it's this general question that applies to everything

What
the
fuck
am
I
doing
with
my
life
?
?

I remember last time when I had waist-length hair and then I went to get it cut shoulder-length just to prove to my parents that I have control over my life.

Now I don't know what my point is.
I don't know what I have to prove.
I don't know what I have to do.