I put down everything I was doing because I was touched.
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After reading the comic, all the more I feel that when I move into my own apartment, the first thing I should do is to get a dog.
Friday, December 31, 2010
Thursday, October 21, 2010
I feel you whisper across the sea
I'm feeling more clear-minded now, I guess. A little more hopeful about the class, a little less frustrated about the feelings.
Have been talking to many people about many things these few days. Jieru, Jacky, Xinzhe, etc. All the different things I say to them, I never told anyone else. I'm really glad you guys listen lol. Oh btw Xinzhe I think you're an awesome listener haha very good to talk to you about serious stuff, 'cause you're super sensitive and aware of the people around you, so you actually get what I'm talking about. You're one of the few that do, haha. Thanks for today!
So a few Mondays ago after Elit paper 2, Shiyi Huiying Yuyan and I went to watch Charlie St. Cloud!!!! There was supposed to be a class outing but honestly I don't think I regretted not going LOL however fun it could have been, Zac Efron was freaking hot in the movie.. His eyes were amazing. I love the way he cried, like silently tearing. It felt really real and natural haha. And I love how he's so true with Vanessa Hudgens..
After that that Tuesday was supposed to be Marking Day but we had CCA T_T one month never stretch already suddenly felt like a rock zzz but was quite glad he released the Year 4s after lunch heehee. After that Weiling Jieru and I lunch-ed at Pepper Lunch (I'm quite in love with their Seafood Aglio Olio, actually) and went to shop ^^ they were ultra tired, so was I, but I still bought stuff LOL. My wallet is seriously getting lighter zzz
And then Wednesday I couldn't walk already BUT still had to go for CCA. First session with JC batch.. Damn hiong omg zzz didn't know exactly what to expect and didn't know exactly how I felt about it but it was just quite tiring. Though it was fun because of the novelty of it all. And how satisfying it was, because we were actually heightening our potential lol. But I swear Thursday I couldn't walk properly. I stoned during assembly because I didn't want to move a muscle and feel the pain. Took horribly long to walk up and down staircases. And sitting down and standing up. Wth LOL.
Oh last Saturday went out with Yuching Yuhong Yonglun Qinghe ^^ At first ate lunch @ Sakae with Yuching Yuhong Qinghe. Damn awesome but felt like a pauper after that zzz $_$ I think I shall stick with Sakae with family heehee
After that Yonglun joined us and we were supposed to watch movie but Yuching had to attend some prize giving ceromony. Took us freaking long to find the place LOL but it was quite fun looking for it. The guys were complaining of the heat and making damn funny comments. After the whole thing my headache started to get terrible but we still watched Takers in the end @ Marina Square.
The reviews were right, it deviated away from the plot very much, felt so draggy I was like "when is it going to end I need to get out and puke", which I did, in the end, because my head was splitting z. Anyway it was the first time I tried GV's pasta, it was not bad, but then again, I didn't get to digest it fully. What a pity..
This Monday we had another Frisbee session after a long break, it felt quite good to run so much again. Thought the whole thing was better but abit sian after awhile.. Anyway thanks Jacky LOL
Tuesday after school went with Gladys Rachel and Jieru to shop again. Thought I felt triumph walking out of the shop without buying anything, in the end I couldn't take it ran back in and bought something zzz my resistance to temptation is damn cui I swear.
Yesterday had the first subject talk for Year 5s. Frankly it made me quite nervous. Suddenly I feel so old, like I was going to get sucked into the vicious world of mundanity. Next year I would have to study real hard, have no life, and like what Ms Lee said, it would be like being in a prison cell lol, especially with the combi I want to take. Then subsequently it'll not be long before we start going to uni and working and becoming one of those adults who are dead inside. I wouldn't like that. I refuse to be like that! I don't get it, why can't people have fun without having disastrous consequences..
On a lighter note, we had our second Dance session with JC. Still think the barwork quite hiong. After a couple of sets I was perspiring like mad already. Previously it took me like until the jumping part to make me perspire LOL. But quite fufilling ^_^ Like the first session the last Wednesday. At least yesterday the second half was just sitting down and writing stuff, I like :D
After CCA saw the Orange House people still doing stuffs so stayed back with Abigail and Jieru to help them.. Found out some stuff and experienced some stuff but it was quite fun. Baolong and Yingbo damn cute hahahahaha Yingbo jiayou OK LOLOL
Went home with Jieru, and as usual, we talked alot. Felt a little clearer after that. Thanks :) But we realized on the train that we missed the 20:10 :( Oh well.
Today was Sports Day! It was actually quite fun : ) The cheering, screaming, singing.. Good times haha. Although our house didn't exactly have good runners but we cheered all the same. I like that!! :D Baolong was perhaps a convincing Tigger but he kept hugging Barney LOL nevermind you're still the best mascot ever haha. For putting up with the smelly pumpkin hat also LOL. Oh and after seeing Ms Lee run she is now officially 100% my idol LOLOL OMGGGGG
Anyway halfway through I felt ultra tired and hungry hahaha during the 10 minutes break ate my noodles as usual then Mr Gan was chasing people out of the canteen LOL. After school went to eat brunch with 4E @ KFC. Didn't know why I went but it was okay I guess. Went home and I totally slept on the train. Damn tired today after all the screaming and high-ing.
Now I can't run because of the haze z oh and got back results. Quite OK I guess. Not happy, but not sad either.
You put a whole new meaning to the little things in life
Have been talking to many people about many things these few days. Jieru, Jacky, Xinzhe, etc. All the different things I say to them, I never told anyone else. I'm really glad you guys listen lol. Oh btw Xinzhe I think you're an awesome listener haha very good to talk to you about serious stuff, 'cause you're super sensitive and aware of the people around you, so you actually get what I'm talking about. You're one of the few that do, haha. Thanks for today!
So a few Mondays ago after Elit paper 2, Shiyi Huiying Yuyan and I went to watch Charlie St. Cloud!!!! There was supposed to be a class outing but honestly I don't think I regretted not going LOL however fun it could have been, Zac Efron was freaking hot in the movie.. His eyes were amazing. I love the way he cried, like silently tearing. It felt really real and natural haha. And I love how he's so true with Vanessa Hudgens..
After that that Tuesday was supposed to be Marking Day but we had CCA T_T one month never stretch already suddenly felt like a rock zzz but was quite glad he released the Year 4s after lunch heehee. After that Weiling Jieru and I lunch-ed at Pepper Lunch (I'm quite in love with their Seafood Aglio Olio, actually) and went to shop ^^ they were ultra tired, so was I, but I still bought stuff LOL. My wallet is seriously getting lighter zzz
And then Wednesday I couldn't walk already BUT still had to go for CCA. First session with JC batch.. Damn hiong omg zzz didn't know exactly what to expect and didn't know exactly how I felt about it but it was just quite tiring. Though it was fun because of the novelty of it all. And how satisfying it was, because we were actually heightening our potential lol. But I swear Thursday I couldn't walk properly. I stoned during assembly because I didn't want to move a muscle and feel the pain. Took horribly long to walk up and down staircases. And sitting down and standing up. Wth LOL.
Oh last Saturday went out with Yuching Yuhong Yonglun Qinghe ^^ At first ate lunch @ Sakae with Yuching Yuhong Qinghe. Damn awesome but felt like a pauper after that zzz $_$ I think I shall stick with Sakae with family heehee
After that Yonglun joined us and we were supposed to watch movie but Yuching had to attend some prize giving ceromony. Took us freaking long to find the place LOL but it was quite fun looking for it. The guys were complaining of the heat and making damn funny comments. After the whole thing my headache started to get terrible but we still watched Takers in the end @ Marina Square.
The reviews were right, it deviated away from the plot very much, felt so draggy I was like "when is it going to end I need to get out and puke", which I did, in the end, because my head was splitting z. Anyway it was the first time I tried GV's pasta, it was not bad, but then again, I didn't get to digest it fully. What a pity..
This Monday we had another Frisbee session after a long break, it felt quite good to run so much again. Thought the whole thing was better but abit sian after awhile.. Anyway thanks Jacky LOL
Tuesday after school went with Gladys Rachel and Jieru to shop again. Thought I felt triumph walking out of the shop without buying anything, in the end I couldn't take it ran back in and bought something zzz my resistance to temptation is damn cui I swear.
Yesterday had the first subject talk for Year 5s. Frankly it made me quite nervous. Suddenly I feel so old, like I was going to get sucked into the vicious world of mundanity. Next year I would have to study real hard, have no life, and like what Ms Lee said, it would be like being in a prison cell lol, especially with the combi I want to take. Then subsequently it'll not be long before we start going to uni and working and becoming one of those adults who are dead inside. I wouldn't like that. I refuse to be like that! I don't get it, why can't people have fun without having disastrous consequences..
On a lighter note, we had our second Dance session with JC. Still think the barwork quite hiong. After a couple of sets I was perspiring like mad already. Previously it took me like until the jumping part to make me perspire LOL. But quite fufilling ^_^ Like the first session the last Wednesday. At least yesterday the second half was just sitting down and writing stuff, I like :D
After CCA saw the Orange House people still doing stuffs so stayed back with Abigail and Jieru to help them.. Found out some stuff and experienced some stuff but it was quite fun. Baolong and Yingbo damn cute hahahahaha Yingbo jiayou OK LOLOL
Went home with Jieru, and as usual, we talked alot. Felt a little clearer after that. Thanks :) But we realized on the train that we missed the 20:10 :( Oh well.
Today was Sports Day! It was actually quite fun : ) The cheering, screaming, singing.. Good times haha. Although our house didn't exactly have good runners but we cheered all the same. I like that!! :D Baolong was perhaps a convincing Tigger but he kept hugging Barney LOL nevermind you're still the best mascot ever haha. For putting up with the smelly pumpkin hat also LOL. Oh and after seeing Ms Lee run she is now officially 100% my idol LOLOL OMGGGGG
Anyway halfway through I felt ultra tired and hungry hahaha during the 10 minutes break ate my noodles as usual then Mr Gan was chasing people out of the canteen LOL. After school went to eat brunch with 4E @ KFC. Didn't know why I went but it was okay I guess. Went home and I totally slept on the train. Damn tired today after all the screaming and high-ing.
