when you die in a dream and not wake up, you go into limbo

One last Lit Paper 2 on Monday to go! Which I'm going to screw up, considering my state now zz

Anyway last Sunday I went piano I think I was getting kind of sick and stuff I left all my piano books there accidentally LOL I forgot what happened last Monday.. Then on Tuesday had LA Paper 2 and Lit P1. Both papers were quite weird. After that went lunch with Weiren Jieru and Eugene at Yewtee's E.A.T. still so delicious! Then Jieru and I went Lot 1 to study at Macs... We talked so much about stuffs haha after awhile we went to rooftop garden to talk some more wow hehehe

Wednesday no paper but went to JP to eat lunch with Weiren Jieru and Tingzhen later on studied with Jieru at Weiren's house. Once again good food by his mom LOL Thursday no paper also but lunched with 4E ppl at JP again. After that didn't feel well so went home.. And had fever. Slept like mad. Lucky next day only CID paper.

CID was so fun, it's just so nice to write reflections cause there isn't any right or wrong. Then met up with Weiling and we were supposed to talk about Lit but ended up talking about alot of other stuffs while we walked around in Orchard..

Went home, saw doctor, so many drugs to consume now, slept at 9 plus, woke up a lot of times to clear my throat zzz my whole system is clogged up with crap I swear it felt damn uncomfortable. But at the same time I was feeling freaking weak and tired, not sure if it was the medicine so everytime I woke up I felt like I was floating. My head felt so heavy I just wanted to hurry up lie down and sleep..

This morning was a lot better I guess but then suddenly after breakfast I felt ultra weak again. I conclude it's the drugs!! But no choice... Dragged myself to lunch at some chinese restaurant to celebrate my uncle's birthday! There was so much good food, but I had to forgo the chicken wings, the fried prawn thingy etc omg T_T but what I ate was still very nice hahaha

It's been long since I've been down with fever and stuff I guess it was throat infection. It totally feels like I'm in limbo. My head constantly feels heavy, my sense of balance is way off and my body feels so limp. Every sensation becomes so numb but it tingles at the same time. It feels a lot harder when I try to think and and my mouth always tastes so bland.. And why does this sound like I'm going to die LOL

Everything I do seems like a dream.. including this post (BTW there were so many typo errors I had to correct)

Then again there are so many movies I want to watch after exams!! Charlie St. Cloud, Eat Pray Love, The Other Guys, Piranha...