I feel you whisper across the sea

I'm feeling more clear-minded now, I guess. A little more hopeful about the class, a little less frustrated about the feelings.

Have been talking to many people about many things these few days. Jieru, Jacky, Xinzhe, etc. All the different things I say to them, I never told anyone else. I'm really glad you guys listen lol. Oh btw Xinzhe I think you're an awesome listener haha very good to talk to you about serious stuff, 'cause you're super sensitive and aware of the people around you, so you actually get what I'm talking about. You're one of the few that do, haha. Thanks for today!

So a few Mondays ago after Elit paper 2, Shiyi Huiying Yuyan and I went to watch Charlie St. Cloud!!!! There was supposed to be a class outing but honestly I don't think I regretted not going LOL however fun it could have been, Zac Efron was freaking hot in the movie.. His eyes were amazing. I love the way he cried, like silently tearing. It felt really real and natural haha. And I love how he's so true with Vanessa Hudgens..

After that that Tuesday was supposed to be Marking Day but we had CCA T_T one month never stretch already suddenly felt like a rock zzz but was quite glad he released the Year 4s after lunch heehee. After that Weiling Jieru and I lunch-ed at Pepper Lunch (I'm quite in love with their Seafood Aglio Olio, actually) and went to shop ^^ they were ultra tired, so was I, but I still bought stuff LOL. My wallet is seriously getting lighter zzz

And then Wednesday I couldn't walk already BUT still had to go for CCA. First session with JC batch.. Damn hiong omg zzz didn't know exactly what to expect and didn't know exactly how I felt about it but it was just quite tiring. Though it was fun because of the novelty of it all. And how satisfying it was, because we were actually heightening our potential lol. But I swear Thursday I couldn't walk properly. I stoned during assembly because I didn't want to move a muscle and feel the pain. Took horribly long to walk up and down staircases. And sitting down and standing up. Wth LOL.

Oh last Saturday went out with Yuching Yuhong Yonglun Qinghe ^^ At first ate lunch @ Sakae with Yuching Yuhong Qinghe. Damn awesome but felt like a pauper after that zzz $_$ I think I shall stick with Sakae with family heehee

After that Yonglun joined us and we were supposed to watch movie but Yuching had to attend some prize giving ceromony. Took us freaking long to find the place LOL but it was quite fun looking for it. The guys were complaining of the heat and making damn funny comments. After the whole thing my headache started to get terrible but we still watched Takers in the end @ Marina Square.

The reviews were right, it deviated away from the plot very much, felt so draggy I was like "when is it going to end I need to get out and puke", which I did, in the end, because my head was splitting z. Anyway it was the first time I tried GV's pasta, it was not bad, but then again, I didn't get to digest it fully. What a pity..

This Monday we had another Frisbee session after a long break, it felt quite good to run so much again. Thought the whole thing was better but abit sian after awhile.. Anyway thanks Jacky LOL

Tuesday after school went with Gladys Rachel and Jieru to shop again. Thought I felt triumph walking out of the shop without buying anything, in the end I couldn't take it ran back in and bought something zzz my resistance to temptation is damn cui I swear.

Yesterday had the first subject talk for Year 5s. Frankly it made me quite nervous. Suddenly I feel so old, like I was going to get sucked into the vicious world of mundanity. Next year I would have to study real hard, have no life, and like what Ms Lee said, it would be like being in a prison cell lol, especially with the combi I want to take. Then subsequently it'll not be long before we start going to uni and working and becoming one of those adults who are dead inside. I wouldn't like that. I refuse to be like that! I don't get it, why can't people have fun without having disastrous consequences..

On a lighter note, we had our second Dance session with JC. Still think the barwork quite hiong. After a couple of sets I was perspiring like mad already. Previously it took me like until the jumping part to make me perspire LOL. But quite fufilling ^_^ Like the first session the last Wednesday. At least yesterday the second half was just sitting down and writing stuff, I like :D

After CCA saw the Orange House people still doing stuffs so stayed back with Abigail and Jieru to help them.. Found out some stuff and experienced some stuff but it was quite fun. Baolong and Yingbo damn cute hahahahaha Yingbo jiayou OK LOLOL

Went home with Jieru, and as usual, we talked alot. Felt a little clearer after that. Thanks :) But we realized on the train that we missed the 20:10 :( Oh well.

Today was Sports Day! It was actually quite fun : ) The cheering, screaming, singing.. Good times haha. Although our house didn't exactly have good runners but we cheered all the same. I like that!! :D Baolong was perhaps a convincing Tigger but he kept hugging Barney LOL nevermind you're still the best mascot ever haha. For putting up with the smelly pumpkin hat also LOL. Oh and after seeing Ms Lee run she is now officially 100% my idol LOLOL OMGGGGG

Anyway halfway through I felt ultra tired and hungry hahaha during the 10 minutes break ate my noodles as usual then Mr Gan was chasing people out of the canteen LOL. After school went to eat brunch with 4E @ KFC. Didn't know why I went but it was okay I guess. Went home and I totally slept on the train. Damn tired today after all the screaming and high-ing.

Now I can't run because of the haze z oh and got back results. Quite OK I guess. Not happy, but not sad either.

You put a whole new meaning to the little things in life