.

so apparently i was wrong.
all that crap about not really caring when my phone was confiscated?
bullshit.

i really thought i could handle it.
but i guess,
the reason why i didnt really feel so sad when it was locked up last night,
was actually cause i was in a state of denial.
i think.

it was only when i was preparing to sleep
closed and locked my bedroom door
switched off the lights
lay on the bed
and cried myself to sleep.

will be getting the stinking phone back in 10 days.

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woke up this morning at about 8.30
basically kp-ed my dad the whole time.

waiting for amanda to come online.
then can start on the stupid sci project.

monday gotta run 2.4
my timing will be like shit, i think.
cause im still sick D:
that time i sick,
run 3 rounds only,
my throat like hot cold hot cold de.
piercing hot and freezing cold.
then after the 3 rounds throat super dry and pain.
2.4 is 6 rounds leh.
sure die de
):

whattheheck.
i wonder why i even bother to wake up in the morning.

♥♥

i know im such a fool for you
but i'm in so deep