Now I can't run because of the haze z oh and got back results. Quite OK I guess. Not happy, but not sad either.
You put a whole new meaning to the little things in life
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
If I could read your mind
Tomorrow is 20/10/2010! Hope I can catch the 20:10 too :)
Cute song recommended by Darren-
Superman - Joe Brooks
There are no words
To paint a picture of you girl
Your eyes, those curves
It's like you're from some other world
You walk my way
Oh God is so frustrating
So why do I disappear when you come near
It makes me feel so small
Why do I blow my lines, almost every time
Like I got no chance at all
If I could be your superman
I'd fly you to the stars and back again
'Cause every time you touched my hand
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song
And tell you that I'm not that strong
'Cause I'm no superman
I hope you like me as I am
It ain't no lie
I have to tell you how I feel
Each time, I try
It gets a little more unreal
You walk my way
Oh God is so frustrating
So why do I disappear when you come near
It makes me feel so small
If I could read your mind
Girl would I find, any trace of me at all
If I could be your superman
I'd fly you to the stars and back again
'Cause every time you touched my hand
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song
And tell you that I'm not that strong
'Cause I'm no superman
I hope you like me as I am
If I could be your superman
I'd fly you to the stars and back again
'Cause every time you touched my hand
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song
And tell you that I'm not that strong
'Cause I'm no superman
I hope you like me as I am
Cute song recommended by Darren-
Superman - Joe Brooks
There are no words
To paint a picture of you girl
Your eyes, those curves
It's like you're from some other world
You walk my way
Oh God is so frustrating
So why do I disappear when you come near
It makes me feel so small
Why do I blow my lines, almost every time
Like I got no chance at all
If I could be your superman
I'd fly you to the stars and back again
'Cause every time you touched my hand
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song
And tell you that I'm not that strong
'Cause I'm no superman
I hope you like me as I am
It ain't no lie
I have to tell you how I feel
Each time, I try
It gets a little more unreal
You walk my way
Oh God is so frustrating
So why do I disappear when you come near
It makes me feel so small
If I could read your mind
Girl would I find, any trace of me at all
If I could be your superman
I'd fly you to the stars and back again
'Cause every time you touched my hand
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song
And tell you that I'm not that strong
'Cause I'm no superman
I hope you like me as I am
If I could be your superman
I'd fly you to the stars and back again
'Cause every time you touched my hand
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song
And tell you that I'm not that strong
'Cause I'm no superman
I hope you like me as I am
Saturday, October 9, 2010
when you die in a dream and not wake up, you go into limbo
One last Lit Paper 2 on Monday to go! Which I'm going to screw up, considering my state now zz
Anyway last Sunday I went piano I think I was getting kind of sick and stuff I left all my piano books there accidentally LOL I forgot what happened last Monday.. Then on Tuesday had LA Paper 2 and Lit P1. Both papers were quite weird. After that went lunch with Weiren Jieru and Eugene at Yewtee's E.A.T. still so delicious! Then Jieru and I went Lot 1 to study at Macs... We talked so much about stuffs haha after awhile we went to rooftop garden to talk some more wow hehehe
Wednesday no paper but went to JP to eat lunch with Weiren Jieru and Tingzhen later on studied with Jieru at Weiren's house. Once again good food by his mom LOL Thursday no paper also but lunched with 4E ppl at JP again. After that didn't feel well so went home.. And had fever. Slept like mad. Lucky next day only CID paper.
CID was so fun, it's just so nice to write reflections cause there isn't any right or wrong. Then met up with Weiling and we were supposed to talk about Lit but ended up talking about alot of other stuffs while we walked around in Orchard..
Went home, saw doctor, so many drugs to consume now, slept at 9 plus, woke up a lot of times to clear my throat zzz my whole system is clogged up with crap I swear it felt damn uncomfortable. But at the same time I was feeling freaking weak and tired, not sure if it was the medicine so everytime I woke up I felt like I was floating. My head felt so heavy I just wanted to hurry up lie down and sleep..
This morning was a lot better I guess but then suddenly after breakfast I felt ultra weak again. I conclude it's the drugs!! But no choice... Dragged myself to lunch at some chinese restaurant to celebrate my uncle's birthday! There was so much good food, but I had to forgo the chicken wings, the fried prawn thingy etc omg T_T but what I ate was still very nice hahaha
It's been long since I've been down with fever and stuff I guess it was throat infection. It totally feels like I'm in limbo. My head constantly feels heavy, my sense of balance is way off and my body feels so limp. Every sensation becomes so numb but it tingles at the same time. It feels a lot harder when I try to think and and my mouth always tastes so bland.. And why does this sound like I'm going to die LOL
Everything I do seems like a dream.. including this post (BTW there were so many typo errors I had to correct)
Then again there are so many movies I want to watch after exams!! Charlie St. Cloud, Eat Pray Love, The Other Guys, Piranha...
Anyway last Sunday I went piano I think I was getting kind of sick and stuff I left all my piano books there accidentally LOL I forgot what happened last Monday.. Then on Tuesday had LA Paper 2 and Lit P1. Both papers were quite weird. After that went lunch with Weiren Jieru and Eugene at Yewtee's E.A.T. still so delicious! Then Jieru and I went Lot 1 to study at Macs... We talked so much about stuffs haha after awhile we went to rooftop garden to talk some more wow hehehe
Wednesday no paper but went to JP to eat lunch with Weiren Jieru and Tingzhen later on studied with Jieru at Weiren's house. Once again good food by his mom LOL Thursday no paper also but lunched with 4E ppl at JP again. After that didn't feel well so went home.. And had fever. Slept like mad. Lucky next day only CID paper.
CID was so fun, it's just so nice to write reflections cause there isn't any right or wrong. Then met up with Weiling and we were supposed to talk about Lit but ended up talking about alot of other stuffs while we walked around in Orchard..
Went home, saw doctor, so many drugs to consume now, slept at 9 plus, woke up a lot of times to clear my throat zzz my whole system is clogged up with crap I swear it felt damn uncomfortable. But at the same time I was feeling freaking weak and tired, not sure if it was the medicine so everytime I woke up I felt like I was floating. My head felt so heavy I just wanted to hurry up lie down and sleep..
This morning was a lot better I guess but then suddenly after breakfast I felt ultra weak again. I conclude it's the drugs!! But no choice... Dragged myself to lunch at some chinese restaurant to celebrate my uncle's birthday! There was so much good food, but I had to forgo the chicken wings, the fried prawn thingy etc omg T_T but what I ate was still very nice hahaha
It's been long since I've been down with fever and stuff I guess it was throat infection. It totally feels like I'm in limbo. My head constantly feels heavy, my sense of balance is way off and my body feels so limp. Every sensation becomes so numb but it tingles at the same time. It feels a lot harder when I try to think and and my mouth always tastes so bland.. And why does this sound like I'm going to die LOL
Everything I do seems like a dream.. including this post (BTW there were so many typo errors I had to correct)
Then again there are so many movies I want to watch after exams!! Charlie St. Cloud, Eat Pray Love, The Other Guys, Piranha...
Saturday, October 2, 2010
I need to know
I feel so insouciant today! OK not entirely, but enough for me to want to come and blog : )
For the past few days was feeling quite emo about CID but after what EC said I felt a little enlightened.. even though I lapsed back into the emo state a couple of times but still..
Anyway haven't been updating for more than a month already nothing much happened I guess? Went out shopping with Jieru and Weiling separately recently. Even though it's kind of exam period now.. On 14 September went to watch Vampires Suck with Weiling and Gladys, I was kind of laughing at how lame the show was, not their jokes LOL. Anyway I think that if they had worked on some of the better jokes, it would've made a good satire.
Last last week went to watch Grown Ups with Jieru Weiren and Eugene lol. I was kind of happy going out with them, I don't know why, but sometimes I still think they are kind of real amidst all the superficiality. Anyway the show was brainless but funny, good to destress.
I spent my first day of the study break at JP Macs with Weiling. Studied whole day.. But it was damn freaking cold after awhile and the background music was kind of noisy. Lucky met Jieru in the toilet during lunch time and asked her to joined us and she had a jacket!! Yay! LOL In the evening celebrated Claire's birthday at Pizza Hut with 4E then went home.
Second day- Weiren's house with Jieru. His mom is a good cook LOL but dinner too full already omg hahaha. Went for a walk along the canal and after that went home.
Last day was supposed to be for me to do LA research. But morning slacked a while then EC suddenly ask us to go eat lunch at JP so went Pepper Lunch with Shiyi Paola Jacky Shaun Ernchuen. Food was not bad (Y) Stoned awhile then ate pancakes at Mr Bean! Then went home and slacked for the rest of the day...
Chinese papers were quite easy, except cloze passage I always fail that z.
Thursday night I was super frustrated and worried 'cause I didn't know how to prepare for LA.. When I saw the questions on Friday I was like "oh shit" but after I started writing, I thought it was quite fun! I did question 7 my lucky number hehe^^ but also because I only studied arts LOL. Yuyan is crazy she did question 8 omg. Pro 就是 pro..
After that was kind of happy not because I would score well (I would probably score badly, actually) but because I loved what I wrote. I don't know, first time I love writing a non-storylike essay LOL. So weird.
After that went lunch with the usual people. Finally I can breathe a little! Because LA Paper 1 is over : )
These few days have been listening to a lot of songs on youtube, realized there's a lot a lot of talent. It's amazing!! I didn't use to dislike Justin Bieber but after I hear so much more I think it's quite wasted... LOL.
