.

today was his last day in school.
he's coming back at around the start of june holidays?
like, WTF?

it means from tomorrow onwards until the end of school term
i'll have no one to look at anymore
no one to sms, to chat on msn
sian.
okay i know i will still have other friends,
but it obviously isnt the same.

i'll try not to emo, but you people have to help to keep my mind off this.

cause,
like for example, today.
i was thinking about him all the time.
and how he's gonna board that stupid 7.50am flight tomoro
i feel like killing that bloody pilot.

and i kept thinking and thinking
i couldnt concentrate on what i was doing
like dance.
i felt so weak
and i hit my leg on meiyu's chair dont know how many times already.

wlao
i know 12 days isnt much
compared to like, 3 years or something?
but 12 days is enough to bring me to agony

as he flies off
he won't even be around me anymore

but i guess he's already a part of me.

i dont feel like going to school tomoro.
damn.