wah, you still here arh?"
Then one of the guys say, "I'm gonna donate all my coins." So he did.
And it was lots and lots of coins X_X
So I told him to take more stickers.
Another guy also donate, so he took two stickers. Then no more stickers left.
Another guy remarked, "EH YOU SIAO ARH TAKE SO MANY STICKERS SHE NO MORE LEFT LEH"
So i told them, naw it was OK and they take finish the stickers means I was finished with my job already.
And they said, "Wah OK you go home liao arh"
And they byebye-ed me so I byebye-ed them back.
I so happy.

Got this other guy very joker also.
Early in the morning he was at the MRT station there together with two other friends.
Then he see me there so he donate some money.
After 5 minutes, after his friends left, and while he was waiting for someone else, he came and donated more money.
After 15 minutes, that person he was waiting for still wasn't there so he came and donated moreeee money.
We were laughing by the third time already.
Funny siah.

Conclusion: Flag day is fun. Oleh.

My dad chauffered me around after I was done, like, from Redhill MRT back to JE library to return the solidly full tin can. Heh.
I went home and I was dead tired so I slept like some friggin' pig.

Got woken up at around 5pm, had to get dressed and everything to go out to watch BREAKOUT.
YEEAAHHHHH.
It was at the Esplanade and stuffs, and it was great!
Fabulous, fantastic, freaking amazing.

The Korean dancers were damn pro at breakdance, and a couple of them could beatbox like, damn friggin' well.
Own the shit out of those from our school, man.
No offence, though.

Came home and plunged back into my lovely comfy bed.
Oops.

This morning woke up at 7.15am to prepare to go Shiyi's house to do Physics project.
X_X
Her mother so chio, siah.

Came home, went to Plaza for lessons and stuffs, went to some Western restaurant for dinner.
But I was having a really bad headache ever since my piano lesson ended so I wasn't feeling too well.
Halfway through my meal I went to the restroom and puked my life out.
After I came back my guts ached.
I drank lots of water, read my book (although my mother kept asking me not to since she said that I had a headache, and also the lighting was quite dim in the restaurant, but I still read anyway), and ate some icecream.
Felt alot better.
LOL.

Now I'm home and I have 1 thousand and 1 things to do which have yet to be touched.
It's not like it matters, anyway.

sunshine in the rain

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY-

that don't bother me

Today is a happy day.

watching you walk away

I'm losing faith.

He should never have suffered this fate.
He didn't derserve it.
I was damn friggin' shocked when I found out.
And to hell with that fucking lil' bitch.

What has the world become?

What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m OK
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

you know

"Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought.
Useless, and disappointing."

— The Cinderella Story

change is the only constant

Once in a while I realise how true that sentence can be.

But sometimes when we stop and step back, looking back on those times we shared, true, all of us have flaws, but it's so much easier to think about the good ole days, ain't it?

It's not worth to give up everything just because everybody's changing-

My parents make more sense now.

one day after another

I FOUND MY ELIT NOTEBOOK.
OK technically it was Shiyi who found it.
In her bag.
LAWLS.
Win!

Anyway today Physics quiz quite OK lah, but I made alot of careless mistakes.
I still haven't handed in Maths worksheet.
Haven't hand in Chinese also.
Haven't studied for Chinese test as well.

Aiya.
Sian ):

shhh

OK so friday was time-wasting again, for CCA.

Thank goodness I didn't have to see her on Friday. HAHA.

Saturday was spent relaxing.
Woke up really late and missed out on going out for visiting, 'cause I was too tired already.
So I spent my morning gaming.
I level-ed in Maple, and got abit sian, so I tried Audition again.
Oh man all my Audition skills gone siah. Zzz. I can barely cope with 19Obpm chance lo.

Then my parents came home and soon after there were visitors- my father's Primary School friends.
Like, wow, he hasn't seen a few of them for 3 decades already.

Then around the late afternoon, went to Heartland Mall.

After that went to my parents' JC friend's house (my parents were from the same JC).
He's a CEO so he's damn rich. But he's not proud.
Then more of their JC friends started arriving, and it was a fun night talking and eating fabulous food.

Reached home at around 12.15am, and went to sleep.

Today shall be spent doing homework, attending drums and piano, and coming home to chiong homework again.
Oops.

life's like this

Spent 1 to 2 hours doing my NZ blog.

My whole family is out at my relative's house for CNY visiting while I'm alone at home doing homework.
Pathetic much?

homework homework homework- I'm not a homework machine

This is my 400th post!