Anyway Yuching recommended this: http://vimeo.com/12155835 Really really really sweet LOL she said "it's like a tragedy that's not tragic" omg (Y)
And after Shaun let me watch the Kiwi one at first I didn't understand but after he explained I felt super depressed ._. because I learnt about them in NZ and they were so freaking cute zz here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdUUx5FdySs
Good luck for EOYS!!!
PS I'm in love: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErMWX--UJZ4&feature=related
For the past few days was feeling quite emo about CID but after what EC said I felt a little enlightened.. even though I lapsed back into the emo state a couple of times but still..
Anyway haven't been updating for more than a month already nothing much happened I guess? Went out shopping with Jieru and Weiling separately recently. Even though it's kind of exam period now.. On 14 September went to watch Vampires Suck with Weiling and Gladys, I was kind of laughing at how lame the show was, not their jokes LOL. Anyway I think that if they had worked on some of the better jokes, it would've made a good satire.
Last last week went to watch Grown Ups with Jieru Weiren and Eugene lol. I was kind of happy going out with them, I don't know why, but sometimes I still think they are kind of real amidst all the superficiality. Anyway the show was brainless but funny, good to destress.
I spent my first day of the study break at JP Macs with Weiling. Studied whole day.. But it was damn freaking cold after awhile and the background music was kind of noisy. Lucky met Jieru in the toilet during lunch time and asked her to joined us and she had a jacket!! Yay! LOL In the evening celebrated Claire's birthday at Pizza Hut with 4E then went home.
Second day- Weiren's house with Jieru. His mom is a good cook LOL but dinner too full already omg hahaha. Went for a walk along the canal and after that went home.
Last day was supposed to be for me to do LA research. But morning slacked a while then EC suddenly ask us to go eat lunch at JP so went Pepper Lunch with Shiyi Paola Jacky Shaun Ernchuen. Food was not bad (Y) Stoned awhile then ate pancakes at Mr Bean! Then went home and slacked for the rest of the day...
Chinese papers were quite easy, except cloze passage I always fail that z.
Thursday night I was super frustrated and worried 'cause I didn't know how to prepare for LA.. When I saw the questions on Friday I was like "oh shit" but after I started writing, I thought it was quite fun! I did question 7 my lucky number hehe^^ but also because I only studied arts LOL. Yuyan is crazy she did question 8 omg. Pro 就是 pro..
After that was kind of happy not because I would score well (I would probably score badly, actually) but because I loved what I wrote. I don't know, first time I love writing a non-storylike essay LOL. So weird.
After that went lunch with the usual people. Finally I can breathe a little! Because LA Paper 1 is over : )
These few days have been listening to a lot of songs on youtube, realized there's a lot a lot of talent. It's amazing!! I didn't use to dislike Justin Bieber but after I hear so much more I think it's quite wasted... LOL.
Anyway Yuching recommended this: http://vimeo.com/12155835 Really really really sweet LOL she said "it's like a tragedy that's not tragic" omg (Y)
And after Shaun let me watch the Kiwi one at first I didn't understand but after he explained I felt super depressed ._. because I learnt about them in NZ and they were so freaking cute zz here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdUUx5FdySs
Good luck for EOYS!!!
PS I'm in love: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErMWX--UJZ4&feature=related
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Could have, should have, but didn't
No matter how much I remind myself any sort of exemption should be a bonus which means I should be contented;
No matter how much I tell myself the past batches could do it, why couldn't I, it's just really heartwrenching....
Feel damn sian for Journalism. I didn't work so hard for the other subjects just to get pulled down by CID. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
richmond D: COYS! says:
*it's a fucking joke really, saying we can't compare.
*of course we bloody can.
Exactly!!! Zzz it's so bloody frustrating
I just hope they'll remove this exemption thing next year. It's really really detrimental to the mindset of young kids. Not excluding me.
No matter how much I tell myself the past batches could do it, why couldn't I, it's just really heartwrenching....
Feel damn sian for Journalism. I didn't work so hard for the other subjects just to get pulled down by CID. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
richmond D: COYS! says:
*it's a fucking joke really, saying we can't compare.
*of course we bloody can.
Exactly!!! Zzz it's so bloody frustrating
I just hope they'll remove this exemption thing next year. It's really really detrimental to the mindset of young kids. Not excluding me.
But I never asked
Awesome song- recommended by Shaun.
There was an item 'Runaway' at the NTU performance, they danced to this song as well, wearing cute blue rompers of different shades and holding cardboard luggages.
King Of Anything - Sara Bareilles
Keep drinking coffee
Stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet
And count the cars that pass by
You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked
So let me thank you for your time
And try not to waste any more of mine
And get out of here fast
I hate to break it to you, babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you King of Anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you King of Anything?
You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to
Jump up on board with you
Ride off into your delusional sunset
I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction, oh
But you'll never see
You're so busy making maps
With my name on them in all caps
You've got the talking down, just not the listening
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you King of Anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you King of Anything?
All my life, I've tried
To make everybody happy while I
Just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me
It's my turn to decide
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you King of Anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you King of Anything?
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you King of Anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you King of Anything?
Let me hold your crown, babe
There was an item 'Runaway' at the NTU performance, they danced to this song as well, wearing cute blue rompers of different shades and holding cardboard luggages.
King Of Anything - Sara Bareilles
Keep drinking coffee
Stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet
And count the cars that pass by
You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked
So let me thank you for your time
And try not to waste any more of mine
And get out of here fast
I hate to break it to you, babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you King of Anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you King of Anything?
You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to
Jump up on board with you
Ride off into your delusional sunset
I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction, oh
But you'll never see
You're so busy making maps
With my name on them in all caps
You've got the talking down, just not the listening
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you King of Anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you King of Anything?
All my life, I've tried
To make everybody happy while I
Just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me
It's my turn to decide
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you King of Anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you King of Anything?
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you King of Anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you King of Anything?
Let me hold your crown, babe
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Hug a random stranger
This song just kills me 8D
New Soul -Yael Naïm
I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...
I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout what is true and fake
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...
This is a happy end
Cause' you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong
This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take your far away
I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...
New Soul -Yael Naïm
I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...
I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout what is true and fake
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...
This is a happy end
Cause' you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong
This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take your far away
I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Nude
I LOVE Preen's 2011 Spring RTW collection.. Love their simple shoes and minimal color palette!!
image via The Satorialist
Can't describe how the shoes fit so perfectly with this amazing dress
image via The Satorialist
Can't describe how the shoes fit so perfectly with this amazing dress
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Every infinity
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY PARENTS ^^
I love what my bro wrote in the card.. "For x years, where x =
"
My dad was like "Thanks for being my best friend and companion.." I was looking at him write it and I thought he was going to write "Thanks for being my wife" so I was kinda surprised at what he wrote.. Super sweet that they were JC friends hahahaha (Y)
So last last week on Friday we had National Day celebrations.. Shiyi reminded me that there wasn't any concert from any performing arts at all. But it was still quite cool (not literally) except for the fact that the hall was stuffy like shit and they kept making us turn left and right z.
But the terrorist part was kinda cool, actually. The NCC guys were awesome haha. And the AYLC dances were... idk how to describe LOL.
After celebrations ate at Swensens with Huiying Yuechwen Shaun Ernchuen Alvin and Wesley (first time eat with Wesley hahaha). After that went to watch Salt with Huiying and Shaun. Jolie was super coooool damn chio hee.
Saturday went out with Gladys and Rachel in the morning to buy dance shoes. After that ate lunch and then went Vivo with Rachel to shop! I LOVE WHAT I BOUGHT HAHAHAHHAHAHA~
Sunday went to Vivo again to shop more.. $_$
Monday supposed to go Marina Barrage with Yuching Yuhong William Yonglun.. But we were on our way there when we decided to turn and head for Yuching's house. LOL. Ate chips, watched the TV on the NDP, played soccer, ate more stuffs, played cards, played zhongji, tried to play with sparklers but Yuhong's 3-year-old sparklers refused to work.. LOL. After that I went home :D It was an awesome day ^^
Next few days rather slack because all the AYLC people not around lol. Suddenly the class and the blocks so quiet. Yesterday went to the Sembawang Research Centre as Bio trip with Shiyi Huiying Yuechwen Jacky Shaun Ernchuen in the afternoon. Before that met up and went Shiyi's house to slack. She's super funny LOLOL all the gadgets in her house cannot operate normally haha. Played some piano, slacked around, Indian poker-ed and then left for Science Centre. Ate lunch at Macs.. yum.
Super glad that we went for the afternoon session.. Because I got to skip CCA HAHAHAHA. And didn't need to go for Lit too XD
This afternoon went for Republic Run. It was some run + carnival + some ge tai thingy later on after we left. The rain was so unpredictable, lol. Saw Yewhui Siqi Xiaojie and a whole bunch of other Rvians at the Bag Deposit area doing CIP.. Free labour XD LOL.
Tonight's YOG on the TV was quite cool.. All the angmohs O_O and the singer Steve Appleton for Everyone is freaking hot hahahaha.
He's from UK hahahahaha ^_^
Replay - Sean Kingston
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall with your friend
I was scared to approach you
But then you came closer
Hopin' you would give me a chance
Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We're real worldwide, breakin' all the rules
She like a song played again and again
That girl like somethin' off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is a gun to my holster
She's runnin' through my mind all day, hey
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone
From night till the morn
Girl, you really change my life
Doin' things I never do
I'm in the kitchen' cookin' things she likes
We're real worldwide, breakin' all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl like somethin' off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is the gun to my holster
She's runnin' through my mind all day, hey
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
I can be your melody
Oh girl, I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come, baby girl, let's sing with me, hey
I can be your melody
Oh girl, I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come, baby girl, let's sing with me, hey
I can be your melody
Oh girl, I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come, baby girl, let's sing with me, hey
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Shawty got me singin'
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Now she got me singin'
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
I love what my bro wrote in the card.. "For x years, where x =
"My dad was like "Thanks for being my best friend and companion.." I was looking at him write it and I thought he was going to write "Thanks for being my wife" so I was kinda surprised at what he wrote.. Super sweet that they were JC friends hahahaha (Y)
So last last week on Friday we had National Day celebrations.. Shiyi reminded me that there wasn't any concert from any performing arts at all. But it was still quite cool (not literally) except for the fact that the hall was stuffy like shit and they kept making us turn left and right z.
