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im sick of my blogskin already.
just too lazy to go find a new one.

okay.
weekends officially suck.

and plus my back is feeling totally.. way too bendy.
so when i sit up straight
i feel a sense of familiarity and pain.
zz

cause yesterday dance
doing this jump and bend back thing
coach complimented on this girl
that bitch's head got bigger
and coach wanted us to do it as good as her

so i was jumping real high,
it was hard to find the floor.
bended my back so good,
it was hard to bend it more.

im totally not in the mood for studying.
so i read books.
and my dad yells at me for not studying.
i just ignore him -_-
then he sighs and shows his disappointment in me and everything
i just ignore him somemore -.=

its hard to explain to him
ever since my term 1 grades were so lousy
its hard to find motivation in studying anymore.

cause,
what if
i study real hard
but its still so lousy
still cant beat no girls

i'll be damn whacked ohkay.

compared to
if i actually didnt bother to study
and my grades sucked

at least,
theres an excuse for myself
that im lazy and not stupid.

and now its 5 in the afternoon
not many people online
im bored out of my mind

so i have resorted to eating.
now for me,
saturday's for pigging out.

really, man.
ive eaten so much ever since after lunch.
-a slice of cheese
-one quarter of a BIG pack of prawn crackers
-many biscuits
-one coffee-milk sweet (it tasted like shit, so i spit it out after biting half of it)
-one choco-mint sweet (this one was wayyyyy better)
-15 grapes
-more biscuits
-another one quarter of the BIG pack of prawn crackers
-6 jellybeans

this is.. omfg la.
those health articles always tell us not to consume snacks between meals.
damnit man.

first, im gonna put on so much weight.
do u think it will pass 40 though?
hope it doesnt.

second, i dont think i will have any stomach space left for dinner.
cos im feeling quite full already
D:
and what if dinner is something really nice like fish head curry or something.
it'll be so wasted.
aww.
crap.

and now my bro keeps remixing songs here and there,
blasting it full volume
im getting a headache
WHY DID MY PARENTS BUY THAT APPLE MACBOOK PRO FOR HIM
&WHY MUST HIS BEST FRIEND COME FROM THE FILM, MEDIA, AND STUDIES COURSE AND TEACH HIM MORE ABOUT SONGS, VIDEOS AND STUFF

-_-

after reading Panic
i dont feel like reading my books anymore
stupid richie.
LOL

havent been able to find good books for quite some time already.
sian
talking about books,
it will remind me of my dad asking me to study.
and i will remember that IP Assessment isnt that faraway.

damnit.
but still not mugging.