It's 12.38 now and I haven't started on Maths Worksheet, haven't started on all my NZ reflections that are needed to be done in the booklet, haven't read any Chinese articles for 听写 tomorrow.

All due tomorrow.
Sian.
Nevermind. At least just now I completed Elit stuffs, finding the meaning of words for Chinese, and finalizing the script for Lang Arts.

Heck .
Tomorrow go school then chiong.
LOL.

boiling

If you are a teacher and you somehow or rather happen to be reading this, I strongly suggest you close this page now.
Thanks.

PHYSICS WAS FUCKING BULLSHIT.
WHY?
'CAUSE WE GOT FUCKING TIME-WASTING TEACHER WHO DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO PLAN OR EXPECT THINGS.
SHE'S ATTEMPTING TO BE A SUPERWOMAN WHEN CLEARLY SHE IS FAILING BADLY AT IT BY TRYING TO CRAM AROUND 80 PEOPLE IN 1 FRIGGIN' PHYSICS LAB.

OK so she tried to combine 3E and 3H together when it was very obvious mistake since 3E and 3H not even on the same pace.
3H not even taught EM waves yet when the Common Test is coming this Monday.
I seriously pity them siah.

So she want to combine, DON'T FRIGGING KNOW HOW TO BOOK LECTURE THEATRE.
Squeeze everyone in 1 Physics Lab.

And she's really really inefficient.
She took 2 and a half hours going through 5 sheets of paper.
And she talk so much crap, in the end I bet more than half the people don't even know what she talking about lah.
Then she just follow answer scheme blindly, in the end my class PRCs have to keep pointing out mistakes for her.

Aiya I'm prepared to flunk my Physics lo.

HAH.

the world is burning down

First thing first,
if you see my Elit journal can you please pass it to me TYVM-

OK yesterday CCA, was released early before 4pm.
International dancers only HAH.

Anyway today was great 'cause Ms Ling never come.
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!

I can't find my Elit journal.
Inside got alot of important notes siah.
It's not in 3I, and not in 3E.
How come can just disappear like that de.
):

Bye.

Dark Blue - Jack's Mannequin

I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)
I don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so
I'll wait (I'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)
Pick us up off the floor
What did you possibly expect under this condition so

Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..
Just dark blue

This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
And now all I can see are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I slow down

This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue

We were boxing
We were boxing the stars
We were boxing (we were boxing)
You were swinging for Mars
And then the water reached the West Coast
And took the power lines (the power lines)
And it was me and you (this could last forever)
And the whole town under water
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue

Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the room could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue

If you've ever been alone in the dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know (you'll know)

oh wells

My uncle's kinda trying to fix my comp now.. Since he is damn good at computer and stuffs.
He works in Sony heh.

Anyway, Art/Music this morning was really boring.
Lang Arts was slack, Shiyi draws really well.
Like, really really really really well.
X_x

Chinese was spent torturously 'cause I never do the homework so I damn scared teacher call me 'cause I forgot what the whole bloody article was talking about.
In the end she still call me, but at least Shiyi helped me crapped out something.
Thanks!
:D

Then Bio was after lunch.
I
HATE
DIFFUSION
AND
OSMOSIS
!~!@#$%^&*()

Maths- got back Pop Quiz paper.
I PASSED I PASSED I PASSED!
WOO!
Then the PRC on my left and the PRC behind me got full marks.
I so zi bei.
):

MY UNCLE SAY THAT I GOT 2 KEYBOARDS THEN MY COMP KENA CONFUSED THAT'S WHY IT'S ACTING WEIRD.
Sorry lah how I know.
-.-

OK back to talking about school.
Last period was Physics, had quiz, I failed by 1 mark.
LOL then teacher took damn freaking long to go through, end up I still don't know what she talking about.

Nvm after school went to Vivo with Yuching!
That was my first time going out ever since school started.
Pathetic right.
Anyway at first the main purpose was to do homework there, but in the end I bought a bag from Zinc.
Met Yuhong and his friend in Vivo, so coincidence.
o.o
Then talk talk talk with Yuching, so fun.
Went home.

OK I shall do my Elit analysis now.
Sian.

Fyi, it's obvious why I changed my URL.
Another bro found out, and this time he found out through my friend's blog.
SO DON'T RELINK ME UNLESS YOU ARE SURE THAT NONE OF MY BROTHERS ARE READING YOUR BLOG TYVM.
:D