But the terrorist part was kinda cool, actually. The NCC guys were awesome haha. And the AYLC dances were... idk how to describe LOL.
After celebrations ate at Swensens with Huiying Yuechwen Shaun Ernchuen Alvin and Wesley (first time eat with Wesley hahaha). After that went to watch Salt with Huiying and Shaun. Jolie was super coooool damn chio hee.
Saturday went out with Gladys and Rachel in the morning to buy dance shoes. After that ate lunch and then went Vivo with Rachel to shop! I LOVE WHAT I BOUGHT HAHAHAHHAHAHA~
Sunday went to Vivo again to shop more.. $_$
Monday supposed to go Marina Barrage with Yuching Yuhong William Yonglun.. But we were on our way there when we decided to turn and head for Yuching's house. LOL. Ate chips, watched the TV on the NDP, played soccer, ate more stuffs, played cards, played zhongji, tried to play with sparklers but Yuhong's 3-year-old sparklers refused to work.. LOL. After that I went home :D It was an awesome day ^^
Next few days rather slack because all the AYLC people not around lol. Suddenly the class and the blocks so quiet. Yesterday went to the Sembawang Research Centre as Bio trip with Shiyi Huiying Yuechwen Jacky Shaun Ernchuen in the afternoon. Before that met up and went Shiyi's house to slack. She's super funny LOLOL all the gadgets in her house cannot operate normally haha. Played some piano, slacked around, Indian poker-ed and then left for Science Centre. Ate lunch at Macs.. yum.
Super glad that we went for the afternoon session.. Because I got to skip CCA HAHAHAHA. And didn't need to go for Lit too XD
This afternoon went for Republic Run. It was some run + carnival + some ge tai thingy later on after we left. The rain was so unpredictable, lol. Saw Yewhui Siqi Xiaojie and a whole bunch of other Rvians at the Bag Deposit area doing CIP.. Free labour XD LOL.
Tonight's YOG on the TV was quite cool.. All the angmohs O_O and the singer Steve Appleton for Everyone is freaking hot hahahaha.
He's from UK hahahahaha ^_^
Replay - Sean Kingston
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall with your friend
I was scared to approach you
But then you came closer
Hopin' you would give me a chance
Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We're real worldwide, breakin' all the rules
She like a song played again and again
That girl like somethin' off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is a gun to my holster
She's runnin' through my mind all day, hey
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone
From night till the morn
Girl, you really change my life
Doin' things I never do
I'm in the kitchen' cookin' things she likes
We're real worldwide, breakin' all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl like somethin' off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is the gun to my holster
She's runnin' through my mind all day, hey
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
I can be your melody
Oh girl, I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come, baby girl, let's sing with me, hey
I can be your melody
Oh girl, I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come, baby girl, let's sing with me, hey
I can be your melody
Oh girl, I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come, baby girl, let's sing with me, hey
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Shawty got me singin'
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Now she got me singin'
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out, got me singin' like
Na, na, na, na everyday
It's like my iPod's stuck on replay, replay
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
9411
I guess nobody knows it, but your presence do actually affect me as well.
A lot, sometimes. More than I can control.
A lot, sometimes. More than I can control.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Now paranoid
Last night I had my worst nightmare ever.
Don't know why but it was really really really real. Maybe that has got something to do with Inception.
When I realized it was just a nightmare and everything was fine, I cried from the relief.
Didn't know how I scared I actually was.
Don't know why but it was really really really real. Maybe that has got something to do with Inception.
When I realized it was just a nightmare and everything was fine, I cried from the relief.
Didn't know how I scared I actually was.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Rooftop paradox
So many things happened recently. So many tests, so much homework (I didn't even touch Chinese LOL) and so many events!!
Anyway last last Monday (19 July) I was supposed to be studying Chemistry with Yuching Simin and Jiarui after school @ Yuching's house. We were really studying and all then suddenly Yuching said she wanted to go buy food at her house's minimart and asked me to go along.
So I went and when I came back I saw a birthday cake on the table. I was wondering whose birthday was it (I thought someone in her household was celebrating their birthday) when suddenly Simin was exclaiming: "Eh! Weiren is behind the door!" Then Yuhong sprang out from behind a chair and Elvin and Qinghe came out from the toilet.
Righttt. Yours truly was *stuns*. Anyway thanks Yuhong for the planning and the cake and thanks the guys for decorating it and thanks the guys again for missing your self-training and thanks Jiarui and Simin was sacrificing time they could to study for Chem and thanks Simin for having to wash the big pots back in your house afterwards!! And thanks Weiren and Qinghe, Elvin and William and Yuhong for the presents ^^
And turned out Yuching's test was over, on Monday. LOL anyway it was super great to have been with 2E friends ^_^ (!!!)
Then blah then on Thursday (22 July) during recess Shiyi was asking me awkwardly, "What time did you sleep last night?" Then suddenly the whole class came up behind me with the cake and y'know. Well, Shiyi that was a really lame (but although I hate to admit it, effective) distraction.. Thanks 4E for the cake + presents :D
And I had Physics Skill 3 after school.. FML. Anyway my parents took me to Swensens to have lunch @ 5pm (LOL) to celebrate! Then after that went to tuition lol.
Friday had Chem test it was so tedious!! I mean like, so lack of time zz.
On Saturday night went out with dancers :) Bought shoes and walked around. Ate at Swensens again for dinner. Before that Liheng was carrying a cake and I was asking him, who's it for. And he said for his dad and I went, "Help me tell your dad Happy Birthday." Turned out after the meal they came out with the cake and ya lah. LOL.
But Swensens didn't allow us to eat the cake inside so we all went outside of the boundaries to eat.. quite lame and pathetic. Meiyu was super pissed off and wrote alot of bad stuff on the Feedback form. The waitress offered to help us put it in the box but I bet she tore it up and threw it away later anyway. I've heard of things like that happening before lol.
Anyway thanks Gladys for the idea and thanks Rebecca for the idea of the book and thanks dancers for writing in it!! It was super super super nice and I love it very much hahahaha. Thanks for the present too :)
3 times in a week... I never learn, do I?
Anyway last week Wednesday there was the EL Guru thing and YY almost won T_T Super unfair omggg. But she's still the best hahahahaha. Thursday had Bio test, quite easy on its own lah :)
But I'm super worried for this coming week because there's like one test on Wednesday and three tests on Thursday.. Die.
Yet I still went to watch Inception with Huiying Zhangyong Ernchuen yesterday.. Damn nice!! Like Huiying said, this is the first time we watched a movie that needed to use so much brain. LOL. But I still can't get my head around some of the things.. Guess I need to watch again XD
Nice song recommended by Shiyi-
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
You think I'm pretty
Without any make up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down
Down
Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine
Valentine
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
Imma get your heart racing
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight)
You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
Imma get your heart racing
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight)
Anyway last last Monday (19 July) I was supposed to be studying Chemistry with Yuching Simin and Jiarui after school @ Yuching's house. We were really studying and all then suddenly Yuching said she wanted to go buy food at her house's minimart and asked me to go along.
So I went and when I came back I saw a birthday cake on the table. I was wondering whose birthday was it (I thought someone in her household was celebrating their birthday) when suddenly Simin was exclaiming: "Eh! Weiren is behind the door!" Then Yuhong sprang out from behind a chair and Elvin and Qinghe came out from the toilet.
Righttt. Yours truly was *stuns*. Anyway thanks Yuhong for the planning and the cake and thanks the guys for decorating it and thanks the guys again for missing your self-training and thanks Jiarui and Simin was sacrificing time they could to study for Chem and thanks Simin for having to wash the big pots back in your house afterwards!! And thanks Weiren and Qinghe, Elvin and William and Yuhong for the presents ^^
And turned out Yuching's test was over, on Monday. LOL anyway it was super great to have been with 2E friends ^_^ (!!!)
Then blah then on Thursday (22 July) during recess Shiyi was asking me awkwardly, "What time did you sleep last night?" Then suddenly the whole class came up behind me with the cake and y'know. Well, Shiyi that was a really lame (but although I hate to admit it, effective) distraction.. Thanks 4E for the cake + presents :D
And I had Physics Skill 3 after school.. FML. Anyway my parents took me to Swensens to have lunch @ 5pm (LOL) to celebrate! Then after that went to tuition lol.
Friday had Chem test it was so tedious!! I mean like, so lack of time zz.
On Saturday night went out with dancers :) Bought shoes and walked around. Ate at Swensens again for dinner. Before that Liheng was carrying a cake and I was asking him, who's it for. And he said for his dad and I went, "Help me tell your dad Happy Birthday." Turned out after the meal they came out with the cake and ya lah. LOL.
But Swensens didn't allow us to eat the cake inside so we all went outside of the boundaries to eat.. quite lame and pathetic. Meiyu was super pissed off and wrote alot of bad stuff on the Feedback form. The waitress offered to help us put it in the box but I bet she tore it up and threw it away later anyway. I've heard of things like that happening before lol.
Anyway thanks Gladys for the idea and thanks Rebecca for the idea of the book and thanks dancers for writing in it!! It was super super super nice and I love it very much hahahaha. Thanks for the present too :)
3 times in a week... I never learn, do I?
Anyway last week Wednesday there was the EL Guru thing and YY almost won T_T Super unfair omggg. But she's still the best hahahahaha. Thursday had Bio test, quite easy on its own lah :)
But I'm super worried for this coming week because there's like one test on Wednesday and three tests on Thursday.. Die.
