It's a big world

I'm supposed to be catching up on my homework now.. But sod it! ZZ

Anyway I know it's a little lag to be typing this- but SYF Mass Display Opening Ceremony is finally over!

No more 8am-5pm (for the last few days, till 10pm) CCAs for 3 consecutive weeks.
No more coming home and crashing almost immediately after bathing.
No more worrying about whether there's enough make up in the dance studio for so many people.
No more rushed lunches @ KFC/ McDonalds.
No more weird meal timings.
No more feeling so frustrated during the few lessons here and there.

But then again..

No more hanging out with dancers (!!!).
No more playing zhong ji and ummjiji on the bus/ everywhere else!
No more gossiping with the Sec 1 Dancers.
No more gossiping, period.
No more missing lessons.
No more doing make up (especially glitter!) for so many people.
No more enjoying the AC of Singapore Indoor Stadium.
No more being so high during the finale!
And to Rebecca: No more Cat High guys LOLOL HAHA

:(

At least there was some Post-SYF Mass Display-Activity yesterday. The ice cream! Frankly it sucked but the thrill was more of missing lessons (mine was Chinese YAY) to eat LOL.

Anyway the preview last Friday was super ultra weird LOL. First time dancing among audience. Everyone (well at least the little kids) were so intrigued and kept whispering, staring and taking photos! I'm so sorry we were distractions to the performance on the stage :P Anyway Meiyu was pretty cool in making the signboard fly out after hitting it from one action of the dance (Y) Btw, the signboard was still where it landed the next day/Saturday on the actual SYF Opening Ceremony.

The actual one was so much better- at least I got a little used to the audience and there were no mishap (maybe except that my safety pin AND my flower flew out). The finale was super high!!!! Screamed like mad with the rest ^^

Monday was Youth Day (what youth day?~!@#$%^). Tried to catch up on my work but totally couldn't because I was at a loss. Ended up staying up till 4.30am doing my LA reading tasks.. Well as a Lang Arts rep that's the only homework I could have at least done, right?

Woke up at 5.30am an hour later. FML.

Yesterday pretty much sucked considering I was so tired.. But I felt so empty. No more dance and dancers lol. At least we went out for lunch which was quite fun :) Went home, totally got KO-ed.. But today was much better. Classes are actually better now yay.

And, after reading this: http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/07/05/are-students-over-burdened-with-schoolwork/
I felt just a little bit more justified.

But what's with the real elephant?! Z