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okay, i was promising myself to get another blogskin.
but i never came around to do it.
so just live with that.

anyway,
today went to sch for the class ldr workshop
after that was supposed to go to simin's hse for the cid humanities project thingy
but i went home.
lol.

my dad decided we should go do some visiting
to my grandma's sis (cos she's recovering from a stroke and we're supposed to see how she's doin, quite well, in fact).

and when i was young i had this babysitter
and now ive grown im still keeping in touch with her
so we went to visit her too
yeah.
but it was raining
and we didnt really go into her hse
she had this daughter
same birthday as me
she came down to talk to us
while my dad and i were in the car
so she was like, standing in the rain.
i made the side window down, so we could talk to her, y'know.

she's 21 alr, so fast.
when i was young we were pretty close
but now i could feel this big fat gap between us
cos we are all getting along in our lives.

and when we were down talking
i noticed the inside of the car was wet
you know, from all the raindrops
so i used a tissue to wipe it
and it felt like i was wiping the memories we had away.
it was sad, really.

like my bro said,
the only thing that's permanent is change.
and we couldnt change the permanent.