Yet I still went to watch Inception with Huiying Zhangyong Ernchuen yesterday.. Damn nice!! Like Huiying said, this is the first time we watched a movie that needed to use so much brain. LOL. But I still can't get my head around some of the things.. Guess I need to watch again XD
Nice song recommended by Shiyi-
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
You think I'm pretty
Without any make up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down
Down
Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine
Valentine
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
Imma get your heart racing
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight)
You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
Imma get your heart racing
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight (tonight)
Monday, July 26, 2010
Well done
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And to think I still wonder why I want to quit.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Tired eyes
I didn't know what happened today. But I'm so glad- thanks Yuching Shiyi Mengying Huiying Yuyan Peiling Stanley Jieru Weiling Gladys Rebecca for keeping me sane.
Thanks so much.
Damn nice song introduced by Fiona.
Love The Way You Lie - Eminem (feat. Rihanna)
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you,"
"No you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with 'em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothin' to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit 'em throw 'em down pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in 'em
It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Thanks so much.
Damn nice song introduced by Fiona.
Love The Way You Lie - Eminem (feat. Rihanna)
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you,"
"No you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with 'em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothin' to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit 'em throw 'em down pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in 'em
It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Lipstick palm
Hello!
Had CCA again on Tuesday. It was really odd, first time I felt so miserable during a dance practice. Totally wavered my decision to stay. I really don't wish to be doing the same old things for the next two years of my life. Also, the lack of lunch (!!) during CCA days which essentially means the lack of basic human rights. But if I leave I don't know where to go. Whatever happened to the window-shopping?? I can't even see the window?!
Anyway today I was thinking about loads of stuff, like questions that intrigued me and all. During LA the essay questions that we had to analyse were totally so.. weird. The question on whether parents should be punished for the crimes that their teenage children commit sparked off thoughts of whether people were born "pure" or not. Then I recalled a question that Ern Chuen was asking everyone last year- whether humans are inherently good.
I remember I thought a lot about that.. but I forgot everything already. LOL.
Then in Bio we learnt that photosynthesis actually caused a phenomenom where anaerobic organisms were wiped out. Because previously when there weren't plants, there was no oxygen in the atmosphere. So the first few species on Earth did not need oxygen. But then plants came about and oxygen were toxic to those species. Only those which mutated could survive.
(Woah crash course ^^)
And then suddenly I thought about why evolution occured and humans were formed. I wondered if the world would have been a much better place without humans. Because essentially since we have a way better ability to communicate than any other species, we spread our networks too wide and sort of dominate Earth? Then we start destroying it unknowingly. There should be a reason why we classify things as "natural" and "man-made". Why do I not hear of like, for example, "fish-made" or "gorilla-made", for that matter?
Because we are smart! But too smart of our own good. So many "man-made" stuffs are destroying to nature. But if we weren't around.. it would have been a different case entirely... But then again maybe some other even more horrible creature (yes I think humans are horrible) may be formed and Earth would be a worse state than now (which would be terribly bad).
Ahh.. nevermind.
Anyway NDP is coming soon! And I too, got a dream for Singapore!
And today's Chinese and Maths test weren't too bad. More tests coming up!!! Z
I have been listening to this song so much! I'm afraid I might get really sick of it soon, though.
Stay Here Forever - Jewel
I'm laying here dreaming, staring at the ceiling
Wasting the day away
The world's flying by, our window outside
But hey baby that's OK
This feels so right it can't be wrong
So far, as I can see
Where you wanna go, baby, I'll do anything
'Cause if you wanna go, baby let's go
If you wanna rock, I'm ready to roll
And if you wanna slow down
We can slow down together
If you wanna walk, baby let's walk
Have a little kiss, have a little talk
We don't gotta leave at all
We can lay here forever
Stay here forever
If you wanna see that Italian tower leaning
Baby we can leave right now
If that's too far, we can jump in the car
And take a little trip around town
They say that California
Is nice and warm this time of year
Baby, say the word, and we'll just disappear
'Cause if you wanna go, baby let's go
If you wanna rock, I'm ready to roll
And if you wanna slow down
We can slow down together
If you wanna walk, baby let's walk
Have a little kiss, have a little talk
We don't gotta leave at all
We can lay here forever
Stay here forever
Oh, it's a big world for a boy and a girl
Letting go of it all
Holding on to one another
Oh, there's a whole lot of world to discover
Under the covers
So if you wanna go, baby let's go
If you wanna rock, I'm ready to roll
And if you wanna slow down
We can slow down together
If you wanna walk, baby let's walk
Have a little kiss, have a little talk
We don't gotta leave at all
We can lay here forever
Stay here forever
Let's just lay here forever
Stay here forever
Had CCA again on Tuesday. It was really odd, first time I felt so miserable during a dance practice. Totally wavered my decision to stay. I really don't wish to be doing the same old things for the next two years of my life. Also, the lack of lunch (!!) during CCA days which essentially means the lack of basic human rights. But if I leave I don't know where to go. Whatever happened to the window-shopping?? I can't even see the window?!
Anyway today I was thinking about loads of stuff, like questions that intrigued me and all. During LA the essay questions that we had to analyse were totally so.. weird. The question on whether parents should be punished for the crimes that their teenage children commit sparked off thoughts of whether people were born "pure" or not. Then I recalled a question that Ern Chuen was asking everyone last year- whether humans are inherently good.
I remember I thought a lot about that.. but I forgot everything already. LOL.
Then in Bio we learnt that photosynthesis actually caused a phenomenom where anaerobic organisms were wiped out. Because previously when there weren't plants, there was no oxygen in the atmosphere. So the first few species on Earth did not need oxygen. But then plants came about and oxygen were toxic to those species. Only those which mutated could survive.
(Woah crash course ^^)
And then suddenly I thought about why evolution occured and humans were formed. I wondered if the world would have been a much better place without humans. Because essentially since we have a way better ability to communicate than any other species, we spread our networks too wide and sort of dominate Earth? Then we start destroying it unknowingly. There should be a reason why we classify things as "natural" and "man-made". Why do I not hear of like, for example, "fish-made" or "gorilla-made", for that matter?
Because we are smart! But too smart of our own good. So many "man-made" stuffs are destroying to nature. But if we weren't around.. it would have been a different case entirely... But then again maybe some other even more horrible creature (yes I think humans are horrible) may be formed and Earth would be a worse state than now (which would be terribly bad).
Ahh.. nevermind.
Anyway NDP is coming soon! And I too, got a dream for Singapore!
My dream for Singapore is that peace and harmony can be maintained in our country.Did that sound really politically correct? LOL but I was really sincere and honest when I thought that. As in, that is really what I want for Singapore.
Because frankly I'm a little worried. With the rise of globalisation, I'm sure the number of foreigners in our country would increase as well. With such a diverse range of races and nationalities, it may be possible that a lot conflicts may arise due to the differences in cultures.
So I do hope that every Singapore would do his/her part in keeping the racial harmony within our country. Because ultimately, to me, what is most important in a country is peace.
Without peace, the government would find it very hard to implement anything because there is a lack of control and the country would eventually not prosper since it would be in such a chaotic and messy state.
And today's Chinese and Maths test weren't too bad. More tests coming up!!! Z
I have been listening to this song so much! I'm afraid I might get really sick of it soon, though.
Stay Here Forever - Jewel
I'm laying here dreaming, staring at the ceiling
Wasting the day away
The world's flying by, our window outside
But hey baby that's OK
This feels so right it can't be wrong
So far, as I can see
Where you wanna go, baby, I'll do anything
'Cause if you wanna go, baby let's go
If you wanna rock, I'm ready to roll
And if you wanna slow down
We can slow down together
If you wanna walk, baby let's walk
Have a little kiss, have a little talk
We don't gotta leave at all
We can lay here forever
Stay here forever
If you wanna see that Italian tower leaning
Baby we can leave right now
If that's too far, we can jump in the car
And take a little trip around town
They say that California
Is nice and warm this time of year
Baby, say the word, and we'll just disappear
'Cause if you wanna go, baby let's go
If you wanna rock, I'm ready to roll
And if you wanna slow down
We can slow down together
If you wanna walk, baby let's walk
Have a little kiss, have a little talk
We don't gotta leave at all
We can lay here forever
Stay here forever
Oh, it's a big world for a boy and a girl
Letting go of it all
Holding on to one another
Oh, there's a whole lot of world to discover
Under the covers
So if you wanna go, baby let's go
If you wanna rock, I'm ready to roll
And if you wanna slow down
We can slow down together
If you wanna walk, baby let's walk
Have a little kiss, have a little talk
We don't gotta leave at all
We can lay here forever
Stay here forever
Let's just lay here forever
Stay here forever
Saturday, July 10, 2010
I love the smell of paint and petrol
Thursday was so weird and all. After school met up with Dancers-under-Mr Liu + Gladys and Michelle to attend Mr Liu's mini tuition for the Maths we missed the first week of school. He seriously rocks!!! ^^
Somehow was late for tuition by a little but at least I'm back!! That night I wrote so many essays, seriously. Like tuition essay, Chinese 2 essays and Lit essay. Felt kinda inspirational.
Friday after school watched Eclipse with Yuching and Yuhong!!!! It was damn nice, somehow :D Way better than New Moon. I think the characters all looked more defined and clean and so much more gorgeous? Yuching told me I'm supposed to hate Bella after the movie but I didn't.. I just think she's weird and funny and odd.
After the movie we strolled to Wheelock and Yuching recommended me the book PostSecret. Spent the whole time reading it and finished it lol. It was so depressing z but I realize I have some similar secrets
Today went out with Huiying Yuyan Jacky Zhangyong Shaun Yuechwen and Ernchuen for that Chinese xiangsheng performance thingy. Before that there was the Curious Case of Jacky's slippers.. actually not curious at all but super hilarious. The show was quite funny lol. After the performance Jacky bought another pair of slippers and then Ern Chuen left. Remaining people shopped around and then ate at Food Junction and played zhongji until we decided to go home.
Now I'm back.
Somehow was late for tuition by a little but at least I'm back!! That night I wrote so many essays, seriously. Like tuition essay, Chinese 2 essays and Lit essay. Felt kinda inspirational.
Friday after school watched Eclipse with Yuching and Yuhong!!!! It was damn nice, somehow :D Way better than New Moon. I think the characters all looked more defined and clean and so much more gorgeous? Yuching told me I'm supposed to hate Bella after the movie but I didn't.. I just think she's weird and funny and odd.
After the movie we strolled to Wheelock and Yuching recommended me the book PostSecret. Spent the whole time reading it and finished it lol. It was so depressing z but I realize I have some similar secrets
Today went out with Huiying Yuyan Jacky Zhangyong Shaun Yuechwen and Ernchuen for that Chinese xiangsheng performance thingy. Before that there was the Curious Case of Jacky's slippers.. actually not curious at all but super hilarious. The show was quite funny lol. After the performance Jacky bought another pair of slippers and then Ern Chuen left. Remaining people shopped around and then ate at Food Junction and played zhongji until we decided to go home.
Now I'm back.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
It's a big world
I'm supposed to be catching up on my homework now.. But sod it! ZZ
Anyway I know it's a little lag to be typing this- but SYF Mass Display Opening Ceremony is finally over!
No more 8am-5pm (for the last few days, till 10pm) CCAs for 3 consecutive weeks.
No more coming home and crashing almost immediately after bathing.
No more worrying about whether there's enough make up in the dance studio for so many people.
No more rushed lunches @ KFC/ McDonalds.
No more weird meal timings.
No more feeling so frustrated during the few lessons here and there.
But then again..
No more hanging out with dancers (!!!).
No more playing zhong ji and ummjiji on the bus/ everywhere else!
No more gossiping with the Sec 1 Dancers.
No more gossiping, period.
No more missing lessons.
No more doing make up (especially glitter!) for so many people.
No more enjoying the AC of Singapore Indoor Stadium.
No more being so high during the finale!
And to Rebecca: No more Cat High guys LOLOL HAHA
:(
At least there was some Post-SYF Mass Display-Activity yesterday. The ice cream! Frankly it sucked but the thrill was more of missing lessons (mine was Chinese YAY) to eat LOL.
Anyway the preview last Friday was super ultra weird LOL. First time dancing among audience. Everyone (well at least the little kids) were so intrigued and kept whispering, staring and taking photos! I'm so sorry we were distractions to the performance on the stage :P Anyway Meiyu was pretty cool in making the signboard fly out after hitting it from one action of the dance (Y) Btw, the signboard was still where it landed the next day/Saturday on the actual SYF Opening Ceremony.
The actual one was so much better- at least I got a little used to the audience and there were no mishap (maybe except that my safety pin AND my flower flew out). The finale was super high!!!! Screamed like mad with the rest ^^
Monday was Youth Day (what youth day?~!@#$%^). Tried to catch up on my work but totally couldn't because I was at a loss. Ended up staying up till 4.30am doing my LA reading tasks.. Well as a Lang Arts rep that's the only homework I could have at least done, right?
Woke up at 5.30am an hour later. FML.
Yesterday pretty much sucked considering I was so tired.. But I felt so empty. No more dance and dancers lol. At least we went out for lunch which was quite fun :) Went home, totally got KO-ed.. But today was much better. Classes are actually better now yay.
And, after reading this: http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/07/05/are-students-over-burdened-with-schoolwork/
I felt just a little bit more justified.
But what's with the real elephant?! Z
Anyway I know it's a little lag to be typing this- but SYF Mass Display Opening Ceremony is finally over!
No more 8am-5pm (for the last few days, till 10pm) CCAs for 3 consecutive weeks.
No more coming home and crashing almost immediately after bathing.
No more worrying about whether there's enough make up in the dance studio for so many people.
No more rushed lunches @ KFC/ McDonalds.
No more weird meal timings.
No more feeling so frustrated during the few lessons here and there.
But then again..
No more hanging out with dancers (!!!).
No more playing zhong ji and ummjiji on the bus/ everywhere else!
No more gossiping with the Sec 1 Dancers.
No more gossiping, period.
No more missing lessons.
No more doing make up (especially glitter!) for so many people.
No more enjoying the AC of Singapore Indoor Stadium.
No more being so high during the finale!
And to Rebecca: No more Cat High guys LOLOL HAHA
:(
At least there was some Post-SYF Mass Display-Activity yesterday. The ice cream! Frankly it sucked but the thrill was more of missing lessons (mine was Chinese YAY) to eat LOL.
Anyway the preview last Friday was super ultra weird LOL. First time dancing among audience. Everyone (well at least the little kids) were so intrigued and kept whispering, staring and taking photos! I'm so sorry we were distractions to the performance on the stage :P Anyway Meiyu was pretty cool in making the signboard fly out after hitting it from one action of the dance (Y) Btw, the signboard was still where it landed the next day/Saturday on the actual SYF Opening Ceremony.
The actual one was so much better- at least I got a little used to the audience and there were no mishap (maybe except that my safety pin AND my flower flew out). The finale was super high!!!! Screamed like mad with the rest ^^
Monday was Youth Day (what youth day?~!@#$%^). Tried to catch up on my work but totally couldn't because I was at a loss. Ended up staying up till 4.30am doing my LA reading tasks.. Well as a Lang Arts rep that's the only homework I could have at least done, right?
Woke up at 5.30am an hour later. FML.
Yesterday pretty much sucked considering I was so tired.. But I felt so empty. No more dance and dancers lol. At least we went out for lunch which was quite fun :) Went home, totally got KO-ed.. But today was much better. Classes are actually better now yay.
And, after reading this: http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/07/05/are-students-over-burdened-with-schoolwork/
I felt just a little bit more justified.
But what's with the real elephant?! Z
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Sensually stoned
Breathe Me - Sia
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Monday, July 5, 2010
Who are they?
I choose to believe in what he once was- not who he has become.
But then again, they say, "Don't cling on to the past."
But then again, they say, "Don't cling on to the past."
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Just get back up
Consecutive days.. Exhausting exhausting exhausting. Experienced the kind of nausea never felt before- just because I'm horribly tired when I wake up in the morning.
But then again, we have to persevere!!!@#$%^^
Although it was really depressing today when I went back to attend Maths lesson and realized I'm totally screwing up. The sense of helplessness...
O well.
But then again, we have to persevere!!!@#$%^^
Although it was really depressing today when I went back to attend Maths lesson and realized I'm totally screwing up. The sense of helplessness...
O well.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Pink
OMG http://video.xin.msn.com/watch/video/spore-youth-festival-extended-to-2-months-in-support-of-yog/1baszv1k4?fg=ENSG_CNA_eva-sg-news-widget LOL
Close up @ 0.34 LOL like ghost.
Monday, June 28, 2010
Always the wrong people
The world is warped.
Knock You Down - Keri Hilson (feat. Kanye West & Ne-Yo)
Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him
Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah
Knock You Down - Keri Hilson (feat. Kanye West & Ne-Yo)
Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him
Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Emotional- I'm human
I LOVE MY NEW TIMETABLE LIKE MAD LOLXZXZ.
Finally early dismissals!! No more going home at 4pm when the school has already become really quiet. Our Year 4 classroom blocks, that is.
AND NO MORE SCS FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES!!!! ^^ Sorry for rubbing it in for those who are taking SCS the next semester, but actually I'm not sorry at all hahahahaha.
But why must the first period of Monday be Lit?!?! That's annoying.
Because next week, I only need to attend class on:
Monday- 8am to 9am (Performance for Press Conference @ 12)
Tuesday- 8am to 12pm (Rehearsal)
Wednesday- NO CLASS AT ALL ^^ (Rehearsal)
Thursday- Report to school at 8.45am, leave at 11.30am (Full-dress rehearsal I think)
Friday- Report to school at 8.45am, leave at 10.30am (Preview)
But Saturday gotta go school at 1pm, actual SYF Mass Display Opening Ceremony @ 6+ pm.
Considering I haven't started on my holiday homework at all, I was hoping the first period of Monday to be P.E. or something.. but it's Lit. Which has the most homework! Apparently there's some sort of quiz-test too. Damn LOL.
Finally early dismissals!! No more going home at 4pm when the school has already become really quiet. Our Year 4 classroom blocks, that is.
AND NO MORE SCS FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES!!!! ^^ Sorry for rubbing it in for those who are taking SCS the next semester, but actually I'm not sorry at all hahahahaha.
But why must the first period of Monday be Lit?!?! That's annoying.
Because next week, I only need to attend class on:
Monday- 8am to 9am (Performance for Press Conference @ 12)
Tuesday- 8am to 12pm (Rehearsal)
Wednesday- NO CLASS AT ALL ^^ (Rehearsal)
Thursday- Report to school at 8.45am, leave at 11.30am (Full-dress rehearsal I think)
Friday- Report to school at 8.45am, leave at 10.30am (Preview)
But Saturday gotta go school at 1pm, actual SYF Mass Display Opening Ceremony @ 6+ pm.
Considering I haven't started on my holiday homework at all, I was hoping the first period of Monday to be P.E. or something.. but it's Lit. Which has the most homework! Apparently there's some sort of quiz-test too. Damn LOL.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Kill them with your kindness
"They shouldn't induce a sense of fear to gain others' respect."— Weiling InKoherent
I never liked politics.
To the people who care, sometimes it's really just not worth your time and effort on those who don't.
To the people who care, sometimes it's really just not worth your time and effort on those who don't.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Complete
Last night I attended one of my relative's wedding.
She's 25, and so is her husband. He has been dating her since the end of their JC (they were from the same JC). I'm rather amazed. Apart from my parents, I have never met anyone else who lasted from their JC years.. Their love gives me hope. LOL.
Don't Let Me Fall - Lenka
Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to
But if I should break,
If I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take,
A little of the weight
Or I'll fall through
You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall
Take a little time,
Walk a little line
Got the balance right
Give a little love,
Gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight
We will be alright,
I'll be by your side
I wont let you down
But I gotta know,
No matter how things go
That you will be alright
You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you all
That I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall
Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to
Your just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall
You'll be the one
That I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you
High above it all
But don't let me fall
She's 25, and so is her husband. He has been dating her since the end of their JC (they were from the same JC). I'm rather amazed. Apart from my parents, I have never met anyone else who lasted from their JC years.. Their love gives me hope. LOL.
"The marriage ring is placed at the fourth finger from the thumb on your left hand because it’s the only finger that has a vein which is connected directly to your heart."Only one week of holidays left and I haven't started on homework!! And the last week is packed with dance zzz.
Don't Let Me Fall - Lenka
Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to
But if I should break,
If I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take,
A little of the weight
Or I'll fall through
You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall
Take a little time,
Walk a little line
Got the balance right
Give a little love,
Gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight
We will be alright,
I'll be by your side
I wont let you down
But I gotta know,
No matter how things go
That you will be alright
You're just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you all
That I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall
Underneath the moon,
Underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world,
Up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to
Your just the one
That I've been waiting for
I'll give you
All that I have
To give and more
But don't let me fall
You'll be the one
That I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you
High above it all
But don't let me fall
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Ten thousand shades of black
"In menswear that's really tricky- to make something beautiful and still have it be masculine."— Patrik Ervell
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Awesome
First thing first, I ended up not going 4E BBQ or outing at all because I overslept from the nap I took.. Super fail.
Sunday my mama came home!! Although I have to admit it has been really quiet and peaceful when she was away =P but the rest of us became really disorganized and couldn't find our things LOL. My dad came up with short-cut systems to enable our family to continue to function without her presence.. Heehee.
My mom is super cute seriously. My second brother emailed her to ask if she saw any interesting things there, like kangaroos and stuff. She replied, "No kangeroos, but I saw dogs, crows, cars and trains." LOL all these can see in Singapore also =="
Went to Changi Airport after piano to fetch her ^^ so nice =D
Monday had 4D-4E CIP! It was quite weird to interact with the people, to be honest. I don't do well at interacting, try as I might. But the performances were quite fun, and our performance was so.. weird!! I seriously have no other word to describe it. The feeling was totally different from performing for DS.. It was kind of seriously funny and funnily serious. Video on FB super disgusting LOL.
Yesterday went out with Simin again =D Watched Killers at noon.. super funny LOL we were totally baffled when everyone around the couple ended up wanting to kill them, like what the heck? Anyway after that we went shopping around 313@S, ION and Far East. Zz super tiring because both of us had lack of sleep. Went home at around 5.
Today was the first official dance practice of June Hols. It was quite horrendous. Stretching after a two-week break was indeed quite challenging -.- Mass Display in the afternoon was quite cool though- playing with the lights! Sian today onwards every weekday got CCA except Mondays zzzzzz.
And the flood @ Orchard was pretty cool. Something to cheer me up on a mundane day.
http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/06/16/flash-floods-cause-havoc-in-singapore/
Sunday my mama came home!! Although I have to admit it has been really quiet and peaceful when she was away =P but the rest of us became really disorganized and couldn't find our things LOL. My dad came up with short-cut systems to enable our family to continue to function without her presence.. Heehee.
My mom is super cute seriously. My second brother emailed her to ask if she saw any interesting things there, like kangaroos and stuff. She replied, "No kangeroos, but I saw dogs, crows, cars and trains." LOL all these can see in Singapore also =="
Went to Changi Airport after piano to fetch her ^^ so nice =D
Monday had 4D-4E CIP! It was quite weird to interact with the people, to be honest. I don't do well at interacting, try as I might. But the performances were quite fun, and our performance was so.. weird!! I seriously have no other word to describe it. The feeling was totally different from performing for DS.. It was kind of seriously funny and funnily serious. Video on FB super disgusting LOL.
Yesterday went out with Simin again =D Watched Killers at noon.. super funny LOL we were totally baffled when everyone around the couple ended up wanting to kill them, like what the heck? Anyway after that we went shopping around 313@S, ION and Far East. Zz super tiring because both of us had lack of sleep. Went home at around 5.
Today was the first official dance practice of June Hols. It was quite horrendous. Stretching after a two-week break was indeed quite challenging -.- Mass Display in the afternoon was quite cool though- playing with the lights! Sian today onwards every weekday got CCA except Mondays zzzzzz.
And the flood @ Orchard was pretty cool. Something to cheer me up on a mundane day.
http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/06/16/flash-floods-cause-havoc-in-singapore/
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Full blue moon
Wow I'm finally back home long enough to use the comp!!
Past few days were super fun ^^ Saturday night went to watch CO Concert and support Weiren with Yuching Yuhong and Qinghe. After the concert waited for Weiren for awhile and then went to Yewtee's E.A.T to eat. The noodles there are thumbs up (Y)!
Monday met up with CIP group- Fiona Priscilla Kimyee Zhangyong Ernchuen to practise our CIP dance. Brought them to the same E.A.T @ Yewtee 'cause it was that nice! Anyway the dance is so weird.. But I guess the point is to make the old folks happy :)
Had Monday's dinner with Rachel Junweng Liheng but Boonkee couldn't make it ): After eating at Kopitiam I went to KFC to try their egg tarts for the first time. Not bad!! Then we went to Kiddy Palace to buy WangLaoShi his overdue birthday present from 10000 years ago. I think we all agreed it was quite a useless present.
Tuesday had Dance Camp.. At first thought my group was a little too quiet but in the end we became quite high during the Station games. Kind of fun LOL! At night we waited super long for our Haunted Trail thingy and we were the last bunch of people to go I think. Eugene kept spoiling the atmosphere by his funny remarks but I admit the Sec 3s are really good in acting =)
Wednesday morning after breakfast played Elope and some other games. After that played a War game which was quite odd LOL I mean, I don't really know how I felt about it. Went to the Hall later on for Multilevel Captain's Ball. Super cool and super fun!! Super tiring too.. In the end our group won 3rd out of 10 or 11 groups YAY :D
Went home, bathed, packed bag and left for 2E chalet. I have seriously no sense of direction- didn't even know how to go to the chalet at the start. Weiren and Lizhen had to come find me at some Macs. By the time I reached there it was around 6 plus and we had BBQ for dinner.. Zhijie is really good at BBQ-ing! We ate our lovely sausages and satays and all that- except Yuching who had MUSHROOMS and TOMATOES LOL- while watching Ninja Warrior on TV!
Later on decided to go Biking.. Cycled with Yuhong Siqi Zhijie Yongchang Elvin to Changi Village and back. We went past the airport O.O Anyway double-biking with Yuhong was so fun haha first time double-bike then I sat behind and could slack abit (because Yuhong was doing most of the work) LOL unless we were going uphill but if both of us really chionged then I guess we could go quite fast. The synchronicity part was really cool though :D
And then Siqi fell and skidded and was injured so we insisted that Yuhong fetched him instead of him cycling his own bike. Yongchang was super cool in stopping Siqi LOL!! And I realized how difficult it is to cycle their own bikes 'cause it was so heavy!!! Plus the thing was kind of tall for me =.=
Went back, Yuhong and Zhijie left, then we decided to go for another round of biking with Weiren Qinghe Yuching Lizhen. Double-biked with Weiren but Weiren was seriously so slack -.- LOL but both people standing while biking was quite cool though tiring. We went around aimlessly and came to this particular place like four times unknowingly. But Weiren's sense of direction is quite amazing.. From some ulu place we managed to twist and turn and ended up back in our chalet!
By the time we reached the chalet it was around 2am. Played games and chatted until 5am. It was so cool reminiscing about those days back in Sec 1 & 2. Then we decided to go Macs to eat. Yongchang exerted his superpowers on Weiren- only he is able to force him to stand up LOL.
Ate finish went back everyone KO-ed (maybe except Lizhen) and slept until around 9am plus? I got up and bathed and listened to some music with the girls upstairs while the guys downstairs were sleeping. Woke them up at 10am packed up returned bikes and checked out. I was feeling super hungry (because usually the time between my breakfast and lunch is 5 hours) so we all went to Kopitiam.
And now it's our normal lunch time and I'm hungry again.. Seriously cmi.
OK I think I should rest now considering chalet directly after camp.. And there's still 4E class outing later. And BBQ at night. Pwned.
PS I think I love 2E peeps like mad.. LOL. Like Yuching said, they are very honest, open. They are all so real. (Y)
Past few days were super fun ^^ Saturday night went to watch CO Concert and support Weiren with Yuching Yuhong and Qinghe. After the concert waited for Weiren for awhile and then went to Yewtee's E.A.T to eat. The noodles there are thumbs up (Y)!
Monday met up with CIP group- Fiona Priscilla Kimyee Zhangyong Ernchuen to practise our CIP dance. Brought them to the same E.A.T @ Yewtee 'cause it was that nice! Anyway the dance is so weird.. But I guess the point is to make the old folks happy :)
Had Monday's dinner with Rachel Junweng Liheng but Boonkee couldn't make it ): After eating at Kopitiam I went to KFC to try their egg tarts for the first time. Not bad!! Then we went to Kiddy Palace to buy WangLaoShi his overdue birthday present from 10000 years ago. I think we all agreed it was quite a useless present.
Tuesday had Dance Camp.. At first thought my group was a little too quiet but in the end we became quite high during the Station games. Kind of fun LOL! At night we waited super long for our Haunted Trail thingy and we were the last bunch of people to go I think. Eugene kept spoiling the atmosphere by his funny remarks but I admit the Sec 3s are really good in acting =)
Wednesday morning after breakfast played Elope and some other games. After that played a War game which was quite odd LOL I mean, I don't really know how I felt about it. Went to the Hall later on for Multilevel Captain's Ball. Super cool and super fun!! Super tiring too.. In the end our group won 3rd out of 10 or 11 groups YAY :D
Went home, bathed, packed bag and left for 2E chalet. I have seriously no sense of direction- didn't even know how to go to the chalet at the start. Weiren and Lizhen had to come find me at some Macs. By the time I reached there it was around 6 plus and we had BBQ for dinner.. Zhijie is really good at BBQ-ing! We ate our lovely sausages and satays and all that- except Yuching who had MUSHROOMS and TOMATOES LOL- while watching Ninja Warrior on TV!
Later on decided to go Biking.. Cycled with Yuhong Siqi Zhijie Yongchang Elvin to Changi Village and back. We went past the airport O.O Anyway double-biking with Yuhong was so fun haha first time double-bike then I sat behind and could slack abit (because Yuhong was doing most of the work) LOL unless we were going uphill but if both of us really chionged then I guess we could go quite fast. The synchronicity part was really cool though :D
And then Siqi fell and skidded and was injured so we insisted that Yuhong fetched him instead of him cycling his own bike. Yongchang was super cool in stopping Siqi LOL!! And I realized how difficult it is to cycle their own bikes 'cause it was so heavy!!! Plus the thing was kind of tall for me =.=
Went back, Yuhong and Zhijie left, then we decided to go for another round of biking with Weiren Qinghe Yuching Lizhen. Double-biked with Weiren but Weiren was seriously so slack -.- LOL but both people standing while biking was quite cool though tiring. We went around aimlessly and came to this particular place like four times unknowingly. But Weiren's sense of direction is quite amazing.. From some ulu place we managed to twist and turn and ended up back in our chalet!
By the time we reached the chalet it was around 2am. Played games and chatted until 5am. It was so cool reminiscing about those days back in Sec 1 & 2. Then we decided to go Macs to eat. Yongchang exerted his superpowers on Weiren- only he is able to force him to stand up LOL.
Ate finish went back everyone KO-ed (maybe except Lizhen) and slept until around 9am plus? I got up and bathed and listened to some music with the girls upstairs while the guys downstairs were sleeping. Woke them up at 10am packed up returned bikes and checked out. I was feeling super hungry (because usually the time between my breakfast and lunch is 5 hours) so we all went to Kopitiam.
And now it's our normal lunch time and I'm hungry again.. Seriously cmi.
OK I think I should rest now considering chalet directly after camp.. And there's still 4E class outing later. And BBQ at night. Pwned.
PS I think I love 2E peeps like mad.. LOL. Like Yuching said, they are very honest, open. They are all so real. (Y)
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Resend those doves
Last night I dreamt of the Japanese Occupation. Japanese soldiers came to RV, interrogated us, and shot my friends, my classmates, my schoolmates. Only some were left.
They said "No food and drinks" (I have a feeling that this was from my mom boarding the airplane yesterday), so a few of them were gunned while we passed through a checkpoint. I don't know why but there was a little girl in front of me and she was found with a sweet wrapper in her pocket. I was so afraid for her. Luckily the soldier who checked her let her through, saying "you gotta live for me". I had the feeling that those soldiers were going to get killed after checking us.
There was still humanity amidst warped minds.. Which I guess kept me sane for the rest of the ridiculous obstacles, I suppose. One of which Xinzhe was the first one to pass. LOL.
Anyway today my mom's in Aus, my dad and my eldest brother in Malaysia (which I was supposed to go but didn't because of CO concert!) so I'm left at home with my second brother. That's weird.
Hollywood - Marina and the Diamonds
Acoustic version:
I really love the part where she says "actually my name's Marina" in the acoustic version.
They said "No food and drinks" (I have a feeling that this was from my mom boarding the airplane yesterday), so a few of them were gunned while we passed through a checkpoint. I don't know why but there was a little girl in front of me and she was found with a sweet wrapper in her pocket. I was so afraid for her. Luckily the soldier who checked her let her through, saying "you gotta live for me". I had the feeling that those soldiers were going to get killed after checking us.
There was still humanity amidst warped minds.. Which I guess kept me sane for the rest of the ridiculous obstacles, I suppose. One of which Xinzhe was the first one to pass. LOL.
Anyway today my mom's in Aus, my dad and my eldest brother in Malaysia (which I was supposed to go but didn't because of CO concert!) so I'm left at home with my second brother. That's weird.
Hollywood - Marina and the Diamonds
Acoustic version:
I really love the part where she says "actually my name's Marina" in the acoustic version.
Friday, June 4, 2010
Don't Panic
Yuching reminded me to revive my blog so..
So much has changed. It's the holidays and mom's away in Australia. She forgot to bring me along!!
One week of holidays is almost over and I haven't done anything. Progress, progress. I watched Confessions of a Shopaholic (DVD) with my dad this afternoon!! He actually sat down and watched with me. First time ever. I think it's 'cause my mom's not around and he's actually really free to do what he wants.. if not he'll keep doing housework to lessen my mom's burden because she's having really high blood pressure.
Oh went out with Simin last Saturday I think. It's been long *pats back* walked a lot talked a lot more and it was quite reassuring to have seen her I guess. It's weird when sometimes you lose touch for so long you suddenly don't quite know what to say. Then you desperately attempt to recover what you once had but at times it just doesn't work, and after awhile you just stop trying. I'm so glad it didn't turn out like that.
And thanks Jacky for the souvenirs from Qingdao/Shanghai (Y) Love the cards WOOHOO =D
Yesterday after tuition saw this ballerina kid yelling and pointing at her grandmother, and she said "DON'T USE THAT TONE OF VOICE ON ME".
The world is topsy-turvy
Going to see the usual peeps tomorrow!! After so long D< Excited!!
Anyway check this out: www.fuckyeahtattoos.tumblr.com likey likeee
So much has changed. It's the holidays and mom's away in Australia. She forgot to bring me along!!
One week of holidays is almost over and I haven't done anything. Progress, progress. I watched Confessions of a Shopaholic (DVD) with my dad this afternoon!! He actually sat down and watched with me. First time ever. I think it's 'cause my mom's not around and he's actually really free to do what he wants.. if not he'll keep doing housework to lessen my mom's burden because she's having really high blood pressure.
Oh went out with Simin last Saturday I think. It's been long *pats back* walked a lot talked a lot more and it was quite reassuring to have seen her I guess. It's weird when sometimes you lose touch for so long you suddenly don't quite know what to say. Then you desperately attempt to recover what you once had but at times it just doesn't work, and after awhile you just stop trying. I'm so glad it didn't turn out like that.
And thanks Jacky for the souvenirs from Qingdao/Shanghai (Y) Love the cards WOOHOO =D
Yesterday after tuition saw this ballerina kid yelling and pointing at her grandmother, and she said "DON'T USE THAT TONE OF VOICE ON ME".
The world is topsy-turvy
Going to see the usual peeps tomorrow!! After so long D< Excited!!
Anyway check this out: www.fuckyeahtattoos.tumblr.com likey likeee
Thursday, April 1, 2010
i gotta feeling
Tonight was a good good night!
All the care, the acceptance, the (team)work, the joy, the smiles and the love- they overwhelmed me tonight :)
And Vanilla Twilight, with the stars in the clear sky.
Everything fit tonight. <3
All the care, the acceptance, the (team)work, the joy, the smiles and the love- they overwhelmed me tonight :)
And Vanilla Twilight, with the stars in the clear sky.
Everything fit tonight. <3
Sunday, February 14, 2010
i miss those days
When I looked my worst, you could make me feel my best.
How did you manage to do that?
How did you manage to do that?
Saturday, February 6, 2010
i believe
Today's Saturday and it wasn't simple.
Just came back from my babysitter (from young)'s house. My dad and I went to visit them with Bak gua, for CNY. It was so weird seeing them again. When we said our "hello"s, it felt like something was missing. I think everybody just grew older and got alot busier. We forgot how to communicate.
Anyway we had small talk and I felt things going awkward when we had to resort to talking about movies and talking about the National Geography show on TV. It was pathetic, sort of. Whatever happened? I used to be so close with them, stayed overnight for weeks during the holidays, that kind of stuffs. Yet today when they offered to let me stay overnight tonight, I gave the excuses- homework, tests, etc. Which one is more important- my second family or work? I can't decide.
I miss you alot, Christina. You're like an older sister to me, a sister I've never had. It's so hard to see you grow old and become an adult. It's so hard to accept the fact that one day I'll be like you, experiencing my future. It's even harder to foresee that one day we won't contact each other anymore, for the world is changing, and so is everybody else.
I don't want that to happen. I want to savage whatever I can.
On the way home my dad asked me what I'll be doing in 5 years' time. I didn't want to think about things like that. I didn't want to think about growing old, 'cause I'm scared.
Tonight will be a drag, tonight is depressing.
Just came back from my babysitter (from young)'s house. My dad and I went to visit them with Bak gua, for CNY. It was so weird seeing them again. When we said our "hello"s, it felt like something was missing. I think everybody just grew older and got alot busier. We forgot how to communicate.
Anyway we had small talk and I felt things going awkward when we had to resort to talking about movies and talking about the National Geography show on TV. It was pathetic, sort of. Whatever happened? I used to be so close with them, stayed overnight for weeks during the holidays, that kind of stuffs. Yet today when they offered to let me stay overnight tonight, I gave the excuses- homework, tests, etc. Which one is more important- my second family or work? I can't decide.
I miss you alot, Christina. You're like an older sister to me, a sister I've never had. It's so hard to see you grow old and become an adult. It's so hard to accept the fact that one day I'll be like you, experiencing my future. It's even harder to foresee that one day we won't contact each other anymore, for the world is changing, and so is everybody else.
I don't want that to happen. I want to savage whatever I can.
On the way home my dad asked me what I'll be doing in 5 years' time. I didn't want to think about things like that. I didn't want to think about growing old, 'cause I'm scared.
Tonight will be a drag, tonight is depressing.
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