What are 'results'? Can they be eaten?

Last night I was so happy and hyper from the after effects of dancing the best for SYF that I couldn't go to sleep; not because the results were going to be out today.

At around 2 plus am, just before I fell asleep, I was thinking, how would I react if we got a Gold with Honours? And how would I react if we didn't?

And the satisfactory answer I felt so strongly for (which allowed me to sleep, finally) was the fact that actually, I realised, whatever results we got, I would still be happy and contented, because we totally rocked the stage yesterday :D

Anyway this morning I woke up feeling tired and crap because of lack of sleep, and also 'cause I had a damn nice dream last night! It was about this person from my class. The whole dream was revolving around me and that person.

Every word spoken was clear as crystal, every touch felt so real.

And I woke up feeling damn sian, like HUH WHY IS IT ONLY A DREAM. But it's like one of those weird dreams I have that come true in one way or another. Omg!! (I don't think some of you can understand. I did have particular dreams that spoke situations which came true.)

When I went back to class and people started asking me how was the SYF, I kind of became damn hyper and happy talking about it again.

Same thing, during Lang Arts lesson, since there wasn't any teacher, I fell asleep. During Maths, which was the next lesson, I was feeling damn stone-ish. Then the moment Elit came and I could talk about dancing the SYF with Eugene and Jieru again, I suddenly cheered up lots. LOL.

During lunch, so many people were asking me about it too so talking about it made me even happier. When I went back to class after lunch for Physics, Wesley was like, "How come one lunch can make you from dead to be so.. alive?"

It wasn't the lunch, my dear. It was the dance.

Anyway, after school, went to Dance Studio to wait for the Dance results. I wasn't nervous, nor worried, not anxious, because to me, the results don't matter. Before we received the sms, Fang Yuan was telling us that he felt like the song Lose Yourself, when he was dancing yesterday.

I think he made a hell lot of sense. And I was wondering why didn't I link it up before. I agree with him, LOL! During the dance, everyone was giving their best, smiling truly like never before; the whole atmosphere was so thrilling and upbeat.

So when the sms came about Matsuri getting a Gold, without Honours, somehow, I didn't feel depressed or unhappy or unsatisfied. If I said I wasn't a little bit sad, I would be lying. Of course there was a tiny tinge of disappointment, but a second later, I thought about the whole process, that 6 blissful minutes on stage, I knew that whether there was Honours or not, it didn't matter, really.

Results is just a bonus. What is more important, is to learn from the dancing, and to do our best and enjoy it.

— Su Lao

If someone told me that before the actual SYF yesterday, I would be thinking BULLSHIT. But now, I am totally won over by the fact that this can be so true. During that 6 minutes on stage, everyone was in high spirits and feeling so exultant; and the whole thing was definitely intoxicating. I'm sure we all could feel it.

So I was content and satisfied, without even knowing the results.

'Cause we are just good like that.

Oh, the JC dance from RV got Gold too. But they have an entirely higher level of difficulty and standard to reach, so getting Gold is already a very good accomplishment!

Cheer up dancers (if you are sad), think of how we enjoyed the